535 I just want to hug you
That night, Qin Sen didn't leave.
Of course, Su Siqi was against him staying.
But the man said: "Those people know where you live, maybe they will come back again, you choose two paths, either I stay, or you follow me." ”
Su Siqi thought about it for a long time, but decided to stay. After all, she wasn't very familiar with Qin Sen yet, how could she go with him casually?
Su Siqi lives in a small suite with a bedroom and a living room, with a separate bathroom and kitchen, the lock of the room door has long been broken, and it has not been repaired, I think it is unnecessary, where would I think that one day a man who is not familiar with it will come to sleep at home?
The sofa in the living room was short, and Qin Sen couldn't stretch her legs when she lay down, which reminded her that a long time ago, when she was still in S City, Shen Mengqing lived in her house for a few days, sleeping on the sofa, and her legs couldn't be straightened, it seemed that the height of the two of them should be about the same.
Seeing Qin Sen's tall body curled up on the sofa, Su Siqi was a little embarrassed, "Why don't you sleep on the bed, I'll sleep on the sofa." ”
Qin Sen sneered, "You have to sleep here, I'm afraid you're still dreaming if you're taken away by those people in the middle of the night and three nights." ”
Su Siqi said: "What if they come in from the balcony? Got me taken away, you're still dreaming. ”
Qin Sen frowned slightly, and thought for a moment, "What you said also makes sense, it seems that I can only protect myself." ”
"What do you mean?"
"It means that where you are, I am. That's all it takes. ”
"I sleep in a bed, and you sleep in a bed too?"
The man nodded with a smirk.
"Think beautifully!" Su Siqi wanted to roll her eyes at him, but after thinking about it, she paused and asked the man, "Can I trust you?" Like that night in the storeroom? ”
"Of course, do you want me to swear?" The man raised his right hand.
Su Siqi pressed his hand down, "That's not necessary, trust is built up slowly, to be honest, the lock on my room door is broken, don't sleepwalk in the wrong place at night." ”
The man smiled and nodded, since he hugged her, there was a smile on his face, Su Siqi was not so scared, and her attitude towards him was the same as usual, but she didn't dare to be too presumptuous.
She took a thin quilt from the room and gave it to him, and then went into the room to sleep.
Qin Sen is not sleepy at all, thanks to the blessing of those little thieves, he can finally spend the night at the woman's house justifiably, but he is still almost on fire, his goal is to sleep in the same bed with her, that is called consummation.
Looking around, the house was old and shabby, but she was warmly furnished, cleverly covering the dilapidated places with all sorts of simple decorations.
The house was full of flowers, and it was no wonder that as soon as he entered, he smelled a scent, some in buckets, some in bottles, and some in pots. Some were about to wither, some were still vibrant, all of them were red moon seasons of one color, he looked at it, and suddenly remembered that this should be the nine hundred and ninety-nine moon seasons he gave her last time.
I thought she should throw it away in a few days, but she didn't expect to keep these flowers to the maximum extent in various ways - the flowers he gave her!
His heart seemed to be filled with honey, sweet, this feeling had not been felt for a long time, and for a while he was a little overwhelmed, and he looked at those flowers stupidly.
A woman's voice came from the room: "Qin Sen, remember to turn off the lights when you sleep." ”
The man answered, looked at the humble room, and suddenly his eyes were hot, he turned off the light, put his hand over his eyes, and did not put it down for a long time.
Since the day she met him, she has been carefully cared for by him, even in the years when she lost her memory, she lived in an apartment with a housekeeper, drove an SUV of more than 200,000 yuan to swagger through the city, not to mention food and clothing. When have you ever suffered this kind of hardship, and you are afraid of electricity even if you light a lamp.
It's his fault, it's his debt to her. Before he came back, he thought that he must compensate her and take good care of her, but today after he came back, she was slapped by others.
It seems that the anger that has been suppressed for several years suddenly bursts out, Luo Xu is right, he is venting, venting his anger, his thoughts, his helplessness, his pain......
The anguish in his heart was too deep, and once he found the exit, he didn't care about it, he just vented his anger, but he didn't expect to scare her. In her eyes, he was now a murderous person. It was because of this that she didn't dare to kick him out.
Qin Sen smiled bitterly in the darkness and slowly opened his eyes, but there was liquid sliding from the corners of his eyes, slowly seeping into his hair.
He didn't sleep much all night, and several times he got up and walked to her door, wanting to push the door in, but thinking about the woman's earnest gaze: "I can trust you, right?" ”
He knew he had to gain her trust first, and the treasury had done well that night, but the closer he got to her, the more his heart could not be stilled. He misses her, wants her, longs for her, wants to ask for it, wants to feel her existence truly. He had never thought of it like this, once that thought took root, it would immediately sprout and break through the ground, and instantly grow into a towering tree, which was tormenting him every minute and every second.
His sanity, calmness, and self-control all ran away without a trace at this moment.
