Three hundred and eight
It's not that Li Ran's heart is cold, it's that after he returned home, his adoptive parents were already old, and he felt that his brothers and sisters had long been inseparable.
And the brothers and sisters have already married and started a family, have their own children, they are an elder brother, and the younger brother is like an outsider when he goes back, occasionally staying for two days, and it seems to be close to each other, but after chatting for a long time, he can feel that the thoughts between the two people have long been different.
This is a fact that cannot be changed, and after all these years of going out, I have become an outsider.
It's a little ridiculous to say, it was originally brought back, and it's really an outsider.
Li Ran knows what kind of distance everyone should keep, so he has always maintained such a relationship, he clearly understands it in his heart, but he never shows it to people outside.
Perhaps this is the dignity that adults maintain, rest the world in their hearts, install a fence, and never let anyone have the possibility of stepping into it once.
And the rest......
Li Ran is difficult to distinguish, such a mood, his biological mother is considered to know, but he just knows, he really can't get close, the other party doesn't have this thought, he doesn't have that plan, even if they nod slightly, they feel a little hypocritical when they meet each other.
And Qing Yuexiang, I can't help but say that there is a deep relationship between the two people, Qing Yuexiang is the person who sends charcoal in the snow, which brings him hope, completely dispels the darkness around him, and gives him the only way to survive.
But... The two of them are of the same age, and they can only be said to be subordinate to each other, but they also clearly know that they are friends.
But there is no way to give yourself a kiss at this moment, there is no way, any experience, the other party is a high-ranking prince, and he can still hold such a scale.
Li Ran has been fighting so much at the bottom, those colors can still be understood, some systems know how to grasp them, and they usually talk and fight inside, which is acceptable.
It can also reflect that the relationship between them is excellent and more reassuring.
But there are some who are closer, but I can't touch them, it's a direct relationship between superiors and subordinates, it's a relationship between friends, but I can't be closer.
As for Ah Qi, in fact, it has only gotten better in recent years, the two of them have always been competitors when they were young, and the original plan was that only one person would stay, and the others would be expelled, and they didn't make any name and stayed by the prince's side.
Li Ran has been pondering since he was young, how the word expulsion was written, how it was said, what it meant, whether it was simply driven out, or whether he walked away from this understanding.
He was very scared and scared, but he was always grateful to the prince, and at the same time, he spread such a fear to his side, not only the two of them, but the two of them were the strongest opponents, such as peers were really good, among their batch, only the two of them were the most delicate one.
It's because it's just as powerful, so there will be some, and the opposing side has set up a defense, going back to seize the only spot.
The competition between each other has long been confused, a lot of blood and rain, but not on the surface, they are like a mirror in their hearts, but they have never said it.
It's just that there are some things to say and not to say, so what's the many?
The estrangement in their hearts has been left a long time ago, which means that they can only stop at the stage of friends, and it is impossible to take any further steps, but in the hearts of the two of them, there is no way to go down, and they almost took away themselves, lucky people, to be friends, is already magnanimous, how is it possible, there are any other choices.
It's just that after so many years of life and death together, we have gone down together, but we have cut off the original run-in, but in the end, it is still a decision, staying in the stage of friends, there are some things that everyone understands in their hearts and will not touch them.
Both of them are smart people, so they usually don't seem to have a high IQ, and the things they do are not very clever, but they are indeed able to understand the troubles between the world, the various details of human nature, and each of them has experienced the vicious transformation.
Li Ran didn't get too close to anyone, only he would occasionally eat something and make some friends, just a few words of giggling on the surface, but he still didn't dig deeper, but at this moment, he seemed to have experienced the kind of scene that he hadn't experienced for too long.
He forgot about the person opposite, his eyes were as soft as possible, but he seemed to have forgotten how to be soft, and his expression just looked at the person opposite in a daze.
Lin Guyu looked at the other side, and he seemed to feel a little strange, but after thinking about it, the other party was straightforward and really cute, although he didn't have much contact, he did have a straightforward personality.
Although some don't know how to read people's faces, but it's really a straightforward character, maybe it's just for the bread in my heart, and I haven't been interrupted by myself and I'm thinking about how to say it.
Reaching out and scratching his nose, with some embarrassment, "Ahem, I didn't mean to swallow my anger." ”
Lin Guyu didn't care about this matter, so naturally he didn't want to, he wanted to trouble the other party to find trouble for someone, what he didn't care about, why should he be angry about this matter, overall, he just felt a little trivial.
"I don't like to drink hot tea, it's really warm hands, but it's the middle of the night, I don't get up on weekdays, even if I get up, a little bit, what is cold? Why bother? ”
Li Ran listened to the other party calmly, as if he didn't care about anything, and there was a little impulse in his heart, he didn't care so much before, he just thought that he had a friend who met in Pingshui, and it was okay to say it.
Later, this person got mixed up with too many people who cared about him, and it was inevitable that he would pay more attention to it.
It's something I've never really cared about, so sometimes I pay more attention to myself, look at that sign more, and just classify myself as looking at each other's faces, which is so beautiful.
It was much better after the disfigurement.
So it can only be said that there is a layer of cold shell on his heart, just like the water droplets, which freeze into ice day by day, and it is difficult to walk in, but at this time, he is outside, and it is said that there is a trace of sunshine warm, not very hot, but little by little, it hits the shell set up in his heart.
Tearing through one of his defenses, it went straight to his heart, the former softness.
Li Ran also used to be a person who knew cold and heat, and knew the existence of hurting people.
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