188 let go of me
In this way, Su Siqi often met Shen Mengqing at school, sometimes he was waiting for Sun Fei, but most of the time he was with Sun Fei.
They are so flamboyant and high-profile, almost the whole school knows that he is Sun Fei's boyfriend, seeing that he is extraordinary, and he also drives a sports car, they have speculated about his family background and scenery, and the gossip is all over the sky, sometimes it reaches Su Siqi's ears, she just smiled indifferently and didn't say much.
Once Sun Xiaohong couldn't help but ask her: "Siqi, what is the origin of Shen Mengqing, it is rumored that he is Shen Mingru's son, it can't be true, right?" ”
Qiao Yu shook his head: "Do you believe that kind of gossip?" Shen Mingru, a well-known big man, how is it possible? ”
Shu Min also said: "That is, the surname Shen is Shen Mingru's son?" My surname is Shu, is it Shu Qi's sister? ”
Everyone laughed, Su Siqi also laughed, but she was a little sad in her heart, and she had been entangled for a month, but she didn't know anything about Shen Mengqing's situation, because from the beginning, she didn't plan to have a relationship with him.
I thought that time would wash away everything, as long as she didn't see him, she would forget him, but she didn't expect it to be the current situation, Shen Mengqing would appear in her sight every day, and Sun Fei, originally they didn't know each other, but last time Shen Mengqing called her downstairs in the dormitory with flowers, and everyone knew about it, so Sun Fei knew her, and every time she saw her, her face always showed a trace of disdain and provocation.
Su Siqi didn't mind much at first, but after a long time, she gradually became uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't do anything wrong, why did Sun Fei look at her with such eyes? Why? She was dissatisfied, and she didn't hide from seeing it from afar, and walked past them with a cold face and her head held high.
The roommates were also angry when they mentioned Shen Mengqing and Sun Fei, especially Sun Xiaohong, because she was a fellow countryman with Sun Fei and had more contact, she couldn't see her domineering appearance the most, and now because of Shen Mengqing's relationship, she hated her even more, as if Sun Fei robbed her boyfriend. These two people in the dormitory are simply a thousand people, everyone has an unprecedented united front, the same hatred of the enemy, and the grievances for Su Siqi.
Every day, someone reported Sun Fei and Shen Mengqing's movements in the dormitory: Sun Fei fed Shen Mengqing vegetables in the cafeteria today. While walking, Sun Fei held the man's arm and put half of his body on it. I saw Sun Fei and Shen Mengqing biting their ears by the lake, their eyes were like silk, and they were like fox spirits. After the report, everyone condemned together, Su Siqi never participated, and she didn't want to listen, but she was not deaf and heard if she didn't want to hear, so as soon as her roommates got together, she went out to hide and be quiet.
It's really eventful, first Lin Haonan broke up with her, and when he was sad, he borrowed wine to get drunk, but he inexplicably provoked Shen Mengqing, and finally got rid of it, thinking about a peaceful birthday in a few days, and now he has appeared ghostly, and he also fell in love with the school flower, dangling in front of her all day long.
With her hands in her pockets, she walked past the court with her head down, thinking wistfully: Don't run into that pair of enemies.
Suddenly, she looked up and fired a volley at her. Su Siqi was stunned for half a second, she couldn't dodge, she quickly raised her arm to protect her head, and suddenly, out of nowhere, a hand stretched out from nowhere, wrapped around her waist, and turned around lightly, the ball smashed on the back of the person who saved her, and even shook her.
All this happened too suddenly, Su Siqi didn't have time to raise her head, she first smelled a familiar lemon fragrance, her heart was like a thorn in her heart, she refused to raise her eyes, she just wanted to get out of his arms quickly, the man did not let go of her, but asked with concern: "Are you okay?" ”
What could happen if the ball didn't hit her? But as soon as she heard this voice, Su Siqi's throat tightened, her heart was mixed, and she had mixed feelings for a while, but she couldn't speak, as if she was angry and wronged, just struggling to leave. Yu Guang glanced at Sun Fei on the side looking at her hatefully, and those beautiful big eyes were about to burst into flames.
Su Siqi was shocked, stepped on Shen Mengqing very simply, and said in a low voice, "Let go of me." ”
Shen Mengqing said: "I saved you, how can you take revenge?" ”
Su Siqi didn't know what was going on with him? His girlfriend was staring at him, but he was tugging and pestering with his ex-girlfriend.
At this time, Sun Fei finally couldn't help but speak: "Meng Qing, are you okay?" ”
Shen Mengqing let go of her hand when she heard her voice, and said lightly, "I'm fine." ”
The boy who picked up the ball also ran over to apologize at this time, and while they were talking, Su Siqi hurriedly fled. She didn't dare to wander outside, and walked all the way to the dormitory with a red and flirtatious face.
Unexpectedly, someone had already told her roommates about the things on the side of the court, and as soon as she entered the door, everyone looked at her and laughed, laughing inexplicably, "What's wrong?" Dirty on my face? ”
Sun Xiaohong said: "Siqi, it seems that Brother Shen still has an old affection for you, so you just regain the lost land and frustrate Sun Fei's arrogance." ”
"That's it, Siqi, Brother Shen saved you in front of Sun Fei, he must be thinking about you in his heart, grab him back."
