Chapter 70: Leaning on his shoulder
"I lied!"
After just such a sentence, Lu Li's tears surged out, and his eyes became gloomy and sharp.
Lin Li's eyebrows tightened, as if he suddenly felt the coolness of the ancient town in the middle of the night, he shrunk his shoulders, his face began to turn a little pale, but his eyes were still staring at Lu Li clearly.
Lu Li also stared at his eyes, and his tone was urgent, "I lied, in fact, I didn't get a scholarship and go to him to confess, I had already confessed before that, just like I did to you...... Denied. ”
As she spoke, she raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand.
The tears just couldn't stop flowing out, and Lu Li had to wipe them again, "I'm unwilling, I just want to find him to try again, but it's ......"
Tears suddenly turned into crying without warning, Lin Lin was really frightened, the moment he heard Lu Li's cry, he felt that his heartbeat stopped beating a beat.
In the next second, Lu Li suddenly smiled at him again, the smile was ugly, his mouth was so big, and tears quickly overflowed his eyes, but this time no tears rolled out.
"I went to that house to look for him, but I didn't see him, and I haven't seen him since......" Lu Li's voice stopped after saying this, and he didn't know whether he wanted to laugh or cry, anyway, he didn't know what expression to use to express the chaotic emotions at the moment.
Then, suddenly, she felt dizzy and shook her feet.
Lin Li's reaction was very fast, and he immediately took a step forward and reached out to grab Lu Li, "What's wrong?" ”
Lu Li closed his eyes, only to feel that the world was spinning around, as if he had returned to that day and moment a few years ago......
Emotions are surging and whistling.
I don't know how long it took for Lu Li to recover from her trance, and she slowly opened her eyes only to realize that she was leaning on Lin Li's shoulder, and the two of them were sitting on a dilapidated sofa abandoned on the side of the road.
Lu Li sniffed weakly, Lin Xiao sensed her voice, and his shoulders moved slightly, "Are you better?" Cold or not? ”
Lu Li wrinkled his nose and felt it, but he didn't feel cold. She rolled her eyes and realized that she had an extra coat on her body, which was Lin Lone's clothes.
Although the temperature in Qibao Town at this time was not as cold as Fengtian, after all, it was also late at night in winter, Lu Li hurriedly removed his head from Lin Lian's shoulder, and started to tear off his clothes, "You quickly put your coat back on, I'm not cold." ”
Lin Lin stretched out his hand to stop her, "I'm not cold, it's warm clothes inside that are equivalent to coats, don't let the heat go, cover it." ”
He put his coat back on Lu Li's body.
Lu Li sniffed again, "How long have we been sitting here?" She felt a bit like she was in a drunken state of fragmentation, and she couldn't remember what had happened before.
Lin Lin looked up at the night sky and replied with a flat expression, "It won't be long, ten minutes." ”
Lu Li listened, and his head subconsciously wanted to lean on Lin Li's shoulder again, but he suddenly stopped halfway through his movements, forcibly moved his head away, grabbed the coat on his body and sat up straight.
"If you still feel uncomfortable, rely on me." After Lin Xiao finished speaking, he moved his body closer to Lu Li's side.
The mood began to get excited again, Lu Li frowned and didn't dare to look at Lin Lian, and after lowering her head for a few seconds, her eyes turned red again, and she remembered what she had said to Lin Lin before.
After being silent for a while, Lu Li suddenly shook his head slowly, tears rolling down his cheeks, "I didn't even have a chance to say sorry to him, I didn't have a chance." ”
Lin Lin looked at Lu Li's drooping head with worried eyes. He didn't speak, feeling that Lu Li didn't need other people's words at this time, she just needed someone to listen.
He is playing the role of listener.
However, there was something he reminded Lu Li, "Your phone should have rang just now, I guess it may have been a call from Director He, you can take a look first." ”
Lu Li took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and sure enough, he saw He Linxi's two WeChat messages, one of which missed the call. She just wanted to unlock the screen lock of her phone when she heard Lin Li's phone ringing.
