The new book "A Lifetime of Empty Joy" has made a bold attempt, the first attempt is in the first person, as if the general third-person book can be eaten, but the first-person writing makes me inexplicably cool and crooked; The second attempt is to write ancient sayings, the history is not very good, so I have not dared to try ancient sayings, after writing I feel that my imagination is indeed a little novel, very fulfilling, but at the same time very nervous, because I am very worried about whether you will accept it, there are deficiencies I hope you will bear with me, thank you.

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Desperately escaped from the Yin family's Shura field back to the palace, I desperately want to see Yuan Ji, the mother clan was wiped out overnight, my world is only him, I want him to warm me, I want him to comfort me, I want him to love me.

However, I didn't expect that when I pushed open the palace door to greet me, it was a dazzling red, just like the blood of the Yin family, which made me panic.

I grabbed a little maid and asked what was going on in the palace.

It turned out that Yuanji married a concubine again, this time marrying a woman who is very similar to Gardenia, reigning for five years, in order to hide people's eyes and ears and protect me, he married almost all the women in the country who are similar to Gardenia into the harem.

He said: "Linglong, if you can't bear it, you will make a big plan, if you know the general situation, you will naturally understand me." ”

He said, "Linglong, you believe me, I'm just playing with them, and I just want to be happy with you." ”

He said, "Linglong, this is just a way to protect you, so that those with ulterior motives will not hit you with their ideas. ”

And now, I kind of doubt that he really loves me as much as he says he does. In the past, the concubines were issued in front of the palace, and they were directly carried into the palace by a sedan chair, and then became the exquisite decoration in the harem.

But this one is obviously different, she turned out to be the number of gifts that Ming Media is marrying, and the scene is magnificent, no less than the day Yuan Ji and I got married.

I comforted myself that maybe it was another play by Yuan Ji to appease the minister, but at night, he didn't come to me, which made me feel uneasy.

"Sixth son, are you going to ask the emperor if he is in the imperial study?"

I didn't expect the news that the sixth son brought back turned out to be that the emperor stayed at Concubine Xian, Concubine Xian, who was the new concubine who was most like Gardenia.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that something is wrong, is Yuan Ji really moved by others? I don't want to take a look.

"Mother, don't go any further."

The guards and Gonggong Wu stopped me together, that Gonggong Wu is a confidant who has always followed the emperor, at this moment he sees me as if he sees a ghost, but one of my hearts is on Yuanji, completely ignoring how wrong the expression on Gonggong Wu's face is. I only know that his obstruction made me understand that Yuanji is indeed here.

"Grandpa Wu, I promise, I'm just looking at it from a distance, and I won't disturb the emperor." I begged, knowing that I already had the answer in my heart, but I still wanted to confirm with my own eyes whether Yuan Ji really wanted to betray me.

Gonggong Wu hesitated, I quickly knelt down and begged him, and he immediately panicked. I gave Ah Ming a look, and while the guards and Gonggong Wu were stunned, I ran towards Concubine Xian's Hehuan Hall with my skirt in my arms.

Before I could reach the door, my ears suddenly buzzed, and my heart was pierced and sank.

Approaching, I heard Yuan Ji's coaxing, and after a while, Concubine Xian seemed to ease up, and said playfully: "You can only be good to me alone in this life." ”

"You're so well-behaved, I can't wait to give you all the pampering in the world!"

The two voices mixed together, and inexplicably burrowed into my cochlea, mixed with the buzzing tinnitus, which made me cry.

Five years ago, on the night of my wedding with Yuan Jida, when I almost fainted, he also hugged me like this, gently coaxing me, he said that Gardenia is dead, he only has me now, from now on, he will love me well, accompany me well, and let me enjoy the supreme favor in this world, which belongs to the emperor's peerless pet.

Is that how he spoils me?

Dressed in a white undershirt, I hid under the window and listened all night.

I don't know when there is an extra cloak on my body, it is Ah Ming who is here. The night passed, and Gonggong Wu and the guards did not embarrass her anymore.

Ah Ming looked at me with an unbearable expression, "Niangniang, let's go back to the palace." ”

I nodded blankly, my legs were a little soft and numb after squatting all night, Ah Ming helped me to move to the door, but the door opened from the inside.

Yuan Ji walked out of it, I called him the emperor, the tone was much calmer than I imagined, I lowered my head, I didn't see Yuan Ji's stunned expression, I only heard him cough lightly, "Why did you come here early in the morning?" The tone was still as considerate as usual, and the sweetness of the past rushed into my heart, and I suddenly had a sour nose, hugged him tightly regardless of etiquette, and said sullenly in his chest: "The concubine misses the emperor." ”

At this moment, what concubine, what Yin family, I want to forget, I only want Yuanji, I only want him, only his arms make me feel at ease.

Yuan Ji smiled, helplessly but doting: "Silly girl." ”

He always likes to call me a stupid girl, I'm stupid, and I only show him stupid. He didn't know that every time he shouted at me like this, even the biggest resentment in my heart could be forgotten, but someone didn't want me to feel better.

"Yo, it's my sister here. The concubine has seen her sister. ”

I reluctantly withdrew from Yuan Ji's arms, "Concubine Xian is polite." Concubine Xian smiled at me, and the moment I saw her face clearly, the blood on her face disappeared instantly.

If her aura wasn't so sharp, I would have thought it was Gardenia back.

Concubine Xian didn't know why: "Why does my sister look at me like this?" ”

I was a little embarrassed, it was really rude to stare at a person like this, I dodged and said, "No, it's nothing, just looking at Concubine Xian, I suddenly remembered an old man." ”

I clearly caught a glimpse of Yuanji's clenched fists because of my words, and my heart sank.

Concubine Xian also clearly saw that something was wrong with Yuan Ji, but she still asked me with a smile: "Oh, what kind of old man is it?" ”

I squinted, the hypocritical smiling tiger. I meanly said: "It's better not to ask, Concubine Xian, otherwise you will definitely be the one who will be sad in the end." "I'm kind, Gardenia's name is an indelible scar on Yuan Ji's heart, if Concubine Xian knows that she is a stand-in, I don't know if she will hide and cry like other unfavored concubines.

However, I thought too much, and Concubine Xian only pretended to be surprised and covered her mouth: "Really? If my sister is not mistaken, it is you who hid outside the window and was sad all night. ”

I changed my face suddenly, I didn't expect Concubine Xian to give me such a merciless dismount on the first day I entered the palace, I looked at Yuan Ji with red eyes. He provoked all this.

Yuan Ji was really angry, "Concubine Xian, pay attention to your words and identity!" How can you resist the concubine? If it weren't for the kindness and generosity of the concubine who didn't care about you, you would think you would still be standing here now. ”

"The Emperor~"

"Someone came, Concubine Xian didn't know the rules, she committed the following offenses, collided with the concubine, was punished for copying the Diamond Sutra ten times, and was grounded for five days, during which no one was allowed to visit without my permission."

Yuan Ji took me away, I turned around and picked the corners of my mouth at Concubine Xian, I didn't know the situation and fought with me. Oh, don't do it!

Yuan Ji protected me and gave me the confidence to be pampered and arrogant.

I pestered him to accompany me out of the palace, and if he made me angry, I would ask him to take me out of the palace, and my anger disappeared before I knew it when I walked around the lively street market.