No one said anything about going home for the New Year, as if it was a taboo, but before I knew it, the atmosphere changed subtly.

Shen Mengqing became a little anxious, as if they would not see each other again after this separation.

Su Siqi tried to comfort him, but to no avail, she had no time to take care of herself, the exam was about to take place, she reviewed day and night, often soaked in the library, she was so nervous, Shen Mengqing still came to pick her up rain or shine. The location of the library was very tight, only a little better at night, she wanted to stay at school to review, but when she saw the man's gloomy face, she couldn't speak.

In fact, the two of them are also busy at home, Shen Mengqing always stays in the study, occasionally comes out to drink saliva or something, and she will sit on the carpet in the living room, immersed in hard reading.

He went downstairs to the kitchen, took the water and went upstairs again, quietly, without disturbing her, she glanced at the book, and would not greet him.

When she sleeps, she is not synchronized, usually she sleeps first, often falls asleep, the man still stays in the study, sometimes he wakes up in the morning, he has already gotten up, making breakfast downstairs, looking at his tired face, Su Siqi suspects that he hasn't slept all night.

There was only breakfast every day, and they were together, and the man ate very elegantly and silently, and barely made a sound during the whole process.

Su Siqi finally couldn't help it, "Shen Mengqing, don't you want to be like this, okay?" It's just a winter vacation, and I'll be back when school starts! ”

The man lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and his smile seemed to be faint, "A winter vacation, more than twenty days." He paused and looked up at her, "Can't you be with me?" ”

Su Siqi shook her head, she didn't want to leave him, but how could she bear to let her father spend the New Year alone in the cold.

"My dad is alone at home......"

"Then I'll go back with you."

Su Siqi still shook her head, Lin Haonan's matter made her father sad, if she brought Shen Mengqing back now, his family background would definitely be strongly opposed by his father. A father whose blood is thicker than water, and a lover who loves like life, if there is really a conflict, what should she do?

"Can you come back early?"

Su Siqi thought for a moment and shook her head, she had already broken her father's heart, she didn't want her father to have any suspicions, and she only went back once in such a long time, she also wanted to accompany him well.

The man took the cup and drank water, turned his head to look out the window, and after a while he said, "Su Siqi, you don't love me at all." If you love me, you won't want to leave me. ”

"How can you say that?" Su Siqi looked at him: "If family affection and love can't be both, I can't help it, I only have one father, he raised me with hard work, and I can't break his heart at any time." ”

"Then you're going to break my heart?"

"Shen Mengqing, can you be reasonable? We will have time together in the future, but every day of our parents' company will be one less day. Take advantage of the Chinese New Year, you should also spend time with your parents and family! ”

The man snorted coldly, "They don't need me." ”

"How so? Parents are always reluctant to give up their children, and the older the parents, the more they need companionship! ”

The man was silent again, he was still looking out the window, his eyes gradually became condensed, Su Siqi thought that he would not speak again, and was about to get up and go to the living room.

The man's voice suddenly sounded: "My mother, she is among many suitors, and she is very happy. And my father, he married the woman he loved most in his life, and his wife was all he had. I left home at the age of thirteen and grew up alone abroad, and after returning to China, I didn't stay in Bei'an, because everyone would say that it was Shen Mingru's son when they saw me. So I came to S City, here, everyone will face up to Shen Mengqing's three words. I'm used to being lonely, and I like to be alone until I meet you, your appearance makes loneliness a terrible thing, from childhood to adulthood, I'm not afraid of anything, but I'm afraid of you leaving, when you disappear from my sight, my heart will keep tugging, until you appear again. From the moment you agreed to be in a relationship with me, I had no intention of letting you go again, I knew I was selfish, and I knew how important your father was to you, but I couldn't control it, whether you said I loved me narrowly, or called me unreasonable, I," he sighed and lowered his eyes, as if he didn't know what to say.

Su Siqi was very shocked, she didn't expect Shen Mengqing, who was born in a rich family, to be so lonely, a man who is lonely and lacks warmth in his heart, once he encounters love, his suppressed feelings will be like a flood and become raging, so he will suffer so much from her, right?

She walked over and hugged the man, "Shen Mengqing, you won't be lonely in the future, I will always be by your side." ”

The man buried his head in her arms, like a dazed and helpless child at this moment, Su Siqi felt sour in his heart, and gently patted his back: "Believe me, twenty days will pass in the blink of an eye, you will see me soon, we still have a long way to go, and my father is over half a hundred years old, and his time with me is running out." Can you understand? I love Daddy, and I love you, and you are indispensable in my life. ”

The man calmed down and slowly let go of her, his voice was calm: "It's me who thinks about the problem simply." Go home, and we'll see you when school starts. ”

Su Siqi saw that he had figured it out, breathed a sigh of relief, and took the opportunity to persuade him again: "I think you should go back to Bei'an, after all, they are your relatives, more communication, more communication, in order to enhance the relationship, parents all over the world love their children, some barriers are actually a thin piece of paper, it will be fine if you pierce it." ”

The man smiled: "Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, you don't have to worry about me." After a pause, he asked, "Are you going to school today?" ”

"I want to go to the library to check some materials," since the words have been said, there is nothing bad to say, Su Siqi said: "The seat in the library is very tight, only at night it is looser, so I don't think I will come back tonight, I will work there for a few days, and then come back after the exam." ”

She thought that the man would understand, but she didn't expect him to frown and be categorical: "No! ”

"But ......"

