"Lin An, are you pitying me for being a victim of my family?" Ma Siluo said self-deprecatingly: "Actually, it's not like this, I also wanted to resist in the past, but when I was about to graduate and was about to explain my mind to him, I found that he had been hiding a person in his heart for many years." ”

When Ma Siluo said this, Xia Lin'an's heart chuckled, she raised her eyes to look at Ma Siluo, and got affirmation from Ma Siluo's eyes.

"He likes you, doesn't he?" Ma Siluo said lightly.

Her voice was ethereal, farther and nearer, and she felt no emotion in her words, as bland and tasteless as boiled water.

"Because he's ...... seniors Even in the face of many talented and beautiful girls confessing to him, he coldly refused. I had guessed the reason a long time ago, but I had never seen that person appear, so I deceived myself into telling myself that that person didn't exist. ”

"It wasn't until I met you, at your family's family dinner, when I looked at the way he looked at you, that I realized that I had met that person a long time ago." Ma Siluo looked at Xia Lin'an's eyes and said firmly.

Xia Lin'an moved her lips, wanting to open her mouth to explain her relationship with Xia Yansi to Ma Siluo, but was interrupted by Ma Siluo: "Listen to me first, Lin'an." ”

Xia Lin'an saw that Ma Siluo's eyes were pleading, her heart hurt inexplicably, and she nodded in a ghostly manner.

Ma Siluo took a deep breath, as if holding his courage, and told the events of that night: "I feel very happy after reuniting with my senior, even if he no longer recognizes me, even after learning some heart-wrenching truths, I am very content. ”

"That night I saw him drunk outside, and the lonely appearance made me feel distressed. But then someone drugged him in wine, and when I found him, he was delirious. ”

Xia Lin'an's eyes widened in shock, his eyes were full of incredulity and disbelief, and there was a little ...... Explore?

Ma Siluo admitted in Xia Lin'an's inquiring gaze: "That's right, we had a relationship. ”

"But......" Ma Siluo paused, her eyes were foggy, she took a deep breath and said: "What broke my heart was not to learn that the person he liked was you, but that he clearly told me after having sex that he could compensate me for everything, except marriage." ”

Ma Siluo's words brought a great shock to Xia Lin'an, the amount of information was too much, her brain couldn't turn around, and the whole person forgot how to react.

Ma Siluo raised his hand to wipe the moistness from the corner of his eyes, and continued: "I didn't intend to make him responsible, but after hearing him say that, I ...... I felt very sad in my heart, and I couldn't help but want to cry......"

Ma Siluo bit his lower lip fiercely, and his good complexion, which was originally disguised by makeup, suddenly turned pale, and the whole person looked very bad.

Xia Linan asked worriedly: "Siluo, are you okay now?" She reached out to grab Ma Siluo's wrist, but Ma Siluo dodged her.

"I'm fine." Ma Siluo subconsciously covered his wrist, wanting to cover up.

However, at that moment, Xia Lin'an saw the white gauze on Ma Siluo's wrist that was blocked by clothes.

Xia Lin'an was shocked, and she vaguely guessed what it was. Ma Siluo's emotions, Ma Siluo's face, and Ma Siluo's wounds, as long as they are connected, it is not difficult for her to guess the cause and effect of the matter.

However, Xia Lin still didn't want to know the truth of the matter, which was like that.

Ma Siluo seemed to want to avoid Xia Lin'an from finding out, and deliberately changed the topic: "Do you know what happened later?" ”

"What?" Xia Lin'an was indeed diverted by Ma Siluo, because what happened later was what Xia Lin'an was eager to know.

Ma Siluo glanced at the square outside the window, the music fountain had stopped, her heart twitched, she suddenly felt pain, eased her breath, and said, "Later, my parents found it." ”

In Xia Lin'an's surprise, Ma Siluo continued to tell the unforgettable scene of that night: "There were many people outside the room at that time, I only remember that after my father walked in, he was very angry and wanted to beat me, but was stopped by the senior, and then it was a negotiation between the parents of both sides. ”

Xia Linan could vaguely guess what was going on, Xia Shixun wanted to force Xia Yansi to be responsible for Ma Siluo, but Xia Yansi refused, which was also what Xia Linan heard after returning to Xia's house.

Ma Siluo said in a sad voice: "I know that the senior said that he would be responsible for me in his words was actually forced by Uncle Xia, and my parents saw that he was actually heartless and ruthless to me. ”

Ma Siluo paused for a moment, as if recalling, and then said: "So, my parents put me under house arrest in the room when they got home that night, and immediately arranged a marriage for me. ”

Xia Lin'an's whole person was messy, she didn't expect Ma Siluo to experience so much after she went back.

Ma Siluo saw Xia Lin'an's gaze looking at him with a little pity, so he shook his head and smiled: "Lin'an, don't look at me like that, I don't need anyone's pity." ”

Then, Ma Siluo continued: "Maybe I used to accept my parents' arrangement to start a family with a stranger, but now, I suddenly changed my mind, even if I can't be with the person I like, I don't mind being alone for the rest of my life, and I don't want to live with others." ”

As long as the person she loves is happy, even if she has to endure a lifetime of loneliness, she doesn't care.

Xia Lin'an seemed to hear what Ma Siluo did to rebel against his parents, so he asked tentatively: "So you went to find my brother, right?" ”

Ma Siluo was stunned for a moment, her eyes gradually turned red, as if she recalled that morning, it was only a few days in the past, but she felt that the time was so long that it seemed like several years had passed.

Ma Siluo nodded his head and said in a very soft voice: "Yes, I found him, very impulsive and stupid." ”

Ma Siluo had such a relationship with Xia Yansi, and she didn't regret it, but she impulsively ran out of the hospital to find Xia Yansi, which made her extremely annoyed and frustrated.

Because she has affected him and tied the happiness of his life to herself, she shouldn't have done that.

Ma Siluo's emotions were on the verge of a critical point, and she pulled her hands at each other, trying to hold back her emotions.

Xia Lin reached out to soothe the back of Ma Siluo's pale hand with faint green tendons, and comforted her silently.

Ma Siluo muttered: "I'm sorry for him, I didn't mean that......"