Living together in the capital, but close to the end of the world.

Banniang knew that she and him would definitely see each other again, but she didn't expect it to be in such a situation.

I forgot how many days had passed. I can't think of it, and I don't want to think about it.

He was dressed in a vermilion court dress, with a majestic hair, and under the lantern in front of the door, he made her feel bleak.

"Yun Shan."

In the middle of the ring, he walked towards her.

Banniang blessed her body and said with a smile: "Di Gongzi." ”

A sound of Di Gongzi made Di Yong's footsteps stop.

Look at her eyes full of pain.

His father is the most loyal, and he has always asked of him and his eldest brother like this, but only this time in his life, he wants to disobey the emperor's orders.

If there was never hope before, it would be fine, after obviously having such sweetness and expectation, he thought that he could hold on to her and get along with her, but after being cut off from life, he had no way to imagine that he knew that she was living somewhere, but he couldn't accompany her.

He just wanted to come and see her, to get closer to her, but when he really saw him, he said a thousand words, but she smiled lightly, and the three words "Di Gongzi" were choked in his mouth as if nothing happened.

"Yunshan, if you want to believe me, what I promised will definitely be done. Please give me some time. I will not marry any other woman in my life except you. ”

Di Xiang is a civilian, no, even he used to be a military slave, in such an identity, with personal efforts, and to go to the position of the ruler of the first house, it is almost the hope of all the people in the world. But she had also talked to Lu Qiqi, not to mention that she was born in such a family, how could she not have a little understanding of the political affairs of the DPRK and China.

Behind the scenes, no one knows how difficult Di Xiang's political life is to compete with the entire literati class with the strength of one person. Which of the party who once held the Privy Council was not born in a meritorious family? It was the highest military leader in the country, and it had always been held by the children of noble families, but Di Xiang, who was not only born as a commoner, but also a guilty person, he was the only one who relied on his outstanding military exploits to do what he is today, how can those people not be afraid.

What if the heavenly family trusts again? Thousands of miles of embankments, destroying anthills, has never been uncommon. And the human heart is the most unreliable thing. In addition to the civil class, he offended the meritorious class, although Di Xiang was in charge, but the Di family could not make a mistake. One mistake can be doomed. The Di family can't lose the trust of the Heavenly Family, and they can't bear the consequences of the Heavenly Family's anger.

How could Di Yong not know? How could Banniang not know?

This is also the reason why Lu Qiqi, with the soul of a modern person, never persuaded Banniang to fight for it again after giving Di Yong and Qinghe the marriage of the Heavenly Family. Di Yong couldn't pay that price.

"Di Gongzi, everything in the past should be regarded as a beautiful dream we once had. When you wake up from a dream, you should live well. I'll forget about those. You should also forget. I wish Gongzi Di Gongzi that in the future, he will raise his eyebrows with the county lord and grow old. ”

Saying these cruel words, both to him and to herself, Banniang felt that she no longer had the courage to stand in front of him, so she bypassed Di Yong and planned to return to the hospital.

"Di Gongzi, please go back."

He thought she would be angry, angry that he promised to find a way, but he didn't do it, he thought she would be sad and sad, but she said to herself so calmly that the beauty that could illuminate his whole life was a dream without a trace, and he could forget it.

She used to call herself Ah Yong Ah Yong so sweetly, with the tenderness of Jiangnan smoke and rain, but now she has become a strange voice like "Di Gongzi".

At the moment of passing by, Di Yong grabbed her hand, took her into his arms, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Banniang's rock-solid heart collapsed at the moment she entered his arms.

It turned out that after so long of determination and so many days of calm, it couldn't withstand a hug from him.

She coveted this hug, not only because of the warmth, but also because of him, she felt that she had a real sense of existence in this world.

I don't want to break free, and I don't want to break free.

Di Yong's arms became tighter and tighter, for fear that this body, which really carried her temperature and body fragrance, would suddenly disappear. And her suppleness at this time also made his heart welled up with great joy. It seemed that it had been a long time before Di Yong put his lower forehead against her forehead, and his voice was low and resolute: "Yunshan, give me a little time, and I will solve it." ”

Banniang raised her face and looked deeply into his eyes, just wanting to remember what he looked like at this moment.

"Ah Yong, don't be stupid. I can wait, and I'm not afraid that there will be no result, but you and I both know what lies between us, it's not Qinghe, it's not that I don't want to wait for you, and it's not that I don't believe you. It is the inviolable imperial power, the things of the world, doing something and not doing it. You know better than I can that there can be no fault with the Jindi family, and you can't lose the trust of the heavenly family. What's more, the heavenly family married Qinghe for you, not simply because of his love for Qinghe and you. Ah Yong, I won't let you get involved in any danger, if something happens to you, I will be more uncomfortable than death. These two or three months were the happiest days of my life because I had you by my side. If you live well, even if we can't see each other or stay together, I'm happy. Do you understand? So Ah Yong, it's over tonight. You either forgot about me, or you cherished those days in your memory. If you don't promise me, then I will leave the capital, and I will never set foot in Bianjing again. If we abandon our friends and relatives for our own sake, that is not love and liking, but selfishness. None of us are like that. If you give too much, will you be happy even if we are together in the future? You won't, and neither will I. ”

Yes, he understands all these truths. That's why he waited until today, until he had no place to endure being isolated from her, but farther away than the end of the world, to see her, even if it was just closer.