Lin Lin picked up the phone and looked at it, and said softly to Lu Li, "It's Director He calling." ”
Lu Li felt that the call should have been on Lin Li's mobile phone because of her, she put her mobile phone down, looked at Lin Lin and said, "It should be looking for me to call you, you tell the truth." ”
Lin Lin glanced at Lu Li very quickly, then raised his mobile phone to answer, "Hey, Director He." ”
I didn't know what He Linxi was talking about, Lu Li couldn't see the clue from Lin Linxi's calm face, so he had to wait quietly on the side.
“…… Sorry for my negligence, I have been with Lu Li tonight, we went to Song Yichen's child's house for dinner, because I knew him ten years ago, and I could have returned to the hotel before, but I suddenly met an acquaintance on the road and said a few words, and Lu Li was delayed together. ”
Lu Li shrank his body into Lin Lone's coat as best he could, and looked at Lin Lone's lips with wide eyes, the way he spoke was also very good.
Anyway, it's the kind of feeling that Lu Li likes...... And he belongs to the same type.
Lu Li's eyes were stunned, and then he realized that although he mentioned that he had said a lot of things and recalled a lot of things, his impression of his face was a little blurred.
It's only been a few years, and she can't remember what he looks like, is it because she doesn't have a photo of him in her hand, so she gradually forgets it?
Lu Li felt that after He Linxi knew about the existence of this person back then, his evaluation of himself was quite accurate.
In addition to saying "I hope you don't repeat the mistakes of the past", He Linxi also pointed to Lu Li's nose and said that she was a selfish girl, a selfish ghost who didn't know what love was.
Oh, I almost forgot the last sentence, "Treat selfish satisfaction as love, and your father and daughter are exactly the same in this regard......"
Lu Li thought about the corners of his mouth, and he didn't know what the expression he made was like, it wouldn't look good anyway.
She fell into the work of memories again, and Lin Li's call continued, "...... Well, we'll be back in about half an hour, don't worry. ”
Lin Lin said and glanced at Lu Li, "Then I'll ......"
He should have wanted to tell He Linxi on the other end of the phone that I would hang up the phone, but I don't know what was said over there, the call didn't end there, Lin Lin was still listening quietly with his mobile phone.
Lu Li snorted, and began to worry about what He Linxi was talking to Lin Lian.
Lin Li's eyes glanced at him again, and he quickly said softly to the phone, "I understand what Director He means, don't worry...... Shall I let Lu Li take it? ”
When Lu Li heard this, she hurriedly shook her head and said that she didn't want it, Lin Lin frowned with a faint face, "It's really too late, let's go back quickly...... Okay, I'm hanging. ”
The call finally ended.
Lu Li looked down at his mobile phone with a completely black screen, and he didn't know if He Linxi would follow and send her another WeChat message, and his eyes became stunned when he thought about things at first, and he didn't feel it.
Lin Lin put down the phone and looked at Lu Li, and patiently waited for her to come back to her senses before she said what was on the phone just now. He told Lu Li that He Linxi asked him on his mobile phone if he was with Lu Li, and he told Lu Li the truth about where he was going tonight, and then told Director He not to worry, they would go back to the hotel soon.
Lu Li knew that he should omit a very important paragraph, and after thinking about it, she decided not to chase after it, she got up from the broken sofa, "Then let's go quickly." ”
Although the sofa was very broken, the surface was quite clean, Lu Li didn't see any ash on his body after he got up, and when he looked up at Lin Lin again, the two of them looked at each other with a look that they couldn't understand.
Lin Lian also slowly got up from the broken sofa, and the whole person switched to a lonely and silent state in an instant, which Lu Li had never felt from him.
Lu Li somewhat regretted what he said tonight, telling him the words of his first love. But this thought just flashed through him, and Lu Li soon firmly believed that what he did tonight was right.
After two or three seconds, she decided to finish everything she hadn't said before going back to the hotel, only then could she feel at ease again. In order to be fearless to fight for what you want.
Lu Li wrapped himself in Lin Li's coat and watched him curl the corners of his mouth, "I still have to finish the story, otherwise I will lose sleep, you continue to listen, okay?" ”
used a question, but Lu Li actually didn't give Lin Lin the time to choose, and the next second she had already begun to continue.
