CHAPTER 40
Li Yiran stood up, still swaying, "Lin Guhua, she will naturally wake up in two days, there is nothing special, it's just to let her sleep a few more days, don't worry, I don't have the courage yet, if something really happens, I can't afford it, but I want her to miss the flower viewing conference." ”
Speaking of these words, he was naturally calm, after all, at this time, there was nothing left to take care of, and he looked left and right, but there was more of a kind of ridicule.
"Ringu rain." Li Yiran muttered the name, "I have to say that it is really a good name, Lin Guhua once told me that it was a drop of rain from the forest, under the valley, what an abyss in this context, how quiet, it seems to have nothing to do with people." ”
Lin Guyu doesn't have much opinion on such an evaluation, after all, his name actually doesn't have such a deep concept, it's just the twenty-four solar terms.
[That is, you don't care if you are wide and fat, this is obviously not a good word, why don't you go to your heart? ] 】
Is it? Why do I sound like it's good, isn't it good?
[This means that you are not close to people and do not eat the fireworks of the world. 】
Have it? Why didn't I see it, but isn't it a good word not to eat fireworks in the world?
[I can't really talk to people like you, really. 】
Li Yiran lowered her head, "Lin Guhua once told me that why can't I compare to Lin Guyu in anything, I can't compare to Lin Guyu in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and I am a little worse in poetry and songs, why is it always like this, it seems that everything is Lin Guyu's." ”
You're welcome!
Lin Guyu was quite happy to hear such words, but looking at the atmosphere around him, he was not embarrassed to say it.
[It's not you, what are you polite here? 】
Anyway, that sounds pretty nice, doesn't it?
Li Yiran continued: "Every time I hear such words, I feel extremely ridiculous, Lin Guhua, I really don't know how to be blessed in the blessings, I have so much, and I still say here, I really don't know how others live?" ”
She said that she smiled a little recently, "At her age, I have to start thinking about how to eat enough, how to eat the next meal, but she is here with me to play chess, calligraphy and painting?" Do you want to blame me for not bothering me? Haha, what are you thinking? ”
Li Yiran had a lot of incredulity on his face, more like a kind of sadness, "I really don't understand, and I hate it more and more, as if he is showing off something in front of me, I really can't get used to seeing that face, but I have no choice but to watch." ”
At this time, she looked at Lin Gudao, "But I still say that, I don't have that much courage, and I definitely don't dare, do anything, just sleep a few more days, let her miss a flower viewing conference, in this way, for her life, has changed." ”
Lin Gudao glanced at her, the deep meaning of the severe cold, maybe even he couldn't help himself, he pondered clearly, "Is this true?" ”
Li Yiran nodded, looking at him with an indifferent smile on his face, "What's there to lie about, you let me wait for two days." ”
She looked at the other side, as if she had some faith expressions, but she didn't care anymore, but instead looked down at Li Ran, "You... It's really not the right time for you to appear, why did you come out again at this time? Why let others know? Wouldn't you just keep it hidden from the beginning? ”
When Li Ran heard this, he was a little dazed, he raised his head but didn't dare to look directly at it, and lowered his head slightly.
Li Yiran choked sadly: "It was agreed that as long as I had a child, I would take me away immediately, but I had been gone, did you show up, and when I was disheartened and planned to accept the status quo, you suddenly appeared, he came back again, and said that he would take me away and let me wait for a while, but after that, there was no news until eight months." ”
She has a lot of complaints in her heart, she has never had the opportunity to say it before, but now that she has come to this point, she naturally has something, that is, nothing to say, there is nothing to hide.
I can't say what kind of emotions I have in my heart, the child who has been thinking about it for so many years, when he appears in front of him, he really doesn't have much closeness, but more like seeing his own life.
"Do you know how much impact my life has had after you appeared, you know that at that time, I couldn't afford to support you at all, and you knew that I couldn't even support myself."
Li Ran just looked at all this suddenly, and even nodded, he couldn't help but hide back twice, and said quietly: "But these are not my choices, I didn't make any decisions, besides, I really have a family, and the two of us don't know much about each other." ”
When Li Yiran heard such words, he nodded, turned around and walked to the table, and picked up his box.
After looking at the silver ticket inside, it was not less, so he put it away with peace of mind, and glanced back at everyone, "I will live here for a few days, I will never go out in my previous yard, you can watch people guard, don't worry." ”
She said this sentence and turned away, without any nostalgia, what sadness and grievances she had before, and Li Ran's emotions didn't seem to exist anymore.
Lin Gudao watched her leave, sighed deeply, and looked at Li Ran, who was still at a loss for what to do, "You... Alas, although you didn't know about this at first, it was still wrong in the end. ”
"Understood." Li Ran was already stupid at this time, and nodded to himself, "I will leave immediately, no, I will leave now." ”
He immediately wanted to get up after saying this, but when he reached the door, he hesitated slightly, glanced back, and quietly picked up the paper on the ground.
He stretched the crumpled paper with all his might, and looked at the blurred words on it, he just tilted his head, and did not say anything, but folded the paper twice, put it in his clothes, and looked back at the two people who saluted deeply before walking away.
Lin Gudao sighed, "Li Ran is better than her." ”
After that, he shook his head, as if he seemed to be much older at that moment.
Lin Guyu couldn't hear clearly, what he should have said at this time, just went over, patted the other party's shoulder gently, and turned around and walked out of the room, and the moment he stepped out of the door, there seemed to be a sigh behind him.
And Li Ran stumbled all the way to the gate, he looked back deeply, and still walked out resolutely, shaking on the street.
I don't know how long I walked, but I turned around and walked into an alley.
"Lord Wang."