Chapter 550: I still can't get it after all
Regarding Yan Qingruo's words, although Li Shaolin had guessed a little, he selectively suppressed the thoughts that surged in his heart.
Because he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't want to hear the words that would make him miserable.
But Yan Qingruo has already made up her mind, she must explain everything clearly today, otherwise the three of them will be so unclear all the time, and they will become extremely painful in the end, and they will feel extremely tired.
Yan Qingruo, who was thinking like this, did not hesitate or foreshadow, looked at Li Shaolin in front of her seriously and sincerely, and then said slowly but firmly: "You and Xiaochun have been together for a year, haven't you seen your mind clearly?" ”
I saw Li Shaolin smile bitterly, and then turned the cup in his hand and said, "My mind? How could I not see through it? Of course, I know who the person I like in my heart is, and I also know that my thoughts about Xia Chun are ......"
However, before he could finish speaking, he was suddenly interrupted directly by Yan Qingruo: "No, Shaolin, you can't see through what you think in your heart now." I also know that it takes time to recognize what is in my mind, so even if I wanted to tell you, I am afraid you will not believe me. ”
Yan Qingruo, who followed these words, suddenly paused, and then continued: "Although I can't say more about the feelings in your heart. But I'm here today to make it clear that the relationship between the two of us that once didn't exist has always been there. There will be no possibility between us, and you know it yourself. ”
For Yan Qingruo's words that he said directly without the slightest hesitation, he only felt a faint pain in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to ask the truth, "Why?" Why are you still ...... after so long?"
In response to his question, Yan Qingruo just shook her head, and then continued: "From the beginning, I treated you as a brother, so Shaolin, don't be immersed in the original relationship anymore, it's impossible for us." ”
Seeing that she emphasized again, the two of them did not have the slightest possibility to stand up, and showed a solemn smile, "It turns out that you came to me today to say this, if I had known earlier, I shouldn't have come today, so that at least I can look forward to it in my heart, instead of being rejected completely like this." ”
But for what he said, Yan Qingruo just shook her head and replied: "No, even if you don't come this time, I will make this matter clear." Shaolin, Xiaochun is a very good person, so don't miss her again, and she loves you so much, why can't you put down the obsession in your heart and try to open your heart to see the scenery outside? ”
Li Shaolin listened to her words, his eyes were full of loneliness, "What about you?" Why do you have to hold on to the original feelings and are unwilling to let go? If you're willing to open up, take a look at ......"
"Shaolin, I am different from you, your heart has been opened by Xiao Chun unconsciously, but you are too slow to react, and you have not clearly realized it." For what Li Shaolin said, she did not refute it in the slightest, because she could see that Li Shaolin definitely had Xia Chun's position in his heart, no matter how much this position was, as long as he was willing to open his heart, he would definitely expand from a corner for so long, and then completely occupy the position in his heart.
And after Li Shaolin heard this, the bitterness in his expression became even deeper.
I never thought that I would be immersed in my own world, and Li Shaolin, who had been in her own world for so long, would be able to wake up quickly, so she didn't plan to say more, but said very simply, "Shaolin, take good care of Xiaochun, I hope you won't let me down." ”
At this point, Li Shaolin had nothing to argue, so he had to agree with a wry smile, "Okay, I know, if ......"
If this is what you want, I will respect you and will choose to take good care of Xia Chun and not let you down.
Yan Qingruo, who heard this, didn't deliberately care about the second half of his unfinished words, just nodded, and then left directly.
Li Shaolin, who stayed, looked at the coffee in his hand that was shaking shallowly with a somewhat stunned gaze.
He stared at the coffee like this, and he didn't know how long he had watched it, but when he reacted, the coffee that was still steaming had been completely cold, just like him, with a warm heart, but in the end he was splashed with a basin of cold water, which completely turned into a heart-piercing cold.
Looking at the completely cold coffee, Li Shaolin sighed lightly, and then directly drank the remaining cold coffee.
With the cold and bitter coffee, it slowly fell from the throat into the stomach, and it also woke up Li Shaolin, who was in a trance, completely.
He looked at the bottom of the empty coffee cup, and knew that something had to be broken.
