Body Chapter 499 must not lose you
Shen Yuxin was lying on the bed, and the scenes at the dance party today flashed in her mind one by one like a marquee.
Boss Li's obscene and disgusting, Jiang Yuanheng's handsome and ruthless, and Fang Musheng's loud question......
I have to say that today's farce has made her aware of a lot of things.
Jiang Yuanheng's sudden appearance should really be premeditated as Fang Musheng said, Jiang Yuanheng should, I really want to meet her, but what are you doing when you meet?
Is it just to show her love and take her away?
He was so confident that he could take her away, obviously, she didn't know him at all!
And looking at Fang Musheng's reaction today, it is obvious that he knows Jiang Yuanheng, the two of them have known each other for a long time, but the two of them are as incompatible as if they have made a feud.
and what Jiang Yuanheng said, she and Jiang Yuanheng turned out to be husband and wife, and the two had a child, but if this was the case, why didn't Fang Musheng mention anything to her?
However, if this matter is made out of nothing, and Jiang Yuanheng is relying on her amnesia to take the opportunity to deceive her, it doesn't make sense.
If that was the case, Fang Musheng should have debunked him on the spot, but Fang Musheng didn't say anything about it, but his eyes were extremely empty.
Yes, his heart is empty, Shen Yuxin saw it.
It's just that, since this is the case, does it mean that Jiang Yuanheng's words are true, the two of them really had a marriage and a child.
But why did they separate?
and the two girls today, pointing at her and saying what kind of gold medal screenwriter she is, although it was just a small episode, but because it was about Shen Yuxin herself, it also made her pay attention.
She still knows the profession of screenwriter, but didn't Fang Musheng say that she didn't have a job and had been taking care of him at home?
How did she become a gold medal screenwriter again.
Could it really be such a coincidence in the world, there happens to be a person who looks very similar to her, and his name is also Shen Yuxin, but he is a gold medal screenwriter?
Oh, how could it be!
And that Jiang Yuanheng, why did she feel like her heart was beating faster as soon as she was by his side, this feeling was really something that Fang Musheng, who was her partner, did not have.
Troubled by these doubts in his heart, lying on the bed, Shen Yu's heart gradually became sleepy.
But she never thought of telling Fang Musheng about these doubts, nor did she think about getting any answers from Fang Musheng.
Maybe even she didn't know that in her heart, she already didn't trust Fang Musheng a little, but on the contrary, she trusted Jiang Yuanheng a little more.
In the dream, in a small house, the round table was full of hot meals, she was putting the dishes and chopsticks around her apron, and the smile on her face was as bright as a spring flower.
The heart was even warmer and happier, and next to the round table, two shadows, one big and one small, looked at her quietly smiling.
She couldn't see their faces clearly, but she always felt that she and these two people were very close, intimate, like a family.
Even in that small space, she felt extremely happy.
However, this happiness did not last long, and she saw a huge shadow behind the two figures, smashing towards the two shadows.
Looking at the two shadows on the other side, who were originally smiling happily, suddenly dissipated like a cloud of smoke, Shen Yuxin's breath was suffocated, his heart ached dullly, his eyes suddenly turned red, and tears flowed down the ground.
"Jade Heart, you ......"
Shen Yuxin was pleasantly surprised from the dream, what she saw was Fang Musheng's stunned expression, what was bound on her body, Shen Yuxin looked down, and then she reacted, it turned out that she was hugged by Fang Musheng.
The dark shadow in that dream just now......
Shen Yuxin was excited, he suddenly got up, pushed Fang Musheng aside, and touched the tears on his face indiscriminately, and only then did he realize what he had just done when he saw the stunned expression on Fang Musheng's face.
His face suddenly became a little hot, and his eyes were full of shame when he looked at Fang Musheng, he opened his mouth, and only said dryly: "Yes...... Sorry, I didn't mean to. ”
Then he hurriedly got up and hid in the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Shen Yuxin looked at herself in the mirror and felt a little stunned.
The woman in the mirror is still as beautiful as ever, but at this time, the woman's eyes are red, her face is full of scattered tears, and her eyes are filled with confused sadness, and she looks extremely desolate.
She didn't know why she was sad, but she was so uncomfortable in her heart, as if she had been greatly wronged, so she couldn't help crying.
The sound insulation effect of the bathroom is actually very good, but Shen Yuxin is still afraid that her cry will be heard by people outside, so she immediately covered her mouth with her hand, holding her eyes a little redder.
Looking at herself with tears streaming down her face in the mirror, Shen Yuxin only felt sad, thinking of what Fang Musheng had just done, she felt even more guilty.
In any case, Fang Musheng was very good to her, there is no doubt about it, since the amnesia, she has never fulfilled her obligations as a wife, but Fang Musheng has never forced her, which makes her very moved.
Although she had also doubted why she would resist Fang Musheng like that, it was clear that the two of them were partners, right?
