Chapter 927: Learning to Bear
Although he hadn't asked Chao Xuantong, Hu Xianxian also guessed from what he had heard that he wanted to take the opportunity of escorting Jiang Yan to find out the reasons behind it, hoping to change Jiang Yan's fate, and hoping to find a way to keep heaven and earth from being destroyed without deliberately sacrificing anyone.
Cheng Haofeng may have sensed what she was thinking, and said in a deep voice: "I once had similar ideas with Master, seeking perfection, seeking perfection, and seeking a way to save the common people, but later I found that it didn't work, this is the way to give the most and get the least." ”
The experiences are different, and the thoughts and thoughts are also different, even if they have the same mind, Hu Xianxian still can't fully understand Cheng Haofeng's words.
Seeing her look of doubt, Cheng Haofeng said again: "Obeying the heavens also includes accepting disasters, and setting an eternal heart is wrong in itself. Plants and trees have withered glory, people have life and death, why can't heaven and earth be destroyed? Forcibly saving is already contrary to the Tao of 'Tao Law and Nature'! ”
Perhaps, but if there is a powerful force that still looks on coldly and allows countless living beings to die, such an indifferent attitude is also a shame. If you are disappointed, how can you be in a harmonious mood?
Hu Xianxian frowned, holding the bed with his hand and about to turn over, Cheng Haofeng stretched out his arm and took her into his arms again: "Think I'm too indifferent and want to be angry with me?" ”
"If you don't know, you don't have any power, and you don't need to argue about saving or not, but since we are in it, how can we watch one living creature after another die?" Hu Xianxian is not a kind-hearted person, but he can't enjoy the quiet years in the black ball with peace of mind, ignoring the calamity that the water polo will face in the future.
Fierce beasts were rampant above the black ball, and some fish, insects, birds and beasts who had opened their minds were very curious about Rui Xianju, and the result of their curiosity was that they were caught by Cheng Haofeng or Blood Wuqi and became coolies for building Tongtian City.
If Cheng Haofeng wants to get things done, he and Qin Mufeng can't rely on a few people alone, and he wants to build a place on the black ball to attract fellow Daoists to stay. The same heavenly city, take the meaning of "equal to the heavenly palace", and its meaning is reversed.
The coolies who were captured to build were first complaining and constantly wanted to escape, and then Qin Mufeng refined a lot of pills to improve their cultivation, and distributed them to the coolies by blood without hatred, and they had miraculous effects after taking them, and they no longer resisted, and even contacted relatives and friends to build Tongtian City together.
In the middle of Ruixian's house, because Hu Xianxian said that, Cheng Haofeng was silent, and in the silence, he could hear the sound of coolies carrying stones, transporting wood, and ramming soil.
The silence made Hu Xianxian panic in his heart, and stroked Cheng Haofeng's cheek, saying that he didn't mean to blame him, but just thought that some practices were inappropriate.
Ten fingers stroked and tugged at the heartstrings, Cheng Haofeng spoke again: "You know that I have done a lot, and I have not been an indifferent bystander. All sentient beings, those who can save themselves, those who can be saved by others, must have their fate, and those who cannot be saved cannot be saved is also the will of God. ”
Hu Xianxian shrank into the brocade quilt and hugged Cheng Haofeng's sturdy waist, "Jiang Yan's matter, I can empathize, as if all the mistakes are caused by myself, if the death of my thin body can be exchanged for long-term peace and stability in the world, I would rather give up this body." ”
A sneer sounded, like the eternal twinkling stars laughing and burning, and they could only illuminate a small part of the glowing fireflies.
"Jiang Yan has given up her body, what can she get in exchange? In exchange, Zang Xuanjiao became a demon, and Chao Xuanjiao was like a dry well! How can a woman only solve problems by hurting others and hurting herself? I don't agree with Master, nor do I agree with Uncle Zang, I have my own plans, and you will know when the time comes. Cheng Hao's eyes were bright and resolute.
Hu Xianxian hung his head, he never felt that he was so useless, he was just dragging down, and he couldn't do anything: "I am uneasy in my heart, let me go to help the suffering, I don't have the confidence to do a good job; Let me cower here, and feel guilty. ”
Thinking about the psychological pressure she was under, Cheng Haofeng's eyebrows and eyes were much gentler: "You can accompany me with peace of mind, everything has me." I'm better than they can think of or do, trust me. ”
The matter has come to this, no matter how uneasy she is, she can only move forward, Hu Xianxian's heart is depressed, she is sleepy, but her head is a mess and she can't think, she chirps and talks a lot, and finally gets tired, she falls asleep in a daze, and Cheng Haofeng also closes her eyes to recuperate.
The two hugged each other and slept, and before they knew it, the birds swept over the glass roof, bringing wisps of brilliant morning light.
Hu Xianxian stretched Cheng Hao's robe and said, "I am reluctant to leave you, but I still think we did something wrong...... After listening to Jiang Yan's story, I realized that Master didn't want to break us up, he told you and me not to get too close, so that we could have less pain. ”
Cheng Haofeng raised his eyebrows: "After Zang Xuanjiao's reminder, I learned that you are the eternal heart to protect the earth, and the black ball and water ball will never be destroyed, I couldn't accept it at the time, and I can't accept it to this day!" Ruthlessly let you suffer for ten lifetimes, just to wait for that little opportunity to change your life against the sky, and get closer and closer to the result, I will not give up. "
Hu Xianxian asked with some timidity: "What if...... Are we really wrong, and instead of changing the world, we have caused even more terrible consequences? "
"It's wrong, it's always wrong! It is a sin, and it is carried without complaint or regret. Cheng Haofeng replied categorically and strode out of Ruixian Residence.