"Siqi, you just need to give Brother Shen a smile, and he will return to you obediently."
"Siqi, make up your mind, we'll help you."
The more everyone talked, the more energetic they became, only Qiao Yu looked at her worriedly. Su Siqi sighed, pressed her hand down, and motioned for them to be quiet: "Girls, you have to understand two things, first, I dumped Shen Mengqing, not him. Second, I don't like him at all, so don't be whimsical. ”
She said it so cautiously, everyone knew that it was useless to persuade her, and they were all very depressed, Sun Xiaohong lay on the table and sighed: "Hey, it's really boring." ”
Shu Min smiled and patted her head: "I think you don't pull Sun Fei off the horse, you feel uncomfortable, in fact, what kind of hatred do you have with her?" ”
"There is no hatred? I just can't see her," Sun Xiaohong asked them, "Are you used to seeing her?" ”
Everyone shook their heads, "Cheng Tian has a bad morality, who is used to it!" ”
Su Siqi remembered the way Sun Fei looked at her just now, and said, "It's really underwhelming." ”
Although she dumped Shen Mengqing, he fell in love with Sun Fei in such a high-profile manner, which made her fall into this turmoil, becoming everyone's after-dinner conversation, and people who didn't know the truth sneered at her. Coupled with Sun Fei's provocative gaze every time she saw her, this made her feel a little resentful towards Shen Mengqing.
She always thought that Shen Mengqing resented her, and when they broke up, his extremely lost face made her unforgettable for a long time, and he should hate her. But today's scene on the court made her heart flutter.
It's really messy, like a mess of hemp, and I can't find a clue. She held her chin and sighed deeply, she knew that she liked Shen Mengqing, but they couldn't be together, it took a lot of effort for her to make a difficult decision, she must not be shaken!
But she was jealous of Sun Fei, seeing them together, she was really jealous, and heard him ask her with concern: Are you okay? She almost had red eyes, as if she had nowhere to complain about grievances.
Every time she met Shen Mengqing on campus, she didn't dare to look at him. It was the same today, she had been avoiding his gaze, but she regretted it a little, she should have looked at him, when he held her in his arms.
The next day, she saw Shen Mengqing and Sun Fei again, they turned out of the boulevard and went to the rockery, Su Siqi's gaze quickly circled the man's face, although it was fast, but the man looked at it squarely, he tilted his mouth slightly, as if he was smiling. Su Siqi once said that he crooked his mouth as if he had a stroke, but in fact, it was his heartfelt smile, and she had also seen his polite and polite smile when socializing, although it was just right, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
Later, every time they met, whenever she looked at him, their eyes would meet, and there was always something in the man's gaze that made her panic.
Su Siqi felt that she was getting more and more empty, and once she jumped down the steps in a panic, and heard the man shouting from behind: "Be careful." ”
She didn't know if he had said it to her, but she ran faster.
She used to be able to pass him with her head held high, but now she played a game of cat and mouse, always looking around when she couldn't see him, and panicking when she saw him. Every day, she goes to class, eats, and sleeps with this mixed emotion. Playing hide and seek with men on campus, the disappointment of not being able to see it, and the panic of seeing it, made her whole person become a little dazed.
I was distracted during class, and when I went back to the dormitory after class, I didn't know what to think and went to the wrong floor, and I went to the cafeteria to eat.
Writing calligraphy doesn't work, often lifting the pen, and it can't fall for a long time, Qiao Yu also noticed it, and asked her: "Siqi, what's wrong with you lately, you can't keep your soul?" ”
She let out an "ah", and a drop of ink fell on the paper, and she tried to dip the ink into the ink bottle with a pen, but it got worse and worse, and the whole paper became a black ball.
Qiao Yu said, "What's wrong with you?" Is something wrong? ”
"Nope." She crumpled the newspaper and threw it away, and laid it out again, "I'm thinking about the fourth-level exam, you've all passed, I haven't passed yet, I'm really anxious to see that I'm graduating." ”
Qiao Yu said: "Then what kind of calligraphy do you practice, hurry up and memorize the words to practice listening!" ”
Su Siqi has indeed been worried about this matter recently, but she can't even practice calligraphy, how can she have the heart to review English! Sometimes Hou sat on the bed with headphones on to practice listening, but he didn't understand a word, and finally fell asleep. The grammar is also more and more chaotic, the hard-to-remember words are copied one line, and then the dictation is still confused, and I can't find anything.
She felt that Shen Mengqing was to blame, she was usually a person with a lot of self-control, but because of Shen Mengqing, she was so restless and didn't have the heart to do anything.
The man swaggered around the campus every day, swaggering through the market, always smiling crookedly at her, and casting an ambiguous gaze, that hazy, foggy gaze, to her was like an itch through her boots, unable to grasp the real key things. The more she didn't understand, the more she wanted to understand, but in fact, the answer was always there, but she chose to turn a blind eye.