Text Text_Chapter 202 Si Xingpei's attitude
The rain was heavy.
The rare rainstorm in Yuecheng in Layue, like a hail, hit the body drop by drop, and the pain like a needle prick was a torture with no end.
Gu Qingzhou used all his strength, hugged Si Xingpei tightly, and said that something happened to her, what should she do.
What to do?
"Good boat, get up." Si Xingpei was very strong, and while she was not making trouble, he propped up the ground with one hand, hugged Gu Qingzhou with the other hand, and the two of them got up.
He hurried home.
Back at the annex, Si Xingpei carried her upstairs.
Taking off his wet clothes, he wrapped her tightly in a blanket and went to the bathroom to put hot water.
He had hot water all day and night, and it was plentiful, and there was a bathtub full of steam, and the whole bathroom was covered in white mist.
"It's a little hot." He said to Gu Qingzhou, "It's okay to burn it, drive away the cold." ”
He put Gu Qingzhou in.
The water was really hot, and his skin was red for a while, Si Xingpei thought that Gu Qingzhou would definitely make a fuss, after all, he couldn't sit still with such hot water.
Gu Qingzhou didn't move, letting the heat soak into her skin, and layer by layer penetrated into her heart.
Then, she really felt warm.
When the heart is warm, the limbs and bones will also be warm, and the warm current will pass through the heart, and the heart will be transmitted to the internal organs.
The depression in her heart, it is useless to say it, and it can only be expelled when she cries, she has already vented, and people are not so uncomfortable.
It's just that Gu Qingzhou didn't know what to say, she sat in the bathtub, stirring the water carefully with her hands, and the ripples rolled.
"What's going on?" Si Xingpei gently scrubbed her back, as well as her slender and smooth arms, a fire came up in her heart, her throat tightened, and the words she said were full of desire.
He wanted to pounce on Gu Qingzhou.
He has such thoughts every day, anytime and anywhere. It's a pity that he promised that when she came of age, he would keep his promise.
He endured these thoughts and asked Gu Qingzhou what was wrong.
Gu Qingzhou is very strong, she cries so much, I'm afraid it's really a big deal.
Si Xingpei asked, but she didn't answer, sat in the bathtub and gently plucked the water, washing her long hair.
The long hair floated on the water, silky and shiny with a warm glow.
She stopped talking.
"What can you say?" She herself regretted not falling, she shouldn't have lost her temper.
What do you want her to say now?
Do you tell Si Xingpei: I have broken my body, not with any man, I am still innocent, only a few accidents? What will I do in the future, who will I marry, who will trust me? And how to explain it?
What does this mean?
It means that she wants to talk to Si Xingpei!
When a woman declares her innocence to another man, there is no other meaning than wanting to follow him!
Except for his own man, he doesn't need to explain to anyone at all.
Gu Qingzhou didn't want to talk to Si Xingpei because she didn't want to be a concubine. This matter can't be said from her mouth, once she says it, Si Xingpei will misunderstand.
He misunderstood that she wanted to follow him, leaving was just duplicity, Gu Qingzhou was going to be nailed to the brand of "Mrs. Aunt" in his life, just like a mark on his head, which could not be removed.
The Gu family also had wives and concubines in the same house, and Gu Qingzhou knew what the status of his aunt's wife was.
The aunt is a concubine, and the concubine is a slave!
She has an upright background, she doesn't steal or rob, and she hasn't reached the point of desperation, why should she be a slave for Si Xingpei and his wife?
She lowered her eyebrows and gently washed her hair with hot water, and in the white mist of her eyes, she saw her hands, and her skin glowed with a healthy rosy.
"Light boat?" Si Xingpei pinched her chin, not too hard, softly held it in the palm of his hand, tilted her head over, and kissed her cherry red soft lips.
Si Xingpei's kiss was very light, like a dragonfly in water, he tried to resist his impulse, and asked her in a low voice, "What happened to you?" ”
Gu Qingzhou couldn't speak.
There was a voice in her heart that asked her to tell Si Xingpei about this.
These voices were crazy and confident, as if Si Xingpei knew about it, and he would pity her and trust her.
But what about the facts?
Gu Qingzhou hesitated.
She didn't know if it was appropriate, so she pulled things first, just like a warm-up before singing, and started a gong and drum first, so that the audience would not be lonely and unable to sit still.
You can't rush the main scene.
"The Overseer's Mansion has sent me a New Year's gift to my family, and I am looking for a number of gifts for the next appointment." Gu Qingzhou's hand gently drew circles in the bathtub.
One by one, the circles swung apart, like ripples, along her snow-white skin.
Her snow-colored palms slowly rose, and when she broke through the water, she slowly sank again, like a blooming snow lotus.
Si Xingpei squatted next to the bathtub, wiping the skin on her back for her, and when he heard this, his hand paused slightly.
"I think it's strange, how could Mrs. Si really agree? Later, when I inquired, I learned that it was Si Mu's first lover who came back. Si Mu was still thinking about her, the other party was divorced, and Mrs. Si was afraid that the two of them would be entangled and damage the reputation of the Si family, so she carried me out first. Gu Qingzhou said.
She spoke slowly, slowly.
This warm-up, she needs the cover of this matter.