Hu Xianxian was melancholy, but after a good night's sleep, she was much clearer, whether it was Chao Xuantong, Zang Xuanjiao, or Cheng Haofeng, everything they thought was not good enough, but she couldn't tell what was good.
She calmed down, put away her cluttered thoughts, and calmed down to read the books. Perhaps it was because she didn't understand the true meaning of the "eternal heart", and it was her failure to take on the big responsibility that made the people close to her continue to suffer for her.
If you have a goal and want to do it with your heart, time flies quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it is almost August 15.
Influenced by the culture of Middle-earth, Mataha also considered August 15 to be a very auspicious day, and he set this day for his wedding.
Metaha married Bao Yuan, whether it was from the public point of view, the power complemented each other, or from the private point of view, the friendship was very deep, Cheng Haofeng and Hu Xianxian should go to send congratulatory gifts.
Let Hu Xianxian put on Bing Yanjue, Cheng Haofeng condensed a bubble to ride, and the two went to Manraka together.
Because she and Metaha were the first to get rid of the usurper, and her father and brother trusted them and had a high prestige among the people, they had to hold a grand wedding in the capital of Manraka.
After the wedding, he will take the dowry to the border city, and only invite relatives and friends from the Heavenly and French dynasties to get together briefly. Bao Yuan's royal relatives once offered to let her stay in Manraka, and the royal brother also said that he was willing to give up the position of prince, but she refused.
The princes and nobles of Manraka are currently truly trusting Bao Yuan and Mataha, and when they are completely settled, there will inevitably be conflicts of interest, and instead of accusing others of being ungrateful, it is better to leave a way out for themselves at the beginning.
Of course, these inner calculations will not be made explicit, but after learning that Bao Yuan insisted on going to the border city to do business with Metaha, the members of the royal family did their best to organize the wedding for her.
Unlike the bride and groom at Middle-earth weddings, who wear red dresses, both Ba Tai and Maetaha wear white.
Dressed in snow-white robes and snow-white turbans, only their faces were exposed, but fortunately they were dressed in breathable and cool expensive tulle, otherwise they would have suffocated to death in the heat of Manraka.
Bao Yuan was not covered tightly by him, her black curly hair hung down a few strands on her sideburns, a white veil embroidered with gold lotus patterns dragged from the top of her head to her waist, and she wore a sleeveless short coat studded with silver sequins and a flowing white gauze skirt below.
"Such a beautiful and generous bride, you must be kind to her, but there are many people who want to rob you." Hu Xianxian said to Metaha with a smile.
Metaha smiled politely and nodded, even though he knew that Bao Yuan was very good, and he knew that he should cherish it, but he couldn't calm down after all.
He hid his thoughts well, but Bao Yuan could read the regret in his eyes, but this hearty and enthusiastic princess did not sulk or make noise.
"The groom is not afraid that the bride will be robbed, he is afraid that the bride will know that he still has a longing for another woman." Bao Yuan took Hu Xianxian's hand and shook it, "But, don't be afraid, I have always been very clear, and I have always wanted to make myself better." Xianxian, I am jealous of you, and I want to follow your example, learn from you and surpass you. ”
There were no guests present, but Metaha, Hu Xianxian, and Cheng Haofeng were still very embarrassed.
The fast-talking Bao Yuan didn't feel embarrassed, she said to Metaha very seriously: "When you marry me, you have actually realized that I am more suitable to be your life partner, right?" This shows that you have a good impression of me and have accepted me, but you can't completely change your mind, because falling in love with me is a betrayal of your former affection, so you are a loyal and long-term person. ”
Metaha thought that he would wait for the storm of resentment, but who knew that he would praise him for his "steadfastness and long-term affection", and suddenly felt a warm current in his heart, and his eyes were moist: "You said that I am almost embarrassed." We're fit to be partners, but I'm not just marrying you because you're cute, I'm just not ...... Heal. Do you understand what I mean? I need you to help me heal my heartache, and when my heart is complete, it will be completely yours. ”
is willing to say what he doesn't dare to face in his heart, that is to accept Bao Yuan from the heart.
There is hope of love, Bao Yuan cheered and hugged Hu Xianxian: "Thank you!" Thank you for not taking advantage of his feelings for you, and your cruel refusal was the best help for me. ”
Hu Xianxian was a little confused, she couldn't speak anymore, and Bao Yuan liked to talk nonsense even more.
They also felt that Bao Yuan was too straight to speak, and they were a little embarrassed, so Bao Yuan let go of Hu Xianxian again, and instead grabbed Metaha's arm: "You don't have to be afraid that anyone will come and snatch me, only you can keep my heart." Love that is easily shaken is not true love! No matter what you become, I love you! But if you hate me being around you, then I'll leave silently......"
"No, no...... I just need a little time to regulate my emotions, you give me your heart, I will take care of it, I will cherish it......" Metaha heard Bao Yuan say the word "leave silently", and said eagerly.
Hu Xianxian and Cheng Haofeng looked at each other and smiled, a little regretful was just unwilling because they had paid affection and did not get anything in return, but they were just unwilling, maybe Mataha himself didn't realize it.
They quietly departed, allowing the bride and groom, whose hearts were gradually getting closer, to discover the love of their hearts by their side.
The two went to Lei Peng's military camp along the way, and Lei Peng said that Kuai Mori Xiong took advantage of the situation to fight openly and secretly with their side, and the forces under Kuai Mori Xiong also let fishing boats and merchant ships give escort fees.
Wouldn't that be a different name for what pirates do? For this reason, Lei Peng and Kuaimori had a big quarrel two days ago.