Even if she really had a marriage with Jiang Yuanheng, she didn't know why they were separated later, but now that her partner is Fang Musheng, haven't the two of them ever acted as husband and wife?
Shen Yuxin was taken aback by this idea, but then she felt that she was thinking too much, I'm afraid that no man would marry a wife but couldn't help it!
And Fang Musheng was able to do this, I am afraid that he saw that she was too resistant, and he was afraid that she would not like it.
Undoubtedly, Fang Musheng was really good to her, but she didn't know how long Fang Musheng could endure it.
Thinking of this, she was a little scared in her heart, if Fang Musheng really forced her, she shouldn't resist to the death.
After all, she was originally Fang Musheng's wife!
It didn't take long for Shen Yuxin to start drilling into this matter, but this always made her divert her attention, and she didn't think about the matter of pushing Fang Musheng just now.
And Fang Musheng left disappointed after Shen Yuxin entered the bathroom.
Shen Yuxin, sure enough, still couldn't bear his touch, and he just wanted to hug Yuxin, who expected, this time he actually made him cry in his dream, and after waking up, he even pushed him away!
How did he know that when Shen Yuxin pushed him, he was also a little resentful in his heart, if Fang Musheng didn't come, maybe she would be able to see the true face of those two shadows.
Moreover, she has not had such a happy dream for a long time.
It wasn't until it was almost dinner that day that Shen Yuxin came down from upstairs.
The two sat at the dining table, eating face to face, but unanimously did not speak.
Shen Yuxin didn't know what to say, she was really sorry for today's incident, but it was also true that Fang Musheng took advantage of her sleep to hug him and wake her up.
Fang Musheng obviously knew that she couldn't stand him and had to touch her, but he still touched her, although Shen Yuxin felt very guilty about this matter, it was undeniable that Fang Musheng was also at fault.
And Fang Musheng didn't speak, but he didn't know what to say.
Taking advantage of Shen Yuxin's sleep to hug her, in fact, Fang Musheng was happy to do it for a while.
Today in the dance hall, Shen Yuxin's indifference to Jiang Yuanheng and took the initiative to take his hand, this move undoubtedly encouraged him and made him feel that Shen Yuxin's feelings for him were further.
Even he thought that Shen Yuxin was actually in love with him, but she didn't know it.
However, this subconscious feeling would spread to the entire body, so Fang Musheng thought that Shen Yuxin should not reject him so much!
As soon as he was happy, he wanted to try it.
He even thought that if Shen Yuxin woke up and saw the two of them sleeping together, and she was still being held by him, he would definitely realize that she was actually in love with him.
However, Fang Musheng never expected that Shen Yuxin would reject him even more.
It's like he has a disease, Fang Musheng's rejection, and he only rejects him.
This made him even more depressed, and his previous excitement vanished, and even those previous fantasies turned into beautiful jokes.
At that moment, he felt that he was really pathetic.
And the gratitude he once had, feeling that God was not kind to him, had become extremely ironic.
God is punishing him, so that he can only look at it and not touch it, but he is reluctant to hurt the beautiful person in front of him.
But......
Fang Musheng looked at the person opposite who was eating quietly with his head down, and a warm current surged in his heart.
If you can always have Shen Yuxin as your companion, even if you can only watch him quietly like this, you can admit it.
It's just that he can really have the person in front of him forever?
Thinking of the tears that kept flowing out of Shen Yuxin's sleep, Fang Musheng's eyes darkened, and after a long time, he actually forgot about it.
Yuxin is not a permanent amnesia, but only temporary, if so, if she remembers something......
Fang Musheng didn't dare to go down again, he had already tried to let go too much, Fang Musheng didn't dare to guarantee that he would be able to let go a second time.
He was reluctant!
The fingers holding the chopsticks tightened, the fingertips flashed blue and white, Fang Musheng's eyes flashed, his mouth was tightly pursed, he lowered his head, and the bangs on his forehead cast shadows on his face, making it impossible to see his expression.
He knew that some things really should be in advance, otherwise, he might really lose Shen Yuxin forever.
Fang Musheng raised his head and looked at Shen Yuxin with burning eyes, a trace of pain crossed his eyes.
Yuxin, forgive me one more time, I'll be selfish again, this time, I definitely can't lose you!
Absolute!
On that day, the two were still sleeping on the same bed, the Chu River and the Han boundary were clearly distinguished, and the quilt in the middle played a big role.
Although Fang Musheng wanted to be closer to Shen Yuxin, he also knew that now was not the time, he was going to hold a prosperous wedding for Shen Yuxin, and when the time came, let the people in Z City know about their relationship.
In that way, Shen Yuxin will always be his.
As for the marriage certificate, when the time comes, when the relationship between the two of them is deep, it will not be too late to remarry, he believes that that day is not far away.