Chapter 2O8 Learning and Art (2)
It was windy outside, the window was not closed, it was fanned back and forth by the wind, squeaked, Zhao Sanjian reached out and closed the window tightly.
"Well, it's going to rain, and there's no one to do the work."
Zhao Sanjiao said, Seeing that Ding Shujiao's condition had improved a lot, he simply closed the store, made tea, and chatted with Ding Shujiao.
"This woman has fought with you before."
"Hmmm! Here she is again! ”
"You can also see that Xue Shanghua is not as beautiful as her name, among the Cuixiang Pavilion sisters, in terms of appearance and talent, in fact, she can't be ranked as her, and there is a reason why she can stand on her feet."
"What is the reason?"
"She's a noble person!"
"Have you heard of it, is it the evil young Zhang Xiangui who is said to be heinous?"
"Hmmm! Yes, that's him! Zhang Xiangui's Xue Qifu is her relative. ”
"I said, why is this woman so arrogant!"
"Arrogance? Pretty good! People have a background! When you meet this person in the future, it's better to let her score three points!"
"Hmm!" Ding Shujiao didn't speak again, and after a while, the hand holding the teapot was trembling slightly and filled Zhao San with tea, and there was a piercing wound on her bare arm, and her expression seemed to permeate the desolation of pain at this moment.
"What's wrong with your arm?" Zhao Sanjian looked at her distressedly, "Isn't it them?"
In the dim light, she looked at him gently, got up for a while, and only whispered, "I'm sorry for you!" ”
Zhao Sanjian stood up, walked back and forth in the room for a few steps, stopped, looked at her silently, and said, "You mean let me teach you some craftsmanship..."
"Hmm!"
"What do you say?" Zhao Sanjian suddenly laughed, "It's just someone else, you're different, what can you do for you, I'm happy!" ”
"So be it! I'm a grateful person! ”
Ding Shujiao seemed to have a little settled in her heart, and she was a little more steady.
"No, it's not easy for a woman's family. Just come over when you're fine, and if you see too much, it will be natural. But there are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door, if others ask..."
"Let's just say you're my relative, I'm here to help!"
"No, I've not been here for a day or two, inside and outside the street, many people know each other, and suddenly there is a person out of nowhere, it's not appropriate."
"Let's just say I'm here to make clothes!"
"You can't make clothes every day, can't you." Zhao Sanjian shook his head.
"Otherwise, it's said that I'll do it..."
"Generally, young students are accepted as apprentices, where is there a reason to accept women as apprentices!"
"How's that good?"
Zhao Sanjian walked to Ding Shujiao's side, picked a piece of hair on her shoulder, put it in the palm of her hand, straightened it, was silent for a long time, looked into her eyes, and said in a very soft voice: "I know that you are a dead man and homeless, if you don't think I'm poor, just follow me." You don't have to learn art, a woman's family, there is no need to work too hard, I have the craft, let me support you. I love you, really! ”
Zhao Sanjiao's sudden and straightforward words really made Ding Shujiao stunned, she didn't expect it, she would never think that Zhao Sanjiao wanted to marry her!
Also, Will she marry a tailor?
Men can't be trusted! Is he also like Zhou Xuan, playing hooligan, seeing her as just a tool to vent his bestial desires?
No, no, no!
How is it possible to marry a tailor, to marry a man who eats by his craft!
She must be the wife of a large family, she lives a pampered life, can she adapt to living with a tailor?
She also has a little ambiguous meaning for Zhao Sanjian, and it is just to make up for the vacancy in her heart, but can this be called "love"?
But think about your own situation!
She had a baby in her belly, a child who was born without a father, what is she now?
Poor little widow, and a place where she has been squeezed by her husband's family all day, which is not a home, and that's all she has, and she doesn't even know how to live tomorrow.
Zhao Sanjian wants to marry her, no, it's better to take her in, it's not a bad thing!
She didn't particularly love the man in front of her, but she didn't hate him either, and her mind was messed up.
She stood up, couldn't help but take a step back, waved her hand again and again, and said: "I am a new widow, if I promise to marry you, won't I let the world scold me, and bear the infamy of being unkind, give me some time, let me think about it again, okay?"
"This, I didn't expect that!"
Zhao Sanjian patted his head, He suddenly told her that there was no reason for his intentions, just now, he suddenly had the courage, pondered for a moment, and said: "In this way, if you have nowhere to go, just stay!" “
"This, is it appropriate?"
Zhao Sanjian smiled embarrassedly, "I'll make room for you, although it's a little simpler, but it's also a nest, you can live first, and then find a way." Help me do it during the day, and I'll teach you some crafts, what do you think? As for what others like to say, just tell the truth, ask me and learn the craft! ”
"Is this okay?"
"Okay! Anyway, it's better than wandering around the river alone!"
"This??"
"That's it, let's live first!"
"Won't anyone laugh at it! A new widow lives with a bachelor..."
Zhao Sanjian smiled a little embarrassed when he said this, "It's okay, the house is not far from here, it's a hut stacked with fabrics, I'll clean it up for you, what do you see?" Food, drink, use, I'll let Xiao Shuangming send it to you the day after tomorrow. ”
"Brother Zhao!"
Ding Shujiao had tears in her eyes, and she was so moved that she almost knelt on the ground, and was helped up by Zhao Sanjiao.
"Don't do that! I've also been through painful wandering, and I've thought about that. ”
Zhao Sanjian is a very sensitive person, even if it is a small movement, he can find a person's psychological thoughts, let alone a woman who was rescued by Zhao Xiaoshuang from the river.
"You think I'm going to kill myself?"
Ding Shujiao squeezed her eyes, she wanted to make a mocking expression to herself, but in the end she didn't.
