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Lin Tingfeng walked to Ye Wenyu's side, took her hand again, and held it tightly in his palm, his palm was very warm, like a fire, he said to her gently: "I understand you, I also know what I want to do, I know that you are sad, you don't believe it, so I arranged this, I once said, as long as you believe me, I will definitely arrange everything well." ”

He has always been silent and golden, and rarely says so much.

Ye Wenyu stopped talking, glanced at Lin Tingfeng, and felt surprised in his heart, but nodded slightly, which was regarded as agreeing to Lin Tingfeng's arrangement.

Lin Tingfeng smiled with satisfaction.

Ye Wenyu remembered that she was going to see the old lady of the Lin family tomorrow, and she couldn't help but be very nervous, she pulled Lin Tingfeng to sit on the sofa in the study, and asked him: "But I'm very nervous, what kind of person is your mother, what kind of person should I do, in order to please her?" Tell me about it. ”

Lin Tingfeng smiled, looked at her face as gorgeous as Mingxia, and said to her: "You don't have to do anything, you go and meet her, and let her see you, it's fine." ”

"But when the younger generation sees the elders, you have to prepare some gifts, what does your mother like, let's go buy it now, okay?" She was so anxious to stand up and rub her hands together like ants on a hot pot.

Lin Tingfeng smiled and said slowly to her: "I have already asked someone to buy a gift, and it has been put in the car, you can give it to her tomorrow." ”

Ye Wenyu Zheng, thinking that Lin Tingfeng was really rare thoughtful and considerate, she slowly sat down again, and asked him curiously: "Tingfeng, why do you have to take me to meet your mother, I really don't have too high requirements, and I don't want to cause you trouble, I will respect you very much." ”

It means that she will obediently fulfill her duties and duties as a little lover, that is, she will not make unreasonable demands, such as asking him to divorce and remarry.

Lin Tingfeng's heart warmed, stretched out his hand, gently stroked her white and tender little face, and said to her slowly: "Because, you are me, the only one I have ever liked, girl." ”

Ye Wenyu was stunned, her heart was warm, she had some nasal congestion, some red eyes, so she lowered her head and didn't let Lin Tingfeng see it.

Lin Tingfeng looked at the darkness not far away, and said with emotion: "My mother, although there are also very bad things, but in the final analysis, she is my only relative in this world, of course, I want to bring my favorite girl to her." ”

Ye Wenyu understood, she could feel Lin Tingfeng's true feelings. Her nose became more and more sore, and she thought that this man was so strange, at the beginning of the two of them, he was like a scheming businessman, who spread everything in front of her, and spoke clearly and clearly, and could only give her the identity of her lover, let her be angry, let her humiliate and make her painful.

But after the two of them were really together, he did all kinds of things, but he was like an infatuated man who had never been married and wanted to marry her into the door, took her to public occasions, took her to meet his relatives and friends, took care and concern for her, and gave her the supreme princess-like favor-

Ye Wenyu thought about it, but she only felt like she was in a five-mile cloud, and she didn't understand him more and more.

He just said that there is something very bad about his mother, but she is the only relative in this world, is not his father his relative, his younger brother, his sister? By the way, Lin Tingxuan hasn't come to him again since he said goodbye last time, and now a few months have passed, he seems to have evaporated from the world, as if he has disappeared in this world?

Ye Wenyu has many mysteries in her heart, and she can't answer them. She raised her head, looked at Lin Tingfeng, smiled at him, and plucked up the courage to ask: "You just said that there is something bad about your mother, and what is wrong about her, I have to know that at tomorrow's banquet, you can't touch her taboos." ”

When Lin Tingfeng heard this, a look of pain flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting, and the speed was very fast, like a meteor, passing by in an instant, and the heel disappeared. If you don't look closely, you can't find it at all, and his face has returned to a quiet appearance, like a handsome Greek mask.

He smiled and said gently, "There's nothing bad about it, it's all in the past." He couldn't help but think of when he was a child, he and his mother were crammed into an attic of less than 20 square meters, the room was small and broken, messy, when the wind blew, the wind poured into it, it rained hard, it rained lightly inside, the place where the attic was located was the slum of S City, all crooked houses, waiting for demolition, dirty and messy streets, lined with all kinds of ugly-looking small shops, privately built wires, and often saw ragged children of migrant workers playing outside.

Why rent in such a poor place, live in such a small and dilapidated house? Because his mother and his father divorced, and because his mother cheated, he didn't get half of his father's money, and his grandmother's grandfather's family was also bankrupt, and his mother could only go out to make money to support herself and him, but she was the eldest lady since she was a child, and there were a bunch of people waiting for her, and now she has to support two people, how can she do it.

So in the miserable and oppressive environment, the mother's personality became worse and worse, and her temper became more and more irritable, and he became her punching bag, although afterwards, she would hold him and cry, keep kissing him, and repeatedly say sorry.

However, the shadow of his childhood was like a brand, deeply imprinted in his heart. Sometimes he had nightmares in the middle of the night, he always dreamed that his mother was like a madman, holding a kitchen knife, chasing him frantically, he was so frightened that he hid under the bed, tears were like pouring rain, but he didn't dare to come out, afraid that his mother would find him, and his life would be in danger.

At that time, he only hoped that his mother would wake up quickly and not go crazy again. Although he is young, he also knows that he can't call the police, because once this matter is made public, people outside know that his mother has become a psychotic because of the hardships of life and the pressure of the economy, and he is crazy about domestic violence, then, he will lose his mother and go to the orphanage to live, no matter how bad his mother is, he is also a mother, so he lives carefully in such an environment, eager to grow up quickly.

Later, he was able to skillfully and successfully hide and protect himself when his mother was insane, and even if he was unlucky and was found by his mother, he was able to successfully avoid his mother's illness. When his mother came to his senses, stopped having seizures, and cried tired and fell asleep with him in his arms, he would skillfully find gauze and Yunnan Baiyao to treat his wounds.

The past is unbearable.

Lin Tingfeng fell into painful thoughts, he thought to himself, it was not that he didn't want to be a good person, but at the beginning of his life, he was deprived of qualifications.