Chapter 30 Commitments
Lin Miaoxiang shook her head blankly.
"Do you know why you married the impoverished Zhang Longfei?"
Lin Miaoxiang was stunned, and only after a long time did she come up with a sentence: "Because I love him." ”
"Do you know what love is?" The voice of the "little fairy" is still soft, and it seems to be weak, but in fact it is soft and rigid.
Lin Miaoxiang frowned tightly and thought for a long time. She felt as if she had a lot to say, but she couldn't open it. Yes, what is love? Lin Miaoxiang seemed to have thought about this question before, but every answer she could think of was not as good as she wanted.
"The love you speak of is just a feeling, and you pay too much attention to your feelings. People who pay attention to their feelings are selfish, so you have to pay the price for your own selfishness. All love in this world is a sin committed in a previous life. You say you love him, but in fact you are here to pay off his debts, the debts you owe in your previous life. ”
"Ah......" Lin Miaoxiang screamed in surprise, and couldn't help but raise her head to stare at the "little fairy" in the mosquito net. The mosquito net obscured the light, and only the "little fairy" could be faintly seen sitting inside, and the figure before seemed to be snuggled up to her.
At this time, the big yellow dog lying on the side suddenly raised his head and cast a resentful glance at Lin Miaoxiang. When Lin Miaoxiang saw it, she was so frightened that she hurriedly lowered her head, not daring to look into the mosquito net again.
"Your mother gave birth to twins, and your father was so happy, but he didn't know that what awaited him in the future was endless troubles. Your husband should have been so proud of the beauty he had when he hugged the beauty, but he didn't know the wrongs he had suffered in his previous life. The voice in the mosquito net was still soft, faint, like a complaint.
"How so?" Lin Miaoxiang asked in a low voice, her face in pain.
"You owe countless romantic debts in your previous life, and you are merciful everywhere, always looking for beauty, so you are destined to have only one man in this life, and you can only choose between your husband and your son."
"I didn't choose?" Lin Miaoxiang's mouth grew in horror.
"You don't have a choice, what you've done has made a choice for you. If you refused Zhang Longfei's request that he must have a son, you would have lived peacefully with him in this life. But unfortunately you gave birth to your son. ”
"Is it wrong for me to give birth to a son?" Lin Miaoxiang asked bitterly.
"It's not a question of right or wrong, it's a matter of fate. But rest assured, your son will be rich and prosperous in the future, and you can enjoy your old age with peace of mind. So from now on, you just need to raise your children with peace of mind. The voice of the "little fairy" seemed to be unquestionable, and every word hit Lin Miaoxiang's heart like a hammer.
Lin Miaoxiang knelt on the futon in a daze, and the soft words of "little fairy" kept echoing in her mind, and her heart suddenly fell into an endless daze.
After a long time, Lin Miaoxiang retreated from the hall tremblingly. She took out 50 yuan from her pocket and respectfully held it in both hands on the desk in the center of the hall. At this time, a yellow dog came over gracefully, opened his mouth and held the 50 yuan in his mouth, and without looking at Lin Miaoxiang, he wagged his tail and walked back to the hall.
When she returned home, Lin Miaoxiang found that Zhang Xiaohun was taken care of by Zhang Yingchun and Zhang Tanchun, and the three sisters were happy on the cool bed under the old elm tree. Xiao Xichun kept running in and out, and she didn't know what she was busy with.
"Where did Yuan Chun go?" Lin Miaoxiang said secretly. She glanced around, but still didn't see any trace of Zhang Yuanchun. With Lin Miaoxiang's understanding of her eldest daughter, as long as she has explained her affairs, Zhang Yuanchun has never neglected her.
At this time, Zhang Xichun inadvertently turned around and found Lin Miaoxiang standing behind them, and immediately shouted happily. "Mom, Mom, you're back." As she spoke, she jumped over and threw herself into Lin Miaoxiang's arms.
"Where did your eldest sister go?" Lin Miaoxiang hugged Zhang Xichun and hugged her tightly in her arms.
"The eldest sister went out after eating. She asked the second sister and the third sister and me to watch the little brother together and not let him fall out of bed. Zhang Xichun replied in a milky voice.
"Didn't your eldest sister tell me where to go?" Lin Miaoxiang then asked.
"The eldest sister didn't tell me, but just now the second sister quietly told me that the eldest sister went to find Brother Li Ran. The second sister also asked the third sister and me not to tell you about the eldest sister going to Li Ran's brother. Saying that, Zhang Xichun didn't forget to look back at the second sister Zhang Yingchun.
Zhang Yingchun was teasing Zhang Xiaohun and didn't seem to hear Zhang Xichun's voice. Zhang Tanchun stretched out his hand from time to time, pinching Zhang Xiaohun's soft face, making Zhang Xiaohun shout loudly from time to time.
Lin Miaoxiang responded softly, then let go of Xiao Xichun and let her go to play with her sisters. Zhang Xichun happily responded and ran away on his own. Lin Miaoxiang saw that Zhang Xiaohun was having a good time, not crying or making trouble, so she ignored him and walked back to the house.
Lin Miaoxiang had just walked into the hall and was about to walk back to her room to change her clothes. At this time, she suddenly heard a strange sound coming from Wei Chunhua's room.
