Fang Musheng's words, Shen Yuxin did not answer, and smiled faintly.

It stands to reason that they have known each other for more than ten years, and their relationship with each other is that of ripe persimmons, and if they are ripe, they should be rotten. She also wants to be like before, she can tell him anything in her heart, and she can complain to him about any hardship.

But in fact, there is no going back between them.

Even today, she could probably guess why she was looking for her.

Her non-reply would only make Fang Musheng more and more depressed, her bright eyes were covered with a layer of obscurity, she couldn't see her thoughts, the expression on her face didn't change much, but she seemed a little impatient, and reached out to hold her hand on the wooden table, "Xin'er, I ......"

Seeing this, Shen Yuxin raised his hand quietly, beckoned the waiter, and said to Fang Musheng with a smile, "When I was waiting for you just now, I met those people, cheesecake, I haven't eaten it yet, and coffee, I still want to have one, do you want one?" It tastes pretty good! ”

skillfully changed the topic, but at this time, the palms of his hands were sweating, and his eyes looked a little flustered, the reason why he was chaotic was because he knew that Mu Sheng could see his thoughts, but he didn't want to see him sad.

But it was Mu Sheng's vague eyes, and there was something else, lonely, disappointed, and sad......

Mu Sheng, I'm sorry!

What kind of look is that?

Fang Musheng was stunned for a moment, he actually saw pity in her eyes, even in the past years, they were just friends, she had never looked at herself with such eyes.

Seeing the smile on the corner of her mouth, he also smiled, "Okay, of course there will be nothing wrong with what Xin'er recommends." ”

They asked for two cheesecakes and two cups of coffee. Soon, the waiter brought it up.

Fang Musheng picked up the coffee cup and took a sip, he was also appreciative, the sweet cheesecake swept away the haze in his eyes, reminding him of the days when he and Shen Yuxin had eaten, drunk and had fun together, his face was like a sprinkled sun, bright and vivid, sweeping away the depression just now.

Put down the small spoon in your hand and talk about the past, "I remember that you used to like to eat cheesecake, and do you remember the big fat in the third year of junior high school?" It's the big fat guy who is short, fat and filed, and he doesn't do anything for a day, so he thinks about eating. At that prom, he ate three cheesecakes in one go, and you took the last one, and I remember him sitting on the floor crying, remember? ”

A mouthful of coffee in Shen Yuxin's mouth almost squirted out, she had almost forgotten about it, he described it in such detail, it was difficult to remember if she didn't want to!

I was also embarrassed at the time, okay?

At the graduation prom, she dressed up beautifully and went to participate, wearing a pink gauze skirt, which was the most beautiful dress she had at that time, but because of the big fat and grabbing the cheesecake herself, the gauze skirt didn't know what to break, and she came back and was scolded for a piece of cheesecake.

"How could you forget, you said that Da Fat was almost one hundred and fifty pounds at the time, I don't know what to do now, will my weight have doubled, and I can't even get up when I walk?" Shen Yuxin's mood was also much better.

Fang Musheng hurriedly waved his hand, "Not at all, people are now suave, and in the arms of American beauties, they have two children." ”

"Really? So dramatic! I thought he must have died of fat in the end. ”

The two of them chatted about many things in the past, such an afternoon tea, like two friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, comfortable, casual, and occasionally came to such a day in their spare time, Shen Yuxin felt very comfortable, and getting along with Fang Musheng in such an identity was the most comfortable for her, as if she had returned to the past.

The bits and pieces of the past seem to be right in front of you. At first, she had doubts, Fang Musheng suddenly mentioned the purpose of the past, but she still didn't see him change the topic for a long time, and the worry and defense in her heart gradually relaxed.

When it comes to purpose, Fang Musheng suddenly mentioned that he would never be without purpose in the past, he was no longer the Fang Musheng of five years ago.

In the past, he would only obey Shen Yu's words, he thought that this was the way to love someone, if she was a spear, he was cotton, protecting her from harm.

But in fact, he was wrong!

He wants to fight for himself, through the bits and pieces of the past, hoping to regain the memories between them.

Seeing her smile so sweetly, he reached out and grabbed her hand as if he had returned to the past. Shen Yuxin's body was stunned, her smile froze on her face, her happy and comfortable mood was gone, she was completely defenseless, her jade hand had been wrapped in his big hand, and she tried to break free a few times, but failed.

Because of the place they were in now, as well as the relationship between them, Shen Yuxin didn't want to be angry, but something like this still happened, and she was thinking about how to make Mu Sheng see the facts clearly.

"Mu Sheng, you let go of me." Shen Yuxin lowered her voice, but her attitude was very resolute, judging from the look of nostalgia for the past just now, Fang Musheng is now the president of the group with a head and a face, and she can't tolerate any scandal now.

