Chapter 11: I Just Like Her
"You told me what I liked Yan Jinfeng?" I questioned Zhang Hong privately.
"No, I didn't say that." Zhang Hong is still laughing, which makes people scratch their heads.
I think he didn't run away, but it's useless to ask more, he will never admit it, and I can't blame him. Now that it's happened, it's all about what to do next.
I'm most worried about Yan Jinfeng, will she have a lot of psychological pressure after she knows it? Will you become indifferent to me, just like you did to Xie Liang at the beginning?
After a few days of observation, she didn't seem to have changed much, and she was still as lively and cheerful as usual. Thinking about it, when I heard someone say that Yan Jinfeng liked him, didn't he have anything, but he was still beautiful in his heart. Such fears seem unwarranted.
So what will Xie Liang think when he finds out? I used to thwart him, but now he knows my intentions, so we can be considered rivals. After all, I also snatched Yan Jinfeng from him, will he hate me, will he turn his face against me, or even do it?
It turns out that my worries on this side are also unfounded. Xie Liang is a Sven person, at most, he is just alienated from me, and he is not very willing to meet me, it is impossible for him to beat people. But those guys who do good things are not necessarily, now they look at me like they looked at Xie Liang at the beginning, as if they were waiting for an opportunity to launch tricky skills against me, fortunately, they don't dare to do it to me easily, after all, I still have the "Four Tyrants" body protection.
On the way out of school, a girl in the "Four Tyrants" suddenly mentioned the matter: "I heard that you like Yan Jinfeng, you kid can!" β
"Uh...... ......"I expected them to mention it one day, but when it did, I still didn't know what to say," they were talking nonsense. β
"Nonsense, your face is red!" The other girl pointed to my face and scoffed. The other two girls next to her nodded in agreement. Shen Yun looked at it briefly, and then continued to look down at the road.
They were all lively and domineering, and I really couldn't argue in front of them, so I had to laugh stupidly.
"Haha, it seems to be true. Don't be afraid, sister will support you as always! β
"I was in the same class as Yan Jinfeng when I was in kindergarten, and I also support you. She and I are good friends, and if there is anything I need to convey, just ask. β
"My grandmother's house is very close to Yan Jinfeng's house, and she and I have been playmates since a long time, and I also support you."
The three girls talked one after the other, and they all went to my heart, and I was embarrassed to say it. Only Shen Yun was still lowering her head, kicking the stones, and not saying a word.
The pleasant warmth echoed in my heart, whether it was because the golden sunset burned half of the sky, or because of the crimson that spread wildly on my face. Maybe when the secret of his liking for Yan Jinfeng is no longer a boulder pressing on his heart, the world will become more relaxed and pleasant. Yes, once it was a stone, and you never know if it would smash everything when it fell, or if it would melt into a liquid of elixir.
So in the face of all the gossip about me and Yan Jinfeng, I chose to face it calmly.
For example, after the sports activity class, the buddy who had a good thing saw Yan Jinfeng walking not far away, and turned to tease me.
"I heard that you like Yan Jinfeng?" The man didn't mention it to me kindly.
"yes." I readily agreed, without frowning, and with a relaxed face as if nothing had happened.
"Uh......" The man suddenly didn't know how to continue the topic, and his surprised eyes seemed to complain that I didn't play according to the routine.
Gradually, the matter of liking Yan Jinfeng became an open secret in the class, and later it even spread among the students of the whole grade, but fortunately the teachers and parents did not know about it. Nothing happened before, and in a peaceful situation, I became Yan Jinfeng's only designated "husband", recognized by my classmates. As for Xie Liang, he was eliminated in the long river of history under such a mighty momentum, and no one mentioned it again.
Once, during the recess of an interest class, a girl from the "Big Four" came to the door of the classroom and shouted to me, "Little Cat! Yan Jinfeng is in the classroom next door, come and see! β
With that, I rushed to the door of the classroom. In order to express the ecstasy in my heart, I imitated the movements in the cartoon, pretending that I couldn't stop, and pushed my hands forward in a push-away position. But this girl didn't seem to understand my humor, and she didn't respond to anything, so embarrassed.
So I wasn't naughty anymore, and under her guidance, I went to the next class and looked at Yan Jinfeng from a distance. And she walked in, went to Yan Jinfeng's side and said, "Yan Jinfeng, Mao Xiaoer is looking for you." β
What? When did I say I was looking for Yan Jinfeng? What do I have to say about her now? Seeing that Yan Jinfeng turned his head to look at me, the clear eyes under the slightly frowning brows were actually full of powerful lethality, which made my heart churn in an instant, and it was unbearable. I hurried back to my classroom, sitting at my desk, panting, my head blank. I can face it calmly when others ridicule me and Yan Jinfeng, but when I really stand in front of Yan Jinfeng, why do I feel like I have a ghost in my heart, and I am as timid as a mouse. I'm a cat, a fearless cat, why am I so scared in front of her that I lost my soul.
"You kid can eat other people's tofu?" A familiar voice invaded my ears.
I looked up and saw that it was Zhang Hong, and said suspiciously, "What? β
"You just stretched your hands forward, you want to eat other people's tofu."