Thinking like this, Li Shaolin left the café directly, and then quickly went to Xia Chun's residence.
Whether Yan Qingruo asked him to take good care of Xia Chun, or because of what happened before, he really owed Xia Chun a sincere apology.
So in his cold heart, he didn't have any thoughts, just wanted to find Xia Chun like a walking corpse, and then sincerely apologize to her, no matter what it was, he owed too much.
In thinking like this, Li Shaolin finally found Xia Chun, who had been looking for him.
I didn't expect him to suddenly appear at the door of his house Xia Chun, looking at Li Shaolin, who was constantly ringing the doorbell, and asked out loud with a flickering expression: "Li Shaolin?" Why did you come here all of a sudden? ”
Li Shaolin, who was ringing the doorbell, suddenly heard Xia Chun's voice coming from behind him, and his body couldn't help but stiffen slightly, and then he relieved himself and turned around to look over, "I'm here to apologize to you." ”
Li Shaolin, who said this, bent down slightly at Mo Xia Chun in front of him, and then said in a sincere tone: "I'm sorry, I apologize to you for the stupid things I sat down in before." ”
Valuing his serious look, Xia Chun himself still had a somewhat puzzled look, and immediately reacted, and then a somewhat bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "I'm sorry?" But Li Shaolin, you don't have anything to be sorry for me, no matter what it is, it's all my own volition, isn't it? Why do you want to apologize to me? ”
Li Shaolin, who didn't expect Xia Chun to say this, was slightly stunned, and then reacted, "No, I always owe you an apology, and I mistook you from the beginning...... In short, what I sat down before was all my fault, and I was sorry for you. ”
"So what? Why did you come here to apologize to me now? Is it sunny? "For his apology. and the unfinished words, Xia Chun knew the reason from beginning to end, so she had no way to accept the way and reason for this apology.
And Li Shaolin's expression trembled slightly when he heard Yan Qingruo's name.
But Xia Chun, who had always kept his eyes on him, naturally saw his trembling at a glance, and the desolation in his heart became more profound, "Li Shaolin, Mi apologizes to me, okay, I accept it." So I'll just ask you one thing, if you had a choice, would you choose Qingruo or me? ”
Listening to her inquiry, Li Shaolin just lowered his eyes and was speechless.
And for Xia Chun, this situation is enough to chill her. If he really said that he chose Yan Qingruo, she might feel better, at least he obeyed his heart.
But he chose to remain silent, and all this was for Yan Qingruo, just because the person in his heart told him that he must take good care of Xia Chun, so he could choose to come and apologize.
Even because I'm afraid that she will get angry, I can't even say the words of choice.
The more he thought about it, the more chilled Xia Chun became, and laughed, "Li Shaolin, what are you here for?" Just because you promised to take care of me? Is that interesting to you? I've hurt me again and again, and now I'm going to be deprived of even the last bit of my dignity! ”
The more the person in front of her didn't say a word, the more Xia Chun's anger burned hard, she ruthlessly smashed the things she bought in her hand, and smashed them directly at him without the slightest hesitation, and scolded him angrily: "Li Shaolin, you are really too bad, so rotten that it can't be recovered!" ”
Xia Chun, who was venting his anger, looked at the things in his hand, smashed him hard, and then fell to the ground one after another.
Just like all her efforts in so many good years, even if she gets close to Li Shaolin, she will eventually be bounced away by him after touching him, let alone being able to enter his heart.
The things on the ground were gurgling and rolling, and Xia Chunwei finally couldn't hold back her sobbing anymore, "Li Shaolin, are you doing something iron?" Why, exactly? I've been working for you all year, and I didn't expect to get your heart directly, but why? Why are you not willing to give me even the slightest possession? ”
Li Shaolin, who was accused, just stood silently from beginning to end, letting Xia Chun lose his temper.
However, Xia Chun, who was constantly venting his temper, looked at his appearance, and finally couldn't continue.
She trembled her eyes, then closed her eyes, forcing herself to calm down, and after a long time, she reopened her eyes again, and said in a calm and painful tone: "Li Shaolin, you go, I really don't want to see you anymore now, I beg you, don't appear in front of my eyes again in the future." ”