Yan Shuyu's brain was groggy, her body was cold and hot, she gritted her teeth, lay on the bed, and held the quilt tightly with a pair of slender palms that were so thin that her muscles and bones were stacked.

Even though her consciousness is not very clear, it does not mean that she does not remember what happened today.

Today is the Chinese New Year, before breaking the seventh, in order to seek good luck, if it is not an important person in the palace who is sick, he will never let the imperial doctor come to see it, so he can only stand up.

Because this year, the prince has repeatedly asked people to search Chuxiu Palace, and the little medicinal materials she hid before have been lost a long time ago, and now she is suddenly in trouble and can only endure hardship.

In a daze, she could hear the two palace maids who were serving her.

"The lady has been bleeding, and if it continues like this, I'm afraid it will be bad."

"But today is the Chinese New Year, and if His Royal Highness the Crown Prince knew that the lady was sick at this time, he would definitely be disgusted with her."

"Hey...... If it weren't for the fact that the lady was just a few days late for Kwai Shui, and there was too much blood, and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince had never summoned the lady to serve, I really thought the lady was that......"

"Hey, I remembered! Yesterday afternoon, our lady asked Ouyang Divine Doctor to help Gu Niangzi prescribe medicine, and the prescription was to treat the impurity of sunflower water, stop bleeding and relieve pain. But Gu Niangzi was obviously pregnant, so of course she couldn't take that medicine. ”

"Oops! I'm going to ask Gu Niangzi for medicine! ”

Listening to the two palace maids' self-assertive calculations for her "good", Yan Shuyu was about to go crazy.

If she takes the medicine, even if she takes care of herself, she will never get pregnant for at least two years.

The years of a woman's life are like flowers, and when she takes it apart, how many years can she have?

But no matter how anxious she was, she just couldn't wake up, her body seemed to be buried in a viscous paste tank, and she couldn't even move her fingers or lift her eyelids.

Time passed quietly, and the house where Yan Shuyu lived quietly came out of the bitter smell of boiling medicine.

Most people in Chuxiu Palace knew that Yan Shuyu was carried back at night, and at this time, no one stepped forward to say anything.

Yesterday afternoon, Gu Niangzi took the medicine and came to Yan Shuyu here to thank her, at that time, Yan Shuyu taught Gu Niangzi a lot of things to pay attention to when boiling medicine, at that time the two palace maids were waiting by their side, and they have not forgotten until now, and carefully followed Yan Shuyu's instructions yesterday, and stayed up until the second half of the night before the medicine was boiled.

The two of them held the medicine that was just right to dry, and the other supported Yan Shuyu, pried open her tongue, and poured a bowl of thick black medicinal juice into Yan Shuyu's stomach. Because he was afraid that she would lie flat and vomit medicine, he also put a high quilt and pillow behind her upper body.

At dawn, Yan Shuyu sat up suddenly, and the palace maid who was dozing off by her bed was startled.

"Lady, are you awake?" The palace maid looked at Yan Shuyu in surprise. Ouyang Shaoming is really a miracle doctor, this medicine was only drunk once, and it worked.

Yan Shuyu hadn't recovered from her long-term coma for a while, she suddenly stretched out her hand, snapped, and hit the palace maid in front of the bed in the face.

Fortunately, she didn't have much strength, but the palace maid still covered her face and was stunned on the spot.

Yan Shuyu's hatred permeated her heart, staring coldly at the two palace maids, they gave her the medicine, although it was only one bowl, but it was enough for her.

In an instant, Yan Shuyu seemed to understand what she had done, grabbed Fang Cai and slapped the palace maid's hand, and said in a wail: "Liuxu, I'm ...... We didn't mean to. I had a nightmare, I dreamed that I was taken away by the bull head and horse face, I struggled hard to wake up, I couldn't see clearly, I thought ......"

She shed two lines of tears while explaining, happy and aggrieved: "It turns out ...... It turns out I'm still alive. ”

Liuxi's heart softened, and she glanced at Liuping next to her, and the two stepped forward together to comfort Yan Shuyu.

Yan Shuyu was slapped by their juniors again, rubbing her legs and feet, and finally stopped crying.

"Lady, are you hungry? We warmed you longan and red dates and bird's nest porridge on the stove. The bird's nest was given to you by Gu Niangzi, you have lost too much blood, drink some to make up for it. Liuxu said.

"No need." Yan Shuyu was full of vigilance against the people in the entire Chuxiu Palace, especially Gu Niangzi.

Gu Niangzi came to her to play a scene yesterday in order to escape being diagnosed by Ouyang Shaoming, so she came to her to play a scene, she hated this woman to the core, and sooner or later she wanted her to look good, and Yan Shuyu would never enter the things she sent.

Liuyu looked at Yan Shuyu worriedly.

Yan Shuyu smiled sadly: "I hurt my vitality this time, and my deficiency cannot be replenished, and eating it now will make my condition worse." But Gu Niangzi is kind, so I got up and thanked her. ”

"Lady......" Liuping gently held Yan Shuyu's thin wrist, and persuaded with some hesitation: "After the queen mother sent you back, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince ordered you to stay in your own room and not go out casually. ”

Yan Shuyu's arm stiffened, and her body suddenly lost her strength.

She's grounded again!

This time, I don't know when I'll be able to let it out.

Yan Shuyu's heart gave birth to a very strong chagrin, she couldn't help but regret it, why did she get dizzy yesterday, ran to find Yan Qingge, and said bad things about the prince. Those words must have reached the ears of the prince.

