Huang Zheng looked at the big lotus that was haggard like a handful of dry bones overnight, and he was comforted, but he didn't know where to start, this kind of thing, only empathy has the right to speak.

However, if Da Lian'er continues like this, sooner or later she will either die of depression or commit suicide, and she can't watch a fresh flower wither and wither in front of her eyes, right?

Huang Zheng sighed lightly, put the newly made "Xue Mei Niang" in his hand on Da Lian'er's side, and said softly: "Da Lian, you can eat some more, if you go on like this, you will starve to death, this is Xue Mei Niang specially made for you, it is very soft and fragrant." ”

Da Lian'er's head didn't even move, just looked at the distant mountains outside through the gap in the window.

In order to prevent Dalian from jumping off the building, Tong Gui nailed four wooden fences to the window before leaving, and instructed Huang Zheng to guard it every step during the day, and at night Tong Gui sneaked back to accompany him.

Huang Zheng followed the direction of Da Lian's eyes and saw a swallow returning, carrying a worm into the bird's nest, and the indifference in his eyes finally warmed up a little.

Huang Zheng breathed a sigh of relief, in Da Lian's heart, there is still a trace of love for life, right?

Huang Zheng climbed onto the bed, leaned side by side on the bed curtain with Da Lian, looked at the scenery outside, just watched quietly, accompanied quietly, listened to the birds and insects, and the two of them did not speak for a long time.

Huang Gong's intrusion broke the silence of the two, put a large basin of water on the ground, and said in a crisp voice: "Eldest sister, this is the cold water that my father asked me to bring in, and it can relieve the heat in the house." ”

Huang Zheng picked his big finger at Huang Zheng and asked quietly, "Gong'er, have you hurt these days?" Old man Lin's new medicine is easier to use? ”

Quan Er nodded, shook her head again and said: "This medicine hurt badly at the beginning, and it didn't hurt anymore after the pain, Doctor Lin said that this is bitter first and then not bitter, first painful and then not painful." ”

Huang Zheng nodded, the medicine has changed, indicating that Lin Lu has begun to study the treatment method for those schistosomes, and if the cause is found, Huang Zhengsheng has more hope.

Huang Gong smiled with satisfaction, jumped out of the house, and went to play with Ah Fu.

Huang Zheng turned his head and saw Da Lian'er looking at Huang Zheng's back in shock, knowing that Da Lian'er was the first time to see Huang Zheng who had a big belly, and said with a slight smile: "This is my own brother, he has a big belly, it's been almost seven months, if Lin Lu develops a method to cure the disease, he still has decades to live in the second half of his life; If Lin Lu couldn't develop a cure for his illness, the remaining month and a half would be his life. ”

Da Lian looked at the indifferent Huang Zheng suspiciously, and spit out a sentence for a long time: "You, don't you feel sorry for him?" ”

In Da Lian's opinion, Huang Zheng didn't cry for such a tragic encounter, and could indifferently talk about Huang Zheng's affairs, if he was telling other people's stories;

Huang Gong, who has just passed the age of seven, is also strange, knowing that he is going to die, but he always has a gentle smile on his face.

Huang Zheng pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, raised his little face, made his eyes less sour, and replied calmly: "Gong'er didn't grow up to the end of his life, my mother disappeared, that year, I was just eight years old, helping my rough father pull Gong'er together, until he was seven years old, we have long lived together, he is facing death, do you say I am distressed?" The only thing I can do is to make a lot of money so that he will not lose the opportunity to heal for the rest of his life; is to ask Lin Lu well, let him get the most delicate treatment, if there is still no chance to live, I can only make him happy for the rest of his life for a month and a half; It's easy to get a little hassle, he's also trying to make us happy, and there's nothing I can do about the rest. ”

Huang Zheng is really powerless, in modern times she has heard of schistosomiasis, there is no way to develop a radical cure, simply put, can only prevent, can not be cured, even if she is a doctor to cross over, I am afraid it is in vain, the only thing to do now is to believe in Lin Lu. But every time she remembered that the development method would cost countless lives in exchange, she was so sad that she couldn't sleep at night and couldn't live in pain.

Da Lian'er's eyes couldn't help but turn red, and she murmured, "But, is this happiness really happy?" If you are destined to be unhappy, why not die sooner to be freed? ”

Da Lian'er has heard that many patients with big belly disease can't bear the pain in the later stage, and there are many desperate ones who end their lives.

Huang Zheng shook his head lightly and said, "Da Lian'er, you are not a child, how do you know that he is not really happy now?" It is what kind of life people choose to live, not what kind of people life chooses, and your current pain is the result of your own choice, not what I brought you, not what Tong Gui brought you, not even what Liang Quan brought to you, it was your own choice, and no one else can replace it, unless, you yourself forget it. ”

"You talk nonsense! Why wasn't it the pain that Liang Quan brought me? He's a beast!! I will cut him with a thousand knives, and I will pull his body out of the earth and expose it for three days!! ”

Hearing what Huang Zheng meant, he didn't blame Liang Quan, Da Lian'er suddenly turned hideous, and beat Huang Zheng's chest desperately with her fist, as if Huang Zheng, who was still kind just now, became a heinous person like Liang Quan at this time.

It wasn't until Da Lian'er finished venting and her eyes flowed out that Huang Zheng's heart was half released, and the painful person let her vent out, and her emotions were relieved, and she would no longer drill the horns.

Huang Zheng hugged Da Lian'er tightly and said softly: "Da Lian'er, no matter how hateful Liang Quan is, he is already dead, he was killed by Tong Gui with a thousand knives, why did you use Liang Quan's mistakes to torture yourself and torture Tong Gui?" He doesn't care if your body is possessed or not, so why are you so persistent and refuse to let yourself go? ”

Da Lian'er's body curled up again, shook her head desperately and said, "I don't want to marry him, don't marry him, I want to die, I don't want to live......"

Huang Zheng sighed again, in Da Lian'er's deep-rooted thoughts, a woman should marry her beloved man cleanly, and there should be no half of filth.

She was about to get married, and she was full of longing for the bride, but before she got married, she was forcibly possessed by an old man comparable to her father's age.

What's even more terrifying is that the man is as cruel as a tiger, and he clearly dislikes and dislikes Da Lian, but he just wants her body, but it is conceivable that there is no pity for the jade at all, so that Da Lian is afraid that he will think that the man is a livestock in this life.

The double blow of body and mind stumbled Dalian from a girl floating in the clouds all the way into the dust, and fell into mud.

Tong Gui's proposal at this time is tantamount to making her relive her nightmare and make matters worse.

Huang Zheng frowned, and simply got straight to the point: "If you don't want to marry, you won't marry, if you want to die, you will commit suicide, no one will stop you, but you have to pay off the debt you owe, right?" Otherwise, Lord Yama will punish you. ”