Chapter 32: The Death of Parting (2)
Zi Song spread out like a mess of mud, fell on his back in the center of the living room, and lay on the cold ground to be covered by him, the mobile phone rang and rang, Zi Song's eyes stared straight at the ceiling, dizzy.
I don't know how long it took, there was an anxious knock at the door, "Zisong!" Zisong! It was Mengshi's voice, and Zi sat up loosely and staggered to open the door. As soon as Meng Shi entered the door, she smelled Zi Song's body of alcohol, and blamed her distressedly, "You don't drink well, why did you drink again?" ”
Zisong no longer concealed it, and asked directly, "If my new job is to be stationed in Africa for a long time, are you willing for me to accept this job?" ”
Mengshi couldn't help but be stunned, it was really a wave of unevenness, the mother's opinion on Zisong over there had not been settled, but here she had to face the perennial separation of the two places, thinking of the future of the two, Mengshi was a little disheartened, but she was still reluctant to hit him.
In Mengshi's heart, Zisong has long been regarded as his relative. And Zisong didn't think so, he knew that Mengshi was not too young, and he was tempting to mention marriage, how did he know that there was such a big obstacle waiting between them!
Pure love is like fine porcelain, clear and fragile. Years later, they reminisced about this bloody time together, only to realize that it was just a twist and turn set by fate to test them. And at that time, they didn't know it.
In Mengshi's heart, Zisong is the only love, and even if he has other suitors after loss, he can only die alone. Mengshi looked down and thought for a moment, and quickly made a decision, "I'll go to Africa with you, I heard that many Chinese have made a small fortune by going there to resell domestic goods, you go to work, I will go to Africa to open a store, anyway, I want to open a store in China." My mom didn't support us getting married, she had already hidden my family register, so that's all I have to do now......"
Zisong was sad and happy, sad that he didn't show up much, and his future mother-in-law's impression of him was so bad; The good thing is that the relationship between the two has been so deep, and where there is each other, it is home.
Zisong was mixed with joy and sorrow, and there was a deep sense of guilt in his heart. A man who is almost thirty years old can't even provide for his own living expenses, let alone support a pampered eldest lady, if she follows her to Africa and has a child by then, won't she be bound to make ends meet? What's more, Zisong doesn't know that peace in Africa is almost precarious, and boys may face danger at any time there, how can Zisong be willing to take Mengshi there? But if you don't take Mengshi abroad, what if your sweetheart is married to someone else by her future mother-in-law? Zisong twisted his brows into pimples, and he didn't stretch them out for a long time.
Finally, Zisong's temples burst with green tendons, as if he had made a lot of determination, but he didn't dare to look at Mengshi for an instant, he knew that the breakup he wanted to mention was definitely not from the heart. But for Mengshi, he is only willing to give happiness, and he never wants to drag her down! When they reunite, he wants to give her a good living environment.
Mengshi understood Zisong so much, the moment he looked up, she understood. Although when it comes to love, you should not use reason at all, but follow your heart. However, everything in this world has to go with the flow, especially love, which can't withstand a few tosses at all, she wants him to leave the best in his memory, she knows that she can't drag the mud and water.
Mengshi remembered the words and deeds of a senior sister who taught her when she was in love: Love can't be forced, if you can't be together for the time being, you will be separated for a while, maybe it will be a matter of course when you meet again? Time will give the best answer. Mengshi thought of her mother again, and her mother was too eager for her father to take responsibility for the family, and finally divorced. Love is a responsibility, but most of the time it's just an attraction. If you work too hard to be responsible, love will be exhausted; And the attraction of charm can keep love alive.