"It's not difficult, I just need a phone call, and there will always be a place for you in the library in the future."

"You're abusing your power!"

"I'd love to."

Okay, if he is willing, Su Siqi sighed, for the sake of the upcoming separation, don't worry about him.

"Then you send me to school."

The man's tense face softened a little, and he glanced at her: "Didn't you shout all day long that you wanted to take the bus by yourself?" Why is it so rare to pick up my car? ”

Su Siqi sat on his lap with a shy face: "It's not your car, it's your person." ”

The man finally couldn't hold back his laughter, and pinched her face helplessly: "You, you, what should I do with you?" ”

Although the words were spoken, a faint sorrow still enveloped them. The three-day exam was finally over, Su Siqi was sorting out her books in the dormitory, some things were not needed, she packed her bag and prepared to put it in Shen Mengqing. There are basically no classes in the next semester, everyone is looking for a way to run an internship, she is not in a hurry, guarding the golden beetle son-in-law, are you afraid that there will be no good unit for internship?

What makes her most satisfied is that with this golden beetle son-in-law, she no longer has to queue up all night to buy train tickets. The day before leaving, she carried the money given by the man and went shopping to buy gifts for her father with great interest.

In fact, when Shen Mengqing gave her money, she was a little embarrassed to accept it.

But the man raised his eyebrows, and his tone was very unpolite: "You are my woman, you don't need my money, whose money do you use?" ”

Su Siqi doesn't remember seeing such a sentence in which book: If you love him, you will spend his money with confidence!

From ancient times to the present, it seems natural for men to raise women. All men are proud to be able to make their women live well, and since he has identified her, and she has identified him, there is nothing to be polite about. So, she only hesitated a little and then took the card, and when she put it in her bag, she said, "You have to make sure that there is enough money in it, so as not to make me embarrassed by the insufficient balance when I swipe it." ”

The man laughed, pulled her and kissed her twice: "You little greedy ghost, don't worry, the money in there is enough to buy airplanes and yachts!" ”

Of course, Su Siqi knew that he was generous to her, but it was just a joke.

Shopping is done by two people, as long as Su Siqi takes a fancy to it, Shen Mengqing swipes the card without saying a word, Su Siqi can't stop it, and pouts angrily: "Stuck in me, what are you swiping!" ”

"That card is for you, you can spend it at any time, it's a polite thing for a man to take the initiative to pay for a woman, do you understand?"

Su Siqi couldn't say anything to him, and he also knew that this money was nothing in his eyes, and it would be hypocritical to be too careful. Anyway, she didn't buy anything very expensive.

Finally came the moment of separation, Su Siqi was a little sad, so she didn't want Shen Mengqing to see her off, afraid that they would hug her head and cry in the waiting room, but the man seemed calmer than her, and said: "How can you take so many things alone, I will definitely send you to the car." ”

"The Spring Festival is not allowed to sell platform tickets."

"You don't care about this, I have a way to get in."

The next morning, when they arrived at the train station, looking at the crowd in the square, Su Siqi gasped and clenched the man's hand. Shen Mengqing obviously hadn't seen this formation, and his expression was slightly surprised, but he didn't say anything, and slowly squeezed into the crowd with Su Siqi in his arms.

Every year during the Spring Festival, the ticket cutting gate is set up in the square, and the armed police wearing military coats and persistently robbing maintain order at the scene, and those who do not have tickets cannot enter.

Su Siqi was secretly anxious, no matter how powerful Shen Mengqing was, there was no way for the people below to know him, they were holding guns in their hands!

But the man looked calm, the team didn't line up, squeezed straight to the front, put the backpack on the security detector, took out a notebook and raised it, and walked in with her swaggering, Su Siqi was a little weak-hearted, but no one stopped them. The little Benben escorted them all the way to the platform.

Su Siqi asked curiously, "What are you digging for?" Let me see. ”

"Special pass," the man wouldn't show her, "it's better not to look at classified things." ”

"Where did it come from?"

"Borrowed."

"Who borrowed it?"

"Don't ask again, don't answer if you ask."

The more he didn't say it, the more curious she became: "Security Bureau? Space base? SWAT? Secret Force? CIA？ FBI？ NSA？ DHS……”

He laughed, but he didn't say anything. Su Siqi grabbed his arm and begged left and right, but he still didn't say anything, the two of them were giggling on the platform, as if they had forgotten about their sorrows.

When the train roared, Su Siqi glanced at the man, his face was quite calm, and when the train stopped, he took his things up, and did not linger, and soon came down and stood outside the window looking at her.

Su Siqi forced a smile and waved goodbye to him, Shen Mengqing also waved his hand, and when he saw the train leaving, he didn't chase after him, and soon disappeared from Su Siqi's sight.

Su Siqi sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, her face facing the window, and let the tears flow down.