Chapter 26 We are like a family
Liang Nuannuan raised his hand and glanced at the time on the phone, half an hour had passed, but Chu Yanqing was still missing, according to the distance from home to the company, even if it was a traffic jam, it should have arrived.
"Sorry, your call is temporarily unreachable, please call again later......"
The black mobile phone was lying quietly in the middle of the road, and the word "warm" jumped on the screen, and the mobile phone screen had been shattered.
"Xiaoyu, I have something to go out for, you can help me ask the supervisor for a leave, thank you!"
"Good!"
When I got up in the morning, my right eye jumped so badly that Liang Nuannuan, who couldn't rest assured, decided to go home and take a look.
The car hadn't gone far before the yellow cordon blocked her way, and an uneasy mood filled her body.
The familiar body, the black mobile phone next to the body, Liang Nuannuan ran over like crazy, no matter how the traffic police stopped her, she had to go in.
Chu Yanqing, something happened to him!
Liang Nuannuan raised her head, feeling that the heavens and the earth were spinning, standing there upright, as if she had been struck by lightning.
The guilt was like a flood breaking through the dam and surging at her, drowning her in this self-blame.
Standing in front of the car window, the bright red beads on the steering wheel were particularly dazzling in the sunlight, "How is he?" ”
Liang Nuannuan grabbed the arm of the driver who caused the accident, the whole person was like an abnormal madman, but the short nails made the driver hurt, and his eyes for help were pinned on the traffic police.
"He's covered in blood, it's all blood...... "He really shouldn't wear a red light, he thought that it would be a distance of more than ten meters, and there would be no problem if he drove quickly, but it turned out that this happened, and the compensation problem in the future must not take his half life!"
asked the driver, and the driver couldn't say anything, but said that Chu Yanqing was sent to the nearest people's hospital nearby.
When Liang Nuannuan went, the lights in the operating room were still on, and the empty corridor was filled with the smell of medicine.
Putting her heart on the pot to suffer, now that she thinks about it, it may be how she feels now.
As soon as the lights in the operating room went out, Liang Nuannuan's whole heart was lifted, and he hurriedly walked to the side to catch the first doctor to come out, and asked about Chu Yanqing's specific situation.
"Are you Liang Nuannuan?"
"Hmm." Although she didn't know how the doctor knew her name, she was in a hurry and answered casually.
"The patient was momentarily conscious when he was sent in, but he kept saying his name and saying that he was going to give this thing to you!"
The doctor pulled out a bloodied document from his white coat, the blood on which had not yet fully coagulated, and slid off the transparent bag with the doctor's tilting movements.
Dripping on the white floor tiles, a red manzhu sawa is smeared, bewitching and beautiful.
"How's he doing?" At this moment, she was afraid that if the winter haze wrapped her tightly, the road ahead could not be seen clearly, and she was afraid that she would not be able to find Chu Yanqing's shadow.
The doctor took off his mask, like a repeater, calm and unwavering, "You can rest assured, the patient is out of danger and transferred to the general ward, you can go in to see him now, but it is better not to disturb his rest!" ”
Hearing the news, Liang Nuannuan's tense nerves were finally completely relaxed, the high tension was relaxed all of a sudden, and the whole person was weak.
Sitting on a chair in the corridor of the hospital, gasping for breath, "It's okay, it's okay!" ”
In the depressed ward, he lay quietly, his eyes closed, his face a little frighteningly pale.
She didn't even dare to touch him, pulled the corner bench in the hospital, and sat quietly on the edge of his bed. For the first time in so many years, she had taken a closer look at him.
He has very beautiful eyes, even if the outline is closed, it can be vaguely seen that it must be a vast universe when it is opened.
Liang Nuannuan was the only one in the entire ward, who came in a hurry, and was so frightened, he had no appetite for a long time, crawled on the bed, his mental state was not very good, and after a while, he fell asleep deeply.
"Hmph......" A muffled snort woke Liang Nuannuan from his sleep, and the whole heart was remembering Chu Yanqing's condition, the doctor said that because some places had to be observed twice, anesthetics could not be injected during this period.
Chu Yanqing's facial expression was painful, as if he was trying his best to endure the torture of illness, and he woke up from his slumber in the pain.
In the blur, he saw Liang Nuannuan, who was anxious for him, and wanted to raise his hand to comfort her, but after struggling a few times, everything seemed so useless.
"Nuan Nuan ......" his voice was hoarse, and the fine sweat on his forehead gradually gathered into raindrops the size of beans, which converged and slipped one by one, wetting the pillow.