"Not happy because of this?" Si Xingpei smiled.
"Hmm." Gu Qingzhou replied softly, "I just helped Si Mu, don't say thank you to me, turn your head and use me, it's not very comfortable." ”
She didn't care about this matter, she just took it out as a shield, which was very credible.
She wanted to tentatively ask what Si Xingpei meant.
Gu Qingzhou also wanted to be simple and straightforward, but in her life, there were too many twists and turns, which caused her to count in five steps and become a habit.
"Is Wei Qingjia coming back?" Si Xingpei asked.
"You know her?"
"Of course I know, she pursued me back then." Si Xingpei said with a smile.
Gu Qingzhou raised his eyes and looked at him in surprise.
Thinking about it carefully, Wei Qingjia is four years older than Si Mu, only one year younger than Si Xingpei, which is considered the same age.
Gu Qingzhou didn't expect that they also knew each other.
Si Xingpei said: "What, do you think she will like Si Mu?" The vast majority of women are more mentally mature than men of the same age. Wei Qingjia is four years older than Simu, can she like a boy who is so much younger than her? ”
When girls are seventeen or eighteen years old, they will appreciate men who are slightly older than themselves, and it is unlikely that they will have feelings for those who are younger than themselves.
"Do you like her?" Gu Qingzhou asked.
Si Xingpei smiled, his fingers hooking her chin: "Jealous? ”
Gu Qingzhou glanced at him.
Si Xingpei thought of Wei Qingjia and thought about it a little, but he really remembered her: "She is very smart and beautiful, of course she is not as smart and beautiful as Qingzhou."
She was quite famous at that time, and I was also vain when I was young, she pursued me quite hard, and I also thought about accepting her as my aunt's wife first, after all, such a beautiful and talented celebrity, my face is also bright.
Later, at a ball, she took the initiative to say that she admired me very much, and asked me what I thought, and I said that I could accept her as my aunt's wife, but she disagreed, probably because she wanted to be the wife.
I said, this is impossible, how can she be my wife? She should know her status, and it would be nice if I could give her a name. I haven't seen her again, and I don't want to waste time pestering her. ”
In the warm bathtub, the heat of the water has not yet dissipated, and it is still a little hot.
But Gu Qingzhou was cold.
The coldness came out of nowhere, like a fierce beast, and it pounced on her at once, knocked her down fiercely, and then enveloped her.
Si Xingpei's words made her feel cold.
She shuddered slightly.
"What's wrong?" Si Xingpei also noticed Gu Qingzhou's trembling and asked her.
He probably thought that Gu Qingzhou was worried that he would rekindle his old relationship with Wei Qingjia again, so he explained: "Qingzhou, you don't have to worry about me, I can't even look down on her as a yellow flower girl, not to mention that she is a second-hand now?" She has been married, her body has been opened, and she is not qualified to be my aunt's wife. ”
Gu Qingzhou suddenly felt weak.
The huge bathtub, her four walls were slippery, she couldn't hold it, she lay down softly, and the whole person was submerged in the bathtub.
Her black hair swam out like seaweed.
Si Xingpei felt that she was like a kraken haunted by seaweed, so beautiful that she hooked people's souls!
He scooped her up, but saw that her eyes were red and red, and he didn't know whether she was crying or steaming with hot water.
"Qingzhou, what else are you worried about?" Si Xingpei asked with a smile, "Don't worry, you won't marry Si Mu, don't say whether Cai Jingshu agrees, I won't agree!" ”
"Hmm." After a long time, Gu Qingzhou responded, and his voice was very indifferent.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhou suddenly looked away.
Wei Qingjia and other celebrities, his father is a high-ranking official of the municipal government, in the eyes of Si Xingpei, such a woman is not qualified to be his wife, let alone Gu Qingzhou?
Maybe it was he who saved him in the theater that day, he said that we got married, maybe it was he who took her to see his secret military base and his mother, which gave Gu Qingzhou a faint hope.
These hopes will take root in her heart, and she will also think, "If I can be his wife, why not?" ”
But she rode a bicycle and broke the membrane in her body, which made her unbearable, and she would feel that if she was the candidate for Si Xingpei's wife, she would be a little sorry for him, and she even needed to give him an explanation.
Gu Qingzhou has always been very clear about her path, and she knows where the direction is. But the faint hope given by Si Xingpei opened a door on her way.
Maybe by entering this door, she can have a different kind of happiness, although she knows that this door may be just a phantom.
This phantom, she also wanted to push the door in.
So she was uncomfortable, she was obsessed with the riding incident, and she even felt that she had lost something very important, sorry for Si Xingpei.
Until this moment.
Si Xingpei commented on Wei Qingjia and brought Gu Qingzhou back to reality!
The illusory door slammed shut, and Gu Qingzhou couldn't go to Si Xingpei again.
Gu Qingzhou is even less qualified to be his wife, she has no identity background and no fame; Gu Qingzhou is not a second marriage, but her body is not holy to Si Xingpei.
When the door was closed, and he was sure that he would not have any results with him, Gu Qingzhou was suddenly relieved.
It's unfortunate for her to ride a bike, but what does it have to do with anyone else?
What does it have to do with Si Xingpei?