"What does it mean to eat tofu?" I've never heard that word before.
"Oh, you don't know." The excited expression on Zhang Hong's face calmed down slightly, "It's just touching someone's chest." β
"That's what I mean, but I was just imitating the action of the car in the cartoon, so I didn't think about doing that."
"Okay." Zhang Hong returned to his seat disappointed.
After a while, Yan Jinfeng suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom and looked at me suspiciously.
I spread my hands helplessly, signaling that I had nothing to do with her.
She gave me a blank look, turned and left.
I don't know if she understood what I meant, but looking at her appearance, she seems to be a little angry, I don't think I'm crazy, that's really wronged.
Having said that, since Zhang Hong said that Yan Jinfeng likes me, I haven't found any signs that Yan Jinfeng likes me, but after I said that I like Yan Jinfeng, I exposed myself to the public. Does Yan Jinfeng like me? There is no way to know.
As Christmas approaches, stationery stores everywhere offer a variety of greeting cards, and this is more popular among girls. In previous years, I accompanied the "Big Four" to choose greeting cards after school, and at that time I just casually accompanied them to see, after all, I was not interested in this, and I didn't think about who to send greeting cards to. But this year, I decided to carefully choose the most suitable greeting card and write the warmest wishes for her in my heart. If she really likes me, she will send me a beautiful greeting card. It's exciting just thinking about it.
What kind of greeting card is the most suitable? First of all, I like it when I look at it. It's not okay to be funny, it's not okay to be fancy, it's not okay to be weird, it's not okay to be childish and cartoonish...... In the end, I picked a simple and delicate rectangular greeting card, which has the same fresh and refined temperament as Yan Jinfeng, and she will definitely like it.
What kind of blessing is the warmest to write? Countless flowery rhetoric flashed through my mind, ranging from subtle to fleshy. But if you think about it, maybe the most simple is the best, the words "Merry Christmas" are enough, if you want to make this greeting card more special, then you might as well draw a cat face, smile and send the warmest wishes. That's my logo, even if I don't sign it, as long as I draw this cat's face, she will know that I sent it.
So the last question is, how do you send her a greeting card? Find a messenger to convey it on your behalf, such as a girl who has a good time with Yan Jinfeng? This is relatively easy, but obviously there is no sincerity, so I should personally deliver this strong friendship to Yan Jinfeng.
I was confident that day, but the reality was always a little bit worse than planned. Thinking that this was the first face-to-face communication with Yan Jinfeng after being separated from the same table, the more it was time to act, the more timidity came from nowhere haunting my heart.
It's as simple as walking over to her during a break and handing her the card. During class, this process played in my mind on a loop over and over again, but as soon as the bell rang at the end of class, it all disappeared, like a DVD player suddenly losing power. I kept a close eye on the vicinity of Yan Jinfeng's seat, constantly looking for the right time.
I saw her classmates coming and going, and she kept quietly writing her homework. It seems like every minute is the right time, but it seems like every next minute is the right time. I desperately wanted to get there, but my hands and feet lost connection with my brain, and my whole body sat like a puppet with a broken string, and any intertwined fire burned in my chest until the bell of class extinguished it again.
A simple greeting card, but a heart that wants to confess. That's why I care so much, I'm so nervous, and it's so difficult.
The opportunity finally came, not the usual end of class, but the time to return to the classroom after PE class. I quickly ran back to the classroom, took out the greeting card from the drawer, and put it on Yan Jinfeng's desk before most of the students had returned to the classroom. There was no signature on the cover of the card, and I didn't have to worry about anyone else being interested in a mediocre greeting card lying on my desk. Then I returned to my seat and waited quietly to see Yan Jinfeng's reaction when she returned.
Not long after, Yan Jinfeng bounced back to the classroom, saw a brand-new greeting card lying on the table, and without saying a word, he excitedly removed the plastic packaging bag outside, opened it, and the corners of his mouth rose. She turned her head to look at me, just as I was looking at her, and we looked at each other and smiled. Seeing her beautiful and sweet smile, my heart instantly sanitize, and then melt.
When I arrived at noon the next day, I found an extra greeting card in the drawer, which was just as simple and simple as I loved. Will it be Yan Jinfeng's gift to me? I opened it expectantly, only to see that inside was the handwriting of a blue ballpoint pen, the striking "Me."
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istmasοΌ ", the second line is signed "Yan Jinfeng" after a dash. The handwriting is delicate and pure, just like her beauty, like snow covering the plum blossom branches; The pen is vigorous and powerful, just like her liveliness, like a jade rabbit running in the mountains, forests and streams. I carefully tucked the card into my bag.
In the evening, I looked at the card over and over again, holding it tightly in my arms. It was as if a steady stream of warmth emanated from its body, surging into my heart. At night, I had a sweet dream that I appeared as a groom at a wedding ceremony in a church, with her by my side, and we slowly walked to the altar.
As a cat, I dream every night, and they are mostly ethereal. However, this time, the world in the dream was so clear that I could hear my own heartbeat. The girl next to me - Yan Jinfeng, the first girl I dreamed of in my life, her arms are delicate and soft.
Will it become a reality?