Maybe what will be lost after all is the most precious, right?

If Hu Xianxian cultivates the heart of eternity and changes the catastrophe that destroys the world and destroys the world, then she will have no chance with the fireworks world; If she can't change, everything will be destroyed, and there will be no chance of disaster in the world.

For other practitioners, it is the joy of constantly becoming stronger. For Hu Xianxian, it is fun to make the people he knows and meet live better.

Therefore, she loves fireworks more than the eternal realm.

The people you are familiar with, whether they are relatives, friends, enemies, or passers-by, are losing one after another, and the speed of loss is getting faster and faster, so who will be the next person?

The Spring Festival is here, Hu Xianxian and Cheng Haofeng accompany their mother for the New Year, Hu Yonggang and Ge Shumei, as well as Mud Daner and Sang Wenxiu all stayed at home, even Blood Without Hatred, Hang Wuyi, Shui Wuxi, and Tang Caier are also there, it may be that the comfort of the family makes Aunt Hu happy, and Aunt Hu, who would have been the sadest because of Hu Okang's death, was the first to see it.

After the Spring Festival, it is the fourth year of Jiaxiang, and unconsciously Han Zexi has been the emperor for more than four years, and Hang Wuyi, who was curious to see the enthronement ceremony, has grown from a little girl to a big girl who is almost eighteen.

On the second day of the first lunar month, Hu Xianxian drove Cheng Haofeng away quickly, even if he didn't ask about him, he could guess that they were all important things and could not be delayed.

After Cheng Haofeng left, Hu Xianxian wanted Hang Wuyi to visit Cikong, after all, she was Hang Wuyi called "Master".

So I planned to take all the apprentices to visit Pingle Nunnery, and by the way, I also saw how the mother of Kuai Diancong was doing.

Just as she was about to go out, Qu Chunxiang came to visit, and she begged to talk to Hu Xianxian alone with tears in her eyes.

After entering the house, Qu Chunxiang explained her intentions, Mrs. Mi bullied her, and asked Hu Xianxian to help mediate.

When the king of Chengjun rebelled, Che Ang let the Lingzhou Xiang army rebel from the imperial court, the deputy commander of Mi did not oppose and did not directly participate in the war, after Hu Yonggang pacified Lingzhou, he saw that he was a capable general, and did not punish him, but temporarily demoted him to a jailer.

Later, Che Angzang escaped again, and Deputy Commander Mi was implicated and imprisoned, but he did not suffer any crimes in prison.

In the end, because his former comrades-in-arms in the capital were Hu Yonggang's subordinates, he could barely say a few words in the army and the DPRK, so he was reinstated.

Fundamentally speaking, Hu Yonggang can be regarded as the benefactor of the deputy commander of Mi, so he attaches great importance to Hu Xianxian's words, tries his best to balance the family relationship, and does not dare to cause more entanglement.

However, because Hu Xianxian specially instructed to be kind to Mi Duobao, Mrs. Mi relied on this article to bully Qu Chunxiang in every way, and if she resisted a little or Deputy Commander Mi helped to say a few words, she would use Mi Duobao to suppress her.

Qu Chunxiang had to wait for them to finish eating, and if she didn't cook enough food, she would only starve.

When relatives and friends came to visit during the Chinese New Year, Mrs. Mi told her to only be busy in the kitchen and not show up to meet people......

Hu Xianxian listened to these trivial things, and sighed helplessly: between women, either the east wind overwhelms the west wind, or the west wind overpowers the east wind, and they are always embarrassed by each other.

Qu Chunxiang cried out loud as she spoke: "The most uncomfortable thing is ...... I'm pregnant with a child and still doing so many chores, how can I have the leisure time to rub powder and rouge? Grey all day long...... Whining...... Sir, he doesn't like me anymore......"

Men are all spicy and destroy flowers, no matter whether the flowers are good or not, they never think about how to raise flowers and cherish flowers. But who can blame Qu Chunxiang for her current situation?

Hu Xianxian could only persuade: "You should think clearly when you are with him, as long as a person like him does not abandon you, he is never a seed of infatuation." ”

"This has nothing to do with whether the old man is infatuated or not! It's Madame, she pouted them to fix me, and I don't want to fight for anything. I only need half a bowl of water, but Madame is still not satisfied. If you hadn't spoken to support Madame, how could she have done this to me? Qu Chunxiang wiped her tears and looked at Hu Xianxian with some resentment.

In Qu Chunxiang's heart, the root cause of the current predicament is just Mrs. Mi's greed and ferocity, and Hu Xianxian's support?

Unable to persuade him to wake up, Hu Xianxian raised his eyebrows angrily and said: "If I change to you, I don't want to do anything about whether to divide or not, I will give up this bowl of water directly!" ”

Qu Chunxiang opened her mouth slightly, staring at Hu Xianxian intently, as if looking at a monster and as if looking at a fool.

After a long while, she blinked and said, "What about you...... Aren't you going to never get 'water'? I think so...... There's always a little bit of it, and if you think about it, it's not a drop. ”

"Why do you have to have that bowl of water?"

Regarding Hu Xianxian's question, Qu Chunxiang didn't know how to answer at all, and only after a moment of silence did he say in a calm tone: "Alas...... It is difficult for us laypeople to understand the thoughts of the fairy girl. However, after talking to you, I feel a lot better. ”

She was in a much better mood, said goodbye and left, Hu Xianxian's mood was not very good.

Hu Xianxian held his breath in his chest, and called Hang Wuyi to go out for a walk, talking about things while walking.

"Giggle...... This Qu Chunxiang is in a good mood, she must be thinking that she always has a child no matter what, and her man will still take care of her, and Auntie, you don't have anything, right? Auntie, I really rarely see you angry like this, your nose is crooked. ”

A bowl of water, according to Hu Xianxian's idea is to share it with others, rather than sharing more and less angry, it is better not to have that bowl of water; She didn't think this idea was wrong at all, but she was secretly ridiculed by Qu Chunxiang, who was gradually declining and good, she was really depressed!

If you don't share it with others, you really won't get a drop of water? No matter how you choose, you will inevitably be lonely, is it really because you are too stubborn and selfish? Accepting Zacuo, sharing the family with other women, and tolerating each other, can you change your fate?

Shaking his head and shaking off his thoughts, Hu Xianxian