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Ye Wenyu finally understood that after three years of getting along, she had a feeling of white hair like new for Lin Tingfeng. It turned out that she didn't know anything about him, she didn't know anything about him, she was like a stranger, whether he was a good person or a bad person, she still couldn't tell the difference stupidly!

The trust at the beginning slowly collapsed because of the trivial things that followed.

In his eyes, she was made of crystal glass, and it was clear at a glance, but in her eyes, he was the night, and no matter how closely he looked at it, he knew nothing.

Lin Tingfeng's face sank, waiting for her to answer, today, if she didn't give him a reasonable reason, he would never agree to their breakup.

Realizing this, Ye Wenyu's heart was pounding like a drum, her palms were sweating wildly, and her two hands began to hold the coffee cup tightly in order to control the spasms. The little white coffee cup was almost deformed under her terrible force.

Lin Tingfeng's face was gloomy, and he looked at her quietly, although his heart was very hurt and extremely flustered.

After a long silence, Ye Wenyu accumulated courage like Haijin absorbing water, and finally gritted his teeth, stabilized his emotions, raised his head, and said to Lin Tingfeng: "The reason why I want to break up is because, on the first day I was with you, I thought about leaving you. The implication is that this is what she has always planned, and she only brought it up today.

Freezing three feet, not a day's cold, this is her three-year longing.

Lin Tingfeng was stunned for a moment, only to feel that in an instant, all the blood on his body "banged", all the soles of his feet were gone, his hands and feet began to become cold, his brain was blank, and the surroundings were quiet, he didn't know where he was, and the people and things around him also retreated and disappeared.

It took a long time for his limbs to warm up, and thoughts and feelings returned to him.

He understands that Xiaoyu is a particularly arrogant girl, and he also knows that any girl who can be admitted to Q University is absolutely pretentious, such a girl, if it weren't for fate and being forced by life, would never agree to be with him and be his underground lover.

This is also the reason why he made up his mind to divorce.

So Ye Wenyu's reason, Lin Tingfeng believed it a little and accepted it.

Seeing that the expression on Lin Tingfeng's face softened a little, Ye Wenyu had some courage, she didn't dare to look at his eyes, lowered her head, and said quickly in a hoarse voice: "Tingfeng, I have been with you for three years, and I have been living in humiliation. I am very scared every day, worried that others will find out my true identity, I am also very uneasy, worried that others will laugh and scold me for being a junior, I am also very guilty, I feel that I am destroying other people's families, worried that your wife will beat me, worried that your children will scold me. ”

Her voice trembled, like leaves in the wind, as if the café was not heated, and the cold air outside infected her, she slowed down before continuing to say softly, "I have nightmares almost every day, I live in guilt and self-blame. I'm not born to be a junior, I think I'm doing bad things, I want to live a fair and righteous life, I've had enough of these three years, I'm tired, I want to change my way of life——"

The snow was blowing outside, and soon, the car was piled up into a white steamed bun, and the road became a sandwich, white on both sides and black in the middle.

He understood what she meant, she was saying that she didn't want to be a street rat, everyone shouted and beaten, and she was a white swan who longed for respect and freedom in her bones.

Lin Tingfeng remembered the last time it snowed heavily, he was downstairs, stupid, like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, ordering the driver to build a snowman with him, just to let her get up and see the two snowmen for the first time, it was him and her, hand in hand, and they would go on forever, with white heads until they were old.

Now, I finally understand how stupid I am!

She doesn't love him, if she loves him, she will see what he has done for her, and he has changed a lot for her.

Love is the floating lamp of flowing water, the least stable thing, but he wants to hold it in his hand all the time, the Bible says "love is like chasing the wind", once when she was by his side, he arrogantly expressed his disbelief, but now, he has accepted it a little, and a sense of powerlessness hits him like a tide, almost suffocating him.

Love is an asymptote line, which can only be approached forever, but cannot be reached. Love is a legendary ghost that has only been heard of, but not seen.

Lin Tingfeng was silent, he believed in her, and fully accepted this reason, he suddenly seemed to be twenty years old, his back that was originally straight like a hammer slowly bent down, he looked down at her, his expression was very tired, he said to her sadly: "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I know you, I know you, I know-"

Ye Wenyu's eyes were also red, these words were also true, she had indeed been living a very tired and humiliating life.

But what forced her to leave him was that she no longer trusted him.

Trust is like an eggshell, very easy to break.

Lin Tingfeng changed his words and said to her with great sincerity: "But I, for you to decide to divorce, didn't I tell you, I need you to give me time and patience, are you in such a hurry to leave me now?" ”

It's like a gust of wind, it's really unacceptable!

Ye Wenyu was stunned, raised her head quickly, and glanced at Lin Tingfeng, his eyes were very sad, so that she couldn't look at him for a long time, so she hurriedly lowered her head again, and she said quickly to him: "Yes, Tingfeng, I promised you before, but I am impatient, you said that you are divorced, can you tell me an exact time?" How long do I have to wait, half a year, a year, two years, three years, five years, or ten years? ”

Lin Tingfeng was stunned, he really couldn't give her an exact time. Children from big families like them, divorce is a wrestle between two big families, there are too many interests involved, and many divorce lawsuits have been fought for several years, and the property is not clear, and in the end, there are many people who do not divorce, so Xiaoyu decided to leave him.

He was very sad and tired, and thought to himself that after all, she didn't love him enough to trust him or give him more time and patience.

At this moment, Lin Tingfeng felt that his heart, like a dry seashell on the seashore, made a hollow sound.

Ye Wenyu saw that Lin Tingfeng no longer spoke, and the original cruel expression disappeared, replaced by old age and powerlessness, and she knew that she had succeeded.

Therefore, raising her wrist to look at the time, she stood up and said to him: "Tingfeng, my words are finished, this is the reason why I want to leave, thank you for loving me, and thank you for respecting me, I am leaving, goodbye, I wish you all the best in the future!" ”