"Don't talk yet, it'll be fine for a while!" Liang Nuannuan stepped forward and held the hand he insisted on lifting.
"Nuan Nuan, I'm in pain, am I going to die?"
Liang Nuannuan was a little surprised, this was not like a word that would come out of his mouth. But looking at his hazy appearance, I suddenly understood that he was not fully awake.
"No, the doctor said that it would be good to wait until the observation period is over, and you can bear with it for a while!" In the past, no matter what happened, he would always stand on the highest point, take her hand and tell her that everything will pass.
And she was so weak that she didn't even have the qualifications to comfort him, and this time she could learn from him and soothe his panic.
"I can't die yet, there's a little fool who hasn't grown up yet, how can I die......" He didn't even have the strength to smile, and the words he spat out were a little blurred, but every word was like a sharp needle, piercing her painfully.
Liang Nuannuan sniffed, his throat was a little choked, held his hand, and did not speak.
Chu Yanqing, who couldn't wait for a response, reluctantly opened his eyes, the dazzling light made him uncomfortable, and the pain in his body not only did not make him sober, but made him feel like he would float away at any time.
"Warm ......"
"Huh?"
"If I die this time, will you give me a little love, just a little ......" He doesn't want to occupy a place in her heart, but only wants to have a little bit of his shadow and memories in a corner of her heart.
At a certain time, in a special place, I occasionally recall that there was a person who had been following her footsteps, silently walking behind.
"Don't talk nonsense, you will always be my dearest person!"
Chu Yanqing slowly closed his eyes, and the dead silence looked like dead wood in winter, which was shattered with a slight pinch.
Yes, I will always be your dearest person, but I will never be your favorite person.
Liang Nuannuan could clearly feel his hands trembling slightly, and the pain was getting worse and worse, filling his facial features.
That night, he said a lot of nonsense, and every one of them was so distressing.
He said, "Nuan Nuan, if I came to your heart one step ahead of him, would you look at me more."
He said: "Nuan Nuan, Bao'er is very well-behaved and obedient, we are very much like a family."
He said, "Nuan Nuan, what's so good about him, why can't you just look back at me?"
He said: "Nuan Nuan, can you not be sad all day long, I will feel distressed......"
Liang Nuannuan sat numbly on the edge of the bed, unable to say a word, knowing that he was talking nonsense, but these words were really heart-wrenching.
If she had a choice, she also hoped that the person she liked could be him, but the nerve in her heart told her that the feeling for Chu Yanqing was not love, but more of a dependence on her relatives.
After the painful period, the doctor told her that Chu Yanqing was no longer in trouble, but she tried to get out of bed and walk around as much as possible during this time, so as not to limp her legs.
The sky was breaking, the sun was slanting in along the window railing, and the summer dawn came early, but at six o'clock, it was already bright.
The feeling of the sun shining on the body is always more comfortable, and I breathe these fresh air greedily For the first time, I feel that there will be such a moving moment under the sky that belongs to the hospital.
The breeze blew through the shredded hair in front of her forehead, revealing her smooth forehead, and with the sunshine on her, her whole little face was almost translucent, with a very unreal feeling.
The white clothes against the blue sky are like a still painting, which makes people can't bear to disturb it.
"Are you awake?" The thin little voice carried a hint of concern, and she didn't say a word about what was happening or what she heard.
Chu Yanqing nodded, struggling to sit up, but his leg was injured and put on a plaster, and he writhed for a long time, and with the help of Liang Nuannuan, he barely managed to get up.
"Hungry or not? I'm going to the hospital cafeteria to get you something to eat? Since listening to those words yesterday, she has paid attention to keeping her distance at all times, so as not to be misunderstood by Chu Yanqing.
His mind was very delicate, and he naturally sensed the deliberate distancing in her eyes, but he would not be stupid enough to ask why. This layer of window paper is not pierced, so it is good that it will always exist, at least she will not disappear in her eyes in a panic.
"Just a little lighter!" Reaching out and rubbing his eyebrows, he buried all the complicated emotions in his eyes.
"Well, you wait a minute, I'll be back soon." After pressing the quilt, Liang Nuannuan secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, she was really afraid that he still remembered yesterday's events, and seeing that he didn't mention it, she probably didn't remember.
The whole ward was not large, it was a single room, and now except for the sound of the clock on the wall, all that was left was the sound of his breathing.
For the first time, there was an unprecedented frustration in the eyes of this man, he was like a fish in water in the mall, but in the love field, he had no intention of being a failure.