"Don't let go! Xin'er, I won't let you go again. She was resolute, Fang Musheng was more resolute than her, her eyes were like iron casting, and she was resolute and indestructible.

"Why do you bother, you know ......" I know that there is only one person in my heart, and there will never be another person.

Shen Yuxin hesitated, but Fang Musheng spoke the words on her behalf, "I know that you only have that person in your heart, but why is it still like this?" He shook his head, his expression was very painful, very frustrated, "I also know, but Xin'er, I love you, I love you with all my heart, whether it is in the past, now, or in the future, I love you, I can't stop loving you." ”

"I ......"

Fang Musheng didn't give Shen Yuxin a chance to refute, there were some things that he had put in his heart for too long, and if he didn't say it, he was afraid that he wouldn't even have a slim chance.

He muttered, "I know you only have him in your heart, so I will fulfill you whatever you want." You want to marry him, I put up with it, as long as you can be happy. In order to help him gain a foothold in the company, I will help you, because you are happy because he is happy, and I am happy to see you happy. But Xin'er, what did you get for him by paying so much? Raising a child alone in a foreign country! He still had that woman by his side when you were suffering, and even today, when that woman insulted you, what did he do? It's all my fault, if I had stopped you from the beginning, it wouldn't have happened, if I hadn't helped you, maybe in the past five years, you could have had a better life, it's all my fault! ”

It was impossible not to be moved when he heard these words, and Shen Yuxin's eyes were already shining with tears, which was both moved and wronged. She didn't feel wronged for herself, but for Fang Musheng.

In the past, she was a friend and confidant of Fang Musheng, so she trusted him completely unreservedly, whether it was a matter of heart or trouble, she never hid it from him. But today, hearing his words, she felt worthless for Fang Musheng.

It turns out that he has endured so much because of himself!

She treated him sincerely, but she didn't really stand in his position and put herself in his shoes. If she had deliberately kept her distance from the beginning, or didn't tell him anything related to Jiang Yuanheng, maybe he wouldn't be like this today.

She owes him nothing!

Seeing him blame himself like this, she turned her hand and held Mu Sheng's hand, holding back the tears in her eyes to prevent it from falling, "Mu Sheng, you're right, the past is that I'm sorry for you!" But emotional things can't be forced, I'm sorry. ”

She took the initiative to hold him, Fang Musheng was overjoyed, but her water poured a basin of cold water on him on the spot, making him sober and out of the sadness just now, "No, it's me who is wrong, it's me who loves you in the wrong way, what kind of generosity you pretend to be, what love you believe will be fulfilled, and if you love someone, you should strive for it!" Xin'er, don't reject me so simply, we have many good memories together, you think about it carefully, did you really never have me in your heart, huh? ”

Looking at each other, the expectation in Fang Musheng's eyes was difficult to hide, Shen Yuxin couldn't bear to pour cold water on him again, but things shouldn't continue like this, she had what she loved in her heart, and he should also get his own happiness.

She stared at Fang Musheng's eyes, her brown eyes could see herself clearly, she pulled her lips, and said ruthlessly: "I'm sorry Mu Sheng, in my heart, you will always be my good friend and confidant." However, there is nothing else, you can't give me the happiness I want, you should also have your own happiness, a woman who loves you with all her heart, you deserve it, do you understand? ”

Fang Musheng's face was embarrassed, his eyes were distracted, his beautiful eyes were filled with loss and bitterness, and the hand that grabbed Shen Yuxin was also loosened, pulling back weakly little by little, lowering his head and smiling bitterly, and said in a low voice: "I knew that today would be such a result, I know, I know, because I know you, I know you better than you." ”

Fang Musheng muttered constantly, extremely decadent, Shen Yuxin was a little worried when he saw it, and took the initiative to reach out and hold the hand that grabbed him, the two white hands were intertwined like that, and said with concern: "Mu Sheng, don't be like this, we are still friends, we will be good friends who will never be separated for the rest of our lives, isn't this very good?" ”

Shen Yuxin rarely comforts people like this, because she doesn't know what comfort is, since she has been thinking for a long time, she has begun to become like this, because she was moved by Mu Sheng, because of apologies, she became chattering.

"Friends? Scold! Fang Musheng saw her concerned expression, as well as the hand that covered him, he was stunned for a while, at that moment, he felt that she still cared about him, but the word "friend" also extinguished the remaining hope in his heart.

"Heart." Spit out these two words between his teeth, as if it took the only courage he had, "Are you coming back to him again?" ”

Shen Yuxin just looked at him worriedly, and didn't answer, no matter which answer it was, it would not be good for Fang Musheng.

She didn't say it, Fang Musheng only regarded her as a default.