Her hand took advantage of the cover of the quilt and rested on her flat lower abdomen.

Although on the surface, it was no different from yesterday, but she knew that it was completely different. She lost the child in her womb and lost the hope of turning over quickly.

Now, the prince is afraid that he will also show disgust for her, and her life in the Chuxiu Palace will not be easy in the future.

Yan Shuyu lowered her head, thought for a long time, and finally raised her neck, and said to Liuxi and Liuping, who were looking at her worriedly: "Although I can't go out, I still want to walk around on the ground." I'll wash up, and you open the windows and ventilate them. ”

Liuxu and Liuping saw that Yan Shuyu was not only a lot haggard, but also thin and out of shape overnight, which seemed to be not much different from usual, so they put their minds at ease, one opened the window and cleaned up the house, while the other helped Yan Shuyu to wash.

After waiting for Yan Shuyu to clean her face and brush her teeth, Yan Shuyu was helped by Liuping to sit in front of the dressing table.

As soon as Yan Shuyu raised her head, in the delicate and bright bronze mirror, an extremely thin face with a pointed chin appeared.

Since returning to Beijing last year, Yan Shuyu has been worried about her future and frightened because of her personal relationship with Ouyang Shaoming, so she has slowly lost weight.

This time, he suddenly fell ill, and he was even more dehydrated, and he lost three points of weight.

Looking at the small face inside fixedly through the mirror, Yan Shuyu stroked her cheek obsessively.

In the mirror, the thin and terrible woman was also sitting in the same motion, the thin wrists and thin fingers made her vaguely see the shadow of another person.

This person is Yan Qingge, who was thin and weak when he was in the Yan family before, and it seems that he is about to ascend to immortal at any time.

This person is also Bi Ying, who was once in the limelight in Chuxiu Palace, and even Yuan Qianqian was once suppressed.

This person, why can't it be her?

She can also be as thin as Yan Qingge. And Bi Ying is just a little similar to Yan Qingge, but she and Yan Qingge have half the same blood in their bones.

Liuping saw that Yan Shuyu's face was really not good-looking, although she knew that Yan Shuyu didn't go out, she still asked softly: "Lady, do you want to put on some rouge?" ”

Yan Shuyu smiled faintly, her eyes swept over the dazzling array of items on the dressing table, and said softly: "I'll come by myself." ”

Sketch lightly, jade powder lightly.

Yan Shuyu did not choose the rouge gouache she was used to, but instead made those light-colored rouge and other things that she had never liked.

She sat down at the table, carefully depicting the face, drawing, and suddenly put down her pen, looked in the mirror, and ordered, "Fetch a basin of water, and I'll wash it." ”

It is not easy to successfully dress up similar to Yan Qingge, their facial features are not similar.

After re-dressing four or five times, Yan Shuyu was slightly satisfied, she looked at the woman in the mirror with fascination, and made a slightly frowning expression, her eyes showing satisfaction.

It was almost noon, she stood up, opened the suitcase, and saw a water of snow-white clothes, and flipped through them, only a gray shirt was in the corner.

She remembered that Yan Qingge didn't like to wear white clothes, although the color of her clothes was light, they could be made very delicately, even if there were a few white ones, they would be embroidered with different colors of ornamentation.

She turned around and looked at Liuping and Liuxi, and asked, "I remember that when I entered the palace, I got some clothes of other colors, but are they still there?" ”

Liuyu and Liuping glanced at each other, nodded and said, "Yes!" Lady, do you want to wear it? ”

It's really strange, didn't Yan Shuyu want to keep filial piety for Yan Songnian for three years, it's only been less than a year, and she won't wear white?

Liufu and Liuping rummaged through the cabinets, turned out the colorful clothes that were suitable for the current solar terms, and put them on the bed.

Because it is a winter coat, it has been put for a long time, and these clothes exude a strong smell of mothballs, and the color of the fabric looks very dark and slightly old.

Yan Shuyu frowned dissatisfiedly.

With such clothes, Yan Qingge will never wear them.

If she wants to learn to become Yan Qingge, she must be very particular about dressing up.

Turning her head, Yan Shuyu stopped looking at these clothes, and found a white satin jacket and skirt in disgust, and asked, "Is there a needle and thread?" ”

Since there are no plain ready-to-wear clothes, she will change a few by herself first.

For several days, Yan Shuyu stayed in the room honestly doing needlework.

She didn't do a good job of needlework, but she was fine with simple embroidery, but it was done a little slowly.

On the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, many of the rules of the year that everyone silently abided by were unraveled, looking at the Chuxiu Palace, which was gradually becoming lively, Yan Shuyu put down the cotton clothes and cotton skirts that she had finally changed, and showed a smile that she was determined to win.

It only took seven or eight days for the weather to suddenly warm up.

At this time in the past, some palace ladies in the palace who were not afraid of freezing had already changed into slightly thinner and beautiful spring clothes.

This year, there are many pregnant people in Chuxiu Palace, and everyone pays attention to keeping warm, just looking at the clothes, but it is not as dazzling as in previous years.

Yan Shuyu counted the time, opened the window, stood at the window, let the steep spring breeze hit her face, her brows hung a faint sadness, her eyes stubbornly stared at the branches that began to emit tender yellow-green sprouts outside the window, played with the handkerchief at hand, and sighed softly.

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(Tianjin)