The sound is stumbling and intermittent. Lin Miaoxiang knew that Wei Chunhua was the only one in the room, and she suddenly wondered in her heart. She couldn't help but stop and look up at the room.
Through the curtain at the door of the room, Lin Miaoxiang vaguely saw Wei Chunhua's figure squirming on the bed, making a burst of indistinct sounds, and her behavior was very suspicious. Lin Miaoxiang frowned and stared for a while, then her face suddenly changed, and she secretly said something bad in her heart.
Lin Miaoxiang hurriedly opened the curtain and rushed in. The scene in front of her suddenly frightened Lin Miaoxiang and screamed. I saw Wei Chunhua trembling and half-kneeling at the head of the bed, leaning sideways with difficulty, her face flushed. Lin Miaoxiang took a closer look, and Wei Chunhua had a silk scarf around her neck. The silk scarf was knotted, one end was attached to the railing at the head of the bed, and the other end was put around Wei Chunhua's neck.
Wei Chunhua was obviously preparing to hang herself. This greatly surprised Lin Miaoxiang, and it really scared her enough. Lin Miaoxiang hurriedly rushed forward, hurriedly untied the silk scarf, and hugged Wei Chunhua tightly in her arms.
"Mom, what are you doing here?" Lin Miaoxiang couldn't help but cry bitterly.
Wei Chunhua's face was full of sorrow, and old tears were rampant. She lay softly in Lin Miaoxiang's arms, unable to say a word, letting endless tears flow through her thin face.
"Mom, you can't do this. If you do this, how will I see Long Fei in the future? Lin Miaoxiang was so grief-stricken that she couldn't stop sobbing.
"Child, I'm too old to move. I don't want to bother you, I want to go with Long Fei. Wei Chunhua muttered for a long time before she spit out a few words with difficulty.
"Mom, don't say that. How could you bother me? Don't worry, I will take care of you, and I will take care of you and the children. Mom, you have to trust me. I'll do it. Lin Miaoxiang raised her hand to wipe her tears, and comforted Wei Chunhua in a firm tone.
When Wei Chunhua heard this, she couldn't say a word, she could only cry with a whimper. When Lin Miaoxiang saw it, she felt even more sad in her heart, and hugged Wei Chunhua tightly in her arms.
I don't know how long it took, Wei Chunhua slowly stopped sobbing and fell asleep in Lin Miaoxiang's arms.
Lin Miaoxiang saw that Wei Chunhua was already asleep, so she gently put her on the bed. Lin Miaoxiang stood up gently, took off the hook of the mosquito net, and gently stuffed the mosquito net, and then turned around and walked out.
It was getting late, and Zhang Tanchun hurriedly ran into the house. As soon as she saw that Lin Miaoxiang was cooking dinner in the kitchen, she walked over silently to help.
Zhang Yuanchun thought that his mother would blame him for sneaking out, and he was mentally prepared to be criticized. Unexpectedly, until after dinner, her mother Lin Miaoxiang didn't mention a word, let alone reprimand her. This really surprised Zhang Yuanchun, but she didn't dare to speak first.
In the evening, Zhang Yuanchun climbed into bed and lay down after taking a bath. Grandma Wei Chunhua lay motionless on the side, letting Zhang Yuanchun call a few words and ignoring her. Zhang Yuanchun thought that his grandmother was angry with him, so he stopped talking and lay down obediently, thinking about his thoughts leisurely.
At this time, Zhang Yingchun and Zhang Tanchun also took a shower and climbed into bed. Zhang Yingchun and her sister lay side by side, and her sister Zhang Tanchun slept with her grandmother. Zhang Yingchun saw that his sister looked thoughtful, so he quietly poked his head over and asked in a low voice, "Sister, why did you go to Li Ran today?" ”
"Didn't do anything."
"Why didn't you come back so late?"
"You have to take care of it." Zhang Yuanchun suddenly said angrily.
Zhang Yingchun paused for a moment, as if he didn't expect his sister to talk to him like this. She hesitated slightly, then said softly: "Don't let me care, then do you want my mother to take care of it?" ”
"You ......" Zhang Yuanchun was suddenly blocked and speechless.
Zhang Yingchun rolled her eyes at Zhang Yuanchun, and muttered in her ear in a low voice: "I know, the last time I went to Li Ran's house to play, I knew everything about you and Li Ran's house." You also went to Li Ran's house this afternoon, right? ”
"It's not." Zhang Yuanchun denied it.
"So what are you going to do?" Zhang Yingchun asked reluctantly.
"I'm going to have something."
"Anything else? You're not looking for trouble, are you? "Zhang Yingchun is the most clever of the four sisters, and she has always been unforgiving.
"No, I...... I went to Li Ran this afternoon to tell him that I didn't want to study anymore, and I wouldn't go to school when school started. Zhang Yuanchun knew that he couldn't hide it from his sister, so he simply said it all.
"Ah......" Zhang Yingchun didn't expect Zhang Yuanchun to say such a thing, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
"My dad died. The burden on our family is heavier. When school started on September 1st, the third sister was also in the first grade. When the time comes, my mom won't be able to pay for our tuition, so I don't want to go to school. Zhang Yuanchun said leisurely.
"Does Mom know?"
"I don't know, I don't dare tell her."
"Then what are you going to do with Li Ran?" Zhang Yingchun seemed to suddenly remember something, and the topic changed.