Pan 136 Human nature is selfish
The small single room next to the tool room is even more simple than the staff dormitory, the floor is not paved with floor tiles, the shower room does not have a water heater, and a plastic water tank is hung on the wall, and the hose is used to draw water from it by the siphon method.
Despite the poor accommodation, the rabbit is still very satisfied, this is a single room, what to do is a lot less disturbance.
On January 23, the foreman resigned and returned to his hometown to get married, Manager Si asked Xiaotu to be the foreman of the hall waiter, in charge of the bar, the salary rose to 1000, and because of the 100 subsidy for the flower pot, Xiaotu felt that life was finally developing in a better direction.
The boars will move farther and farther away from her peaceful, low-level life, and everything will move forward, and perhaps one day they will forget about those things.
A few days later, Rabbit learns that he will be closed for a day to hold a wedding banquet for the son of the general manager of the manor. Seeing the wedding photo poster prepared in advance, Xiaotu was slightly surprised, the bride was a dream.
Meng'er and the mountain tiger have a vigorous relationship, the little rabbit once saw Sister Jun at the mountain grandfather's house took out a photo of Meng'er, talking about the mountain tiger and Meng'er.
This bride has the same name and surname as Meng'er, and they look the same, so they seem to be the same person. Now that he is married to the general manager's son, he should have stepped out of the shadow of the year.
On the twentieth day of the lunar month, Meng'er and the son of the general manager of the manor officially held a wedding banquet.
The guests attending the wedding banquet are also separated from each other, and the guests on this side of the hall are generally colleagues and neighbors of the bride and groom, and their relatives, friends and leaders are in the private rooms of the inner garden.
When the wedding host let all the guests sit down for the banquet, the little rabbit waiting at the door of the hall saw the mountain tiger walking towards the private room.
It is indeed a mountain tiger, he smiled sincerely, but the sadness in his eyes was also obvious, he actually came to Meng'er's wedding? Is it still in love that you came to participate? Or did you really put it down and come to participate?
Little Rabbit is difficult to understand the mentality of Mountain Tiger and Meng'er, for her, whether she still loves or no longer loves, she will never participate in the wedding of someone who has been in love, and no matter how restrained she is, she will inevitably show her emotions, so why let others see the emotional changes and guess?
Love is selfish, like an eye that does not hold sand; If the porcelain is broken, it is impossible to restore it; If there is only a key lock, the locked heart door is no longer open. I have loved it, and I have forgotten it, who do you want to deliberately show generosity to the broken silk company?
Little Rabbit doesn't like complicated emotions, but her love has had a lot of entanglements from the beginning, and it also involves the interests of several parties, and Little Rabbit doesn't have the confidence to solve it.
If you don't solve it well, then don't solve it, love is selfish, don't mix other things to make it more complicated, keep a pure, and leave a thought.
The little rabbit's heart is stuffy and painful, and he can't breathe, but he still has to seal all his feelings, arrange things rationally, and keep a professional smile to entertain guests.
The mind is chaotic, neither emotional nor rational analysis, just some random thoughts keep popping up.
Those lovers who have separated are just polite on the surface, and it's okay to discuss it when it comes to major events, and those who can really be friends don't care about the past, and they still cooperate and often get together, they can only say that there must be demons when things go wrong, and there must be deeper reasons.
Selfishness is human nature, too much repression of nature will only be psychologically distorted, and admitting the inferior nature can better restrain oneself and avoid causing more harm.
Human nature is neither good nor evil, only the selfishness of survival, and newborn babies will cry and look for food, can it be said that the act of looking for food is good and evil?
The initial selfishness is survival, then life, and then the quality of life, but some people transform the survival instinct into the pursuit of an ideal and harmonious world, and some people transform the survival instinct into the pursuit of personal interests. But if even the most basic survival requirements cannot be met, the selfishness of self-protection will cause the most tolerant people to rise up and resist.
Xiaotu remembered that the old people in the courtyard had told that there was a couple, the husband was a handsome male god in college, and the wife was a school flower, although the husband's family generally had no money and no power, they still got married sweetly after graduation.
At the wedding, one of the husband's powerful friends fell in love with the beautiful wife.
The dizziness of love at first sight made the friend intoxicated and sad. After a few meetings, the friend found himself getting deeper and deeper, and in order not to cause trouble, he went to other places, away from his former circle of friends.
After the couple had a son, the husband was forced to start a business under the pressure of life, but the business failed, and he did not dare to tell the family that he was drunk with inferior wine at a roadside stall every night, and the wife was still suspicious that he was singing at night outside.
One day, a friend who had a crush on his wife went back to the city to run errands, and when he saw him drunk, the two reunited and talked about a lot of things, and learned that his friend still liked his wife, so he deliberately pretended to be a scumbag and wanted to fulfill them.
He lived so decadently that his wife Ben also thought he was having an affair, and after a few big arguments, he finally divorced.
gave his ex-wife a chance to choose again, and also created opportunities for friends to help his ex-wife again and again, and matched them to tie the knot.
One day, the friend knew that he deliberately gave up his wife and was currently living in poverty, so he was grateful for his generosity and invited him, who had become an ex-husband, to start a company together.
One has a business mind, the other is down-to-earth and hardworking, and their company has grown rapidly.
At this stage, the eldest son with her ex-husband went to elementary school, and the youngest daughter with her current husband was just one year old.
If time stops then, it will be like a fairy tale. Of course, time doesn't stop.
His wife and ex-husband no longer have feelings, but they feel guilty and urge him to find a more suitable partner, but after a few years, he is still single.
It's not that he can't find a new partner, he refuses to find it, and gives all his love to his ex-wife, and he is only an empty shell child who bears the responsibility of caring for the elderly.
This situation makes the ex-wife even more guilty, and the hardships of an adult man with a child cannot be compensated for by money.
In addition to the hardships, the embarrassment is that physiological needs can be suppressed when there are crises in all aspects, and it is difficult to suppress them when life is dull.
When he saw his ex-wife, he intentionally or unintentionally expressed his longing, which made the new couple gradually notice that something was wrong, and slowly distanced themselves from him, and their friends only talked about work and did not have private gatherings.
Because of the estrangement, it is difficult to connect, once the eldest son was sick, the ex-wife was still on vacation abroad and didn't know about it, and the mother didn't visit the hospitalized son, which made him very angry.
Small contradictions accumulate into big contradictions, and they have the interests of the company together, the managers are not in harmony, and the interests of the company are damaged.
In the midst of various contradictions, the ex-husband did not want to see the result of the collapse of the company and the crisis in the family, so he left to find another job.
It is not easy to work in an unfamiliar place, he is very busy and tired from work, and he cannot afford to take care of his son, so he sends him to boarding school.
The life of the boarding school was monotonous and rigid, and the environment was different from that of my son's previous study and life, and slowly, my son became withdrawn and autistic.
The ex-wife wanted to take his son to his side, but the ex-husband was unwilling, he didn't want to be embarrassed by his son anymore. The current husband also disagrees, preferring to pay for him rather than let his daughter grow up in a complicated family environment.
After that, they had less and less contact until they broke off contact, and it was not until the news of their son's depression and suicide came that they reconnected, and the two families were cast a shadow that could not be separated.
Life is a never-ending drama, and it won't end when you're at your happiest, and the next scene may turn into a tragedy.
Life is helpless, even if some things are forgiven, the scars can no longer be erased.
If you are generous to others and do not leave any selfishness, is it unrepentant, or is it cowardly and incompetent? Leave a little selfishness, do you also leave yourself a way out?