Qin Sen sat up anxiously and put his hand in his hair, but the door creaked open at this moment.
He looked up, but the woman didn't see him, didn't turn on the light, and groped her way to the bathroom by a little dim light outside the window.
The man sat motionless in the dark, like a statue.
Su Siqi was nervous before going to bed, drank too much water, and as a result, she had to get up at night, she was a little confused, habitually touched the bathroom, entered the door and turned on the light, as soon as the light was on, she remembered that there was still someone at home, so she tried not to make any movement, and flushing and washing hands was also light.
Turning off the light and going out, she stood by the door and adjusted to the darkness before feeling her way into the room.
Suddenly, a warm embrace came to her back, and the man's big hands wrapped around her waist.
Su Siqi was so frightened that her breathing was stagnant, her heartbeat stopped, and she was suffocated, and after a while, she gasped loudly, her voice was anxious and afraid: "You, you said I could, I believe you." ”
"I won't move you," the man put his head in her shoulder socket, his breath spraying into her neck, hot and itchy, and his voice was hoarse and lazy, "I just want to hug you, just for a while." ”
Su Siqi's whole person was frozen, and she didn't dare to move. There was darkness all around, and she stood in the darkness at a loss.
He hugged him for a while and didn't let go, probably because his arms were too warm and his breathing was too soft, or maybe she had a certain sense of familiarity with his arms, Su Siqi gradually quieted down, her breathing was steady, and the sleepiness hit again, and she was a little confused. But the man still didn't let go.
She suspected that the man was asleep, his breathing was light and even, she patted the hand around her waist and muttered, "I'm sleepy." ”
The man immediately answered her: "I'll carry you to sleep." ”
She wanted to say no, but her body was already in the air, and he carried her into the room, and because she was unfamiliar, she hit her feet twice in the dark, but he didn't say a word, and finally put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.
As soon as Su Siqi got on the bed, she automatically rolled into the quilt, only to feel that something soft was brushing on her forehead, light and fast, like a dragonfly touching water, but she was too sleepy, and she felt that it was her own illusion in a daze.
The man stood quietly by the bed for a while, then went to the bathroom, stayed in it for a long time, and then boiled water to take a shower. Put on your clothes and lie down on the couch.
The luminous hand of the watch on his wrist pointed to two o'clock in the morning, but he did not feel sleepy. Eyes open and staring at the darkness of nothingness.
Through the wall, she slept peacefully inside, and he stood guard outside.
He remembered a long time ago, when she was still amnesiac, and he spent a few nights at her house. One day he secretly touched her bed in the dark, but she didn't notice it, and he didn't dare to be presumptuous, just quietly hugged her to sleep. When she woke up in the morning, she was careful to sneak away by herself. Remembering that scene, he couldn't help but smile.
But now, he doesn't have that kind of courage, he is afraid of waking up in the morning to see Su Siqi frowning at him. After a few years of separation, they have become too much, she does not dare to get close to him, he cannot control her, they need to get to know each other again.
In the morning, Su Siqi's biological clock woke up on time, and there was still half a minute before the alarm clock went off, she stretched her waist, turned off the alarm clock setting, rubbed her eyes and jumped out of bed.
Quietly opening the door, the man was still curled up on the sofa and fell asleep quietly.
She stepped back, changed her clothes, and went downstairs lightly.
Five minutes after she was gone, the man opened his eyes, and he slept in the morning, but suddenly woke up without warning, and he was quiet, and saw that the door of her room was open, and when he walked over, there was no one on the bed.
His heart skipped a beat, and he really took people away under his nose?
The room is very small, almost at a glance, there is no kitchen and bathroom balcony, he was standing on the balcony and was about to turn around, when he suddenly saw a familiar figure downstairs jogging, his heartbeat gradually calmed down, there was a smile in his eyes, she was running in the morning.
Su Siqi was running, and when she heard footsteps behind her, she didn't care, she was not the only one in the community who ran in the morning.
The person behind her caught up with her, "You didn't say hello when you came out, I thought you were captured." ”
Su Siqi glanced at him: "Look at you sleeping soundly, where do you dare to scratch." ”
The man gave her a meaningful look, "You can tickle me at any time." ”
Su Siqi laughed: "Don't talk so much, what about three or four o'clock in the morning?" ”
"It's available 24 hours a day."
Su Siqi's eyes rolled for a moment, and before she could open her mouth, she laughed first, Qin Sen knew that it wouldn't be a good thing when she looked like that, and sure enough, she coughed and said, "You don't want to be scratched when you're exercising in bed, right?" ”
Qin Sen understood what she meant, "Of course I don't want to. He paused, and his voice was soft: "But the only person who does bed exercise with me is you, and I like you to tickle me very much." ”
Su Siqi's face turned red all of a sudden, and she didn't know which tendon was wrong with her, so she actually made such a meat joke with him early in the morning, and ended up wrapping herself in.
Now Su Siqi was not polite to him, and snorted him: "Hooligans!" ”