0410 Moon of the Outer Sea
Xu Jiaojiao is a Yan dog, an out-and-out Yan dog.
Because she is a Yan dog, she has become an older leftover girl.
In this society, it is said that men and women are equal, but in fact, there are still too many inequalities.
The beating of society made Xu Jiaojiao unbearable for a while, she had no money, no family background, and most of the time in her life was spent on survival, so Xu Jiaojiao became more and more tired the more she lived, and the more she lived, the more tired she became.
In the end, there was even the idea that I no longer wanted to continue living.
In the past, Xu Jiaojiao was also very poor, although she only had the first Chinese, although she could only eat fried potatoes for a few yuan, and she could only wear dozens to more than a hundred cheap clothes.
But Xu Jiaojiao is very happy, there is a low-wage living method with low salary, Xu Jiaojiao doesn't want to bother to go to the camp, it's too tiring.
Some people say that in life, there must always be a pursuit.
After the idea of not wanting to live appeared more and more frequently, Xu Jiaojiao felt that maybe it was because she was too homely and too incompatible with the world, so she decided to go out and have a look.
Go to meet the Jiangnan water town, see the tourist resort famous for its beautiful scenery, relax, and perhaps, the mental fatigue will dissipate?
The family is opposed to her idea of traveling, Xu Jiaojiao doesn't care, the family thinks it's a waste of money to travel, but Xu Jiaojiao thinks that she spends her own money to support herself, and it's a waste of waste, anyway, she's happy.
So the relatives began to sigh, no wonder no one wants her when she is so old, and she is not a good daughter-in-law at first glance.
Xu Jiaojiao didn't take it to heart, but the dust in her heart seemed to be thickened a little more.
She went to the flower city, which is famous for flowers, and of course, now the flower city is more famous than flowers, it is Hai Mingyue.
Xu Jiaojiao doesn't chase stars, she feels very meaningless, what is there to chase stars?
When you have that time, it is better to find a comfortable place, lie down, bask in the sun, and wash away the exhaustion of your body.
Even if she is a Yan dog, she is so amazing.
After returning from a trip, everything is on the right track again, working every day, getting off work, going home, sleeping, and repeating work the next day, getting off work, going home, sleeping, repeatedly, repeatedly, time flies, soon, Xu Jiaojiao will be thirty soon.
The family's tolerance for her has reached the limit, Xu's mother even did self-harm in order to force her to marry, Brother Xu said that Xu Jiaojiao is sick, she doesn't get married and doesn't fall in love, but she is sick to be like this.
Xu Jiaojiao felt more and more that this world was boring.
After the Chinese New Year, everyone chose to go home, but Xu Jiaojiao didn't want to go back, she didn't want to go back to face a mother who forced her to marry with self-harm, and she didn't want to face an older brother who felt that her sister had a problem with her brain.
Obviously, when I was young, everyone was fine, but when I grew up, it changed.
Everyone has changed, including Xu Jiaojiao herself.
The first day of the Lunar New Year is usually a day when a person goes to the cinema to watch a movie with a bucket of popcorn, although she occasionally feels lonely, but Xu Jiaojiao feels that more often, she is enjoying herself, she enjoys loneliness.
This is a movie called Sea Moon, and the movie didn't even make any announcements, so it was released quietly.
One look at the starring role, Hai Mingyue, the hot and popular goddess.
is also Xu Jiaojiao, the goddess of the dog, but Xu Jiaojiao never pays attention to the star herself, she only pays attention to her works, and occasionally swipes videos and licks the screen, except for these, she doesn't do anything else, poor, not worthy of chasing stars.
This is Xu Jiaojiao's motto.
But it was this movie that allowed Xu Jiaojiao to find the faith and true meaning of her life.
is like the heroine of the moon of the sea, why, women are born to marry, why do people live and must marry to have their own value?
Why do some people think that a woman who has not given birth to a child is incomplete?
Why do you claim to be intelligent creatures!
Xu Jiaojiao feels that this kind of person is really brain-dead.
It's a pity that the brain-dead are the majority, and as a minority, Xu Jiaojiao can't bear the pressure at all.
She doesn't have any entertainment hobbies in her life, she just likes to pick a time to have a one-person movie when she is too tired from work, and the difference is that this time, Xu Jiaojiao decided to make this randomly selected movie the last movie of her life.
On the phone, my own mother said that she was a monster, and said that she should have been strangled to death when she was born.
Xu Jiaojiao read her name and felt very ironic, because her colleague, a silly eldest sister with a happy life, once said that if she didn't love her child deeply, how could she name her child Jiaojiao?
It's ironic.
At that moment, Xu Jiaojiao thought a lot, and she found that she really had no need and motivation to continue to persevere.
If the world you feel is dark, and you can't see any light, you're tired, right?
When she was sitting in the movie theater, Xu Jiaojiao was holding an overdose of toxic drugs in her hand and looked very calm.
It was so calm that she felt terrible herself.
It was at this time that Jian Mingyue's face came into her eyes for the first time.
It's strange, it's not that I haven't seen Jian Minglan, but why?
Why is he indifferent to Jian Minglan, but to Jian Mingyue, it seems that he has seen the last pure land in the world?
Ah, as a face dog, if you can see such a face every day, then it's still fun to live, right?
So, Xu Jiaojiao rashly decided to die, and also rashly and somewhat nonsensical decided to live.
She's dead.
Jian Mingyue died.
It was very mysterious on the Internet, saying that Jian Mingyue was submerged by the sea in full view of everyone.
It is also said that Jian Mingyue turned into light.
Others say that Jian Mingyue has turned into a bubble.
A dazzling woman who couldn't bear to attack too much for the Kuroko Navy left this world forever.
"Xu Jiaojiao, when will you not let people worry about it, and when will you be able to marry yourself?"
"Anytime."
Without waiting for a surprised voice from there, Xu Jiaojiao had already hung up the phone.
I can't say what it feels like, but there is a feeling of loss, mixed with sadness, mixed with pain, tears unconsciously crossed her cheeks, when asked what happened, Xu Jiaojiao could only wipe her eyes and deal with it on the grounds that there was sand in her eyes.
was regarded as a pure land on earth, as the only bright person in the gray world, and in the end, it became a light and disappeared.
A woman who turned into a light?
Yes.
Become a woman of light.
Xu Jiaojiao closed her eyes, but what came to her mind was a woman with a beautiful face that made people fall in love at first sight, revealing light in her body by the sea, and finally becoming a picture of the light disappearing.
Moon of the Sea.
The moon is born on the sea......