But when he thought of the days he had dreamed of, the days with her would never come true, he couldn't help but want to fight.

"Yunshan, I know what you said, but let me do nothing? I am a man, if I can't even protect the woman I want, how can I be a man who stands up to the sky? I promise that I won't do anything stupid, and I won't cause trouble for my family, but I'll find a way. You give me a year, just one year. Good no good? ”

She believed that he was not a person who would do whatever he wanted, and Di Yong had never been that kind of person.

"Okay, I promise you."

Hearing her answer in person, Di Yong felt that he had lost his heart for a long time, and finally had a feeling of returning to his chest. I couldn't help but take her into my arms again.

After hugging each other for a while, Banniang said, "Go back." ”

"Good. Di Yong let go of her and looked at her with a smile, "I really miss the noodles you made that night." Also, don't drink in the future. ”

"Oh, just a little bit."

Di Yong took her hand and said with a bitter smile: "It's not that you won't be allowed to drink, but if you want to drink, it can only be when you're with me." You don't know how beautiful you are when you're slightly drunk. How much I want people to ......"

Before the words fell, he kissed her lips and let go again. said to Banniang: "Go in." ”

"Well, you should go back earlier," Banniang nodded, turned around and entered the door, and when she arrived at the door, she turned around and said, "Don't run in the middle of the night in the future, it's so cold, and a year will pass soon." ”

If we can be together, this time is really not long. If not, why meet?

Seeing Di Yong nodding, he smiled again and said, "You go first, I'll watch you go." ”

"Yun Shan......" Di Yong called softly, and only then did he cheer up, and said with a smile, "Okay." ”

waited until his figure disappeared around the corner of the street, and Banniang turned around and patted the door.

I didn't feel it when I was outside, but when I entered the warm room, I realized that my hands and feet were cold.

May, who was sitting under the lamp embroidering a corset for her, hurriedly stood up: "Didn't Cang'er Novel say that you will be back soon?" Why have you waited for so long, it's cold outside, right? You drink a cup of hot tea to warm up your body, and the slave maid has prepared hot water for you, so bring it here, wash your hands and face first, and warm it up. ”

As he spoke, he brought tea to Banniang, and was busy going out.

Banniang hurriedly pulled her and said with a smile: "I drank some wine at night, and the cold wind blew outside, and I didn't eat anything, I was feeling hungry, you go to the kitchen and make me a bowl of noodles and put spicy chili sauce." ”

"Okay, okay, slave and maid will go." May agreed repeatedly.

These days, seeing that Banniang is thin, eating nothing is fragrant, even if the meal is carefully prepared, she also picks two bites and puts it down, and finally offers to eat this time, where is she unhappy in May?

While being happy, I couldn't help but look at Banniang's expression, but I saw that in her eyebrows, although she was worried, she also had a little joy.

It must be that things are going well in business.

May made a secret decision.

If the young lady can devote all her mind to business, and be busy with the affairs of the second son of the Di family for a while, it is better than forcing a smile every day.

May happily came out of the house, and read: "The slave maid will go and ask Miss Cang'er again if she wants to eat some together." ”

"Yes, little May, you go back and pick a bigger one for Miss Ben's noodle bowl, and put more hot sauce, by the way, I remember that the Chao family seemed to send some beef yesterday, didn't you say that it was stewed in the afternoon? If so, cut some and add it to the dough. Cang'er walked out of the west chamber.

May smiled and responded.

Banniang let Cang'er into her room.

"What did Di Erlang say to you?" Looking at Banniang's appearance, it seemed to be good, and Cang'er dared to ask.

"I didn't say anything," Banniang warmed her hands with a teacup, "just to come and see me." ”

What else can be said about the marriage given by heaven? Such an answer was not what Cang'er expected, but in his selfish heart, he always hoped that Di Erlang could come up with a way. After listening to Banniang's words, Cang'er finally dared to say the words after holding back these days: "Eighth sister, although I say that I rely on you to eat, but in fact, even if I don't follow you, I can live a good life, so I have traveled south and north with you in the wind and rain all these years, because I like such days, and I also like your temperament, in this world, except for my aunt and the stinky boy of twenty-one, you are my closest person, and my heart is also like your own sister, some words, I said directly." ”

"Sister Cang'er has something to say."