Lin Lin can only continue to play the role of a quiet listener.
Lu Li let the tears slide down his face, and started again with a crying voice, "I just found out, I don't seem to remember what he looks like after only a few years of hard work, I only remember that he always stands and sits upright, and when he walks, he takes quite big steps, and I always can't keep up with him." ”
Lin Lin cleared his throat, and finally interjected and asked something, "He, what do you call him." ”
Lu Li tilted his head sideways, "Liang Yihan, Liang of Liangshan, one, two, three, one, the Han of cultivation." After she finished speaking, she raised her hand to cover her mouth and nose, and the Lin Lin coat on her body fell to her feet.
In the sound of the coat falling to the ground, Lu Li's whole person also squatted down, and his shoulders shook and cried again.
Lin Lin looked down, but his heart didn't have the stunned feeling when he saw Lu Li suddenly crying, he was still in a calm mood, and he could still think about the time he had just said to He Linxi to return to the hotel in half an hour, it seemed that it was less.
If Lu Li's emotions had been so excited, I was afraid that he would not have been able to appear in the hotel for half an hour.
He walked up to Lu Li, bent down to pick up the coat on the ground, and thought of what He Linxi said on the phone just now, "Lu Li may say something to you that sounds ridiculous, don't take it seriously...... My daughter, after being stimulated a few years ago, sometimes falls into hallucinations and imagines something to be true, please help me take care of her and send her back, thank you......"
Lin Lin took a deep breath and looked at Lu Li's slightly trembling body, his eyes gradually becoming complicated.
He obviously felt that his heart was very calm, but after hearing a choking sound from the small body squatting on the ground, he actually felt that his eyes were also hot, he quickly inhaled and clenched his jaw, trying to raise his head towards the night sky, and a long-lost feeling of pain quickly spread throughout his body.
"The last time I saw Liang Yihan, he had already turned into a box of ashes." When Lu Li's voice sounded again, it was several minutes later.
Lin Lone's eyes turned red, and he could only repeat the action of inhaling and clenching his jaw, tilting his head and not daring to lower it.
In the night sky of Qibao Town, the stars are still shining, and the eyes are full of stars.
The corners of Lin Li's mouth twitched, and a laughing face suddenly jumped out of the starry sky in front of him. Lu Li's words just now stimulated him and made him fall into a state of pain.
The last time he saw Bai Xinyu was after her people were burned into a box of ashes.
There is also a solemn funeral, a burial ceremony in the martyr's cemetery, and his speech as a martyr's family......
Lin Lin closed his eyes tightly in pain, and a piercing gunshot suddenly exploded in his ears, and he trembled uncontrollably with the sound of the gunshot.
Who said that there is no empathy in this world, isn't he experiencing it now......
When the emotions of the two people gradually returned to calm, half an hour had passed, and when Lu Li squatted on the ground and raised his head, Lin Lin was also looking at her almost at the same time.
Each other's reddened eyes looked in each other's eyes.
Lu Lixian showed a smile and stood up from the ground to look at Lin Lian, "The person who sent his ashes over asked me to sign a confidentiality agreement, I can't say anything related to Liang Yihan's sacrifice to anyone, I ...... for the rest of my life" She raised her hand and patted her chest, "I can only bury it in my heart for the rest of my life." ”
After Lin Lin heard this, he could already figure out something about what happened to the person named Liang Yihan. Two years ago, when he was involved in that major antiquities case, he came into contact with a lot of police officers and heard some similar stories.
"So, I can't tell you more specifically what he did, why he disappeared without saying goodbye, and I can't say the cause of death, I can only say ...... I have loved a true hero, a hero who cannot be buried in a martyr's cemetery. ”
After Lu Li said this, her lips trembled uncontrollably, and she could tell from Lin Li's eyes that he already understood what he meant.
Finally let his lips stop shaking, Lu Li squeezed out a smile again and continued, "That house was transferred to me by someone through a special channel before he left, except for that house, there is nothing else he left me." ”
Lin Lin couldn't find the words he could say, so he could only try his best to hide the true emotions in his eyes, and try his best to calmly face Lu Li's eyes, which had begun to swell slightly.
"I'm done."