"Not yet, I need to wait."
Zhao Sanjian was stunned for a moment, and leaned forward: "Wait? What do you mean? ”
"I'm going to wait until the damn ones are dead!"
Zhao Sanjian looked at her in astonishment.
"Surprised you, didn't you?" Ding Shujiao smiled, "When a person really has no way to live, it is a last resort to leave this world, but I won't!" I can already figure it out! ”
"Want to understand? What do you understand? Let's talk about it! ”
"I told you, wait until the damn ones are dead!"
Zhao Sanjian smiled, "I know you have been wronged!" It's just that if none of them were dead... ”
Zhao Sanjian didn't say what he said later, he knew that this sentence was just said casually, but it wasn't very appropriate, but he didn't expect Ding Shujiao to answer him seriously, and her answer startled him!
"I won't let them go!" Ding Shujiao saw Zhao Sanjiao's surprised expression, so she touched her forehead, "I may have caught a cold just now, why is it cold and hot on my body!" ”
"Ouch! It's easy to catch a cold when it's wet! Young grandma, you can't get sick! Otherwise, drink some hot water, I'll take you to the room over there, and you can rest early! ”
"Brother Zhao, thank you!"
"Look at what you say! It's not early, let's go, I'll take you there, and I'll have to clean up the house. ”
Zhao San cut the grass and cleaned it up, hugged the bed and futon, took the candlestick, and went out with Ding Shujiao. He led the way in front, Ding Shujiao followed, didn't go far, Ding Shujiao stumbled, her feet slipped, her ankles twisted, she inhaled again and again in pain, squatted on the ground in pain, and couldn't stand up for a long time.
"What's wrong?"
"Twisted foot!"
Zhao Sanjian hesitated for a moment, handed the candlestick into Ding Shujiao's hands, and simply squatted down and patted his back, "Otherwise, I'll carry you!" ”
"It's not appropriate! ”
"It's okay, you come up! I have strength! ”
Ding Shujiao climbed up carefully, Zhao Sanjian walked forward step by step, in the night, through her clothes, Zhao Sanjiao felt that the heat on her body was transmitted to herself, and she seemed to have a fever, and she was feverish for a while.
"Young Grandma!"
"I said, don't call me Grandma! Call me Shujiao! ”
"Oh! Look at my memory! Young grandma, no! Look at my memory! It's wrong again! Last time, you told me that I always forget! ”
The alley was quiet, so quiet that Zhao Sanjian could hear the beating of his heart.
"Are you afraid of me?"
Ding Shujiao didn't want to pop out such a sentence, and Zhao Sanjian was a little inexplicable when she asked.
"Afraid of you? Why? ”
"It's okay, I'm talking nonsense!"
"Huh!"
The hot breath exhaled by Ding Shujiao hit the back of Zhao Sanjiao's neck stalk, a little itchy, Zhao Sanjiao was flustered for a while, "Young grandma!" Wrong again! Shujiao, you're really kidding! You are a woman's family, what is there to be afraid of! ”
"Really? Aren't women scary? ”
Saying that, Ding Shujiao smiled.
It was very quiet, except for the gentle breeze blowing, and the occasional barking of dogs adding a touch of gloom to the cold and silent path, as if the cold had blocked the light, and it was pitch black all around. Ding Shujiao's sudden laughter didn't seem real, but like the charm of a demon from hell, which made Zhao Sanjiao's body suddenly shake.
Zhao Sanjian smiled: "I know now, why did you ask me so!" Your smile is a little scary! It's so quiet here! Don't laugh like that! I know you're deliberately joking with me! Even if you're kidding me, don't laugh like that! When you don't listen to it, you can get up with white sweat! ”
"Oh!" Ding Shujiao stopped laughing and asked again, "Are you afraid of ghosts?" ”
"I'm afraid! Who is not afraid! It's a personal fear! ”
"Are you afraid of me if I'm a ghost?"
Ding Shujiao wrapped her hands around Zhao San's neck and carefully lay on his back. With his footsteps, her body also rose and fell up and down.
Zhao Sanjian stopped and gasped for breath, "If you are a ghost, then I will also become a ghost!" He continued to walk on, he wanted to say something more to her, but he couldn't remember her smile.
They walked down a narrow alley and turned into a small room.
The house was not very big, it was dusty, cobwebs could be seen on the beams, there were old wood piles on the floor, there was an iron stove in the middle of the house, it had not been used for a long time, it was covered with rust, there were no tables or chairs, only a dilapidated wooden bed resting against the wall, and pots and pots of simple daily necessities were piled up on the bare wooden boards.
"It's been a long time since it's been cleaned, it's dirty, it's shabby, I'm really wronged by you!"
Zhao Sanjiao put down Ding Shujiao and turned to say.
"Here's enough.." Ding Shujiao stood aside with her back to him and didn't say anything more.
"That's the only way to do it first, wait for tomorrow, and then figure out a way."
"I'll find another house tomorrow!"
Ding Shujiao was obviously not very satisfied with this hut.
"Doesn't it cost you more money to find a house again? You'll be here for a while, and when it's stable, it's not too late to move. ”
"Money ......"
Ding Shujiao wanted to speak and stopped, as if she suddenly remembered something, and when she saw Zhao Sanjiao looking at her, she said, "There is always a way for money." ”
Zhao Sanjian removed the objects on the bed, found a feather duster, went up and down, cleaned the dust, and laid out the bedding neatly.
"Let's do it for now!"
Zhao Sanjian made proper arrangements, and saw that it was late at night outside, so he didn't stay long.
Ding Shujiao closed the door and sat on the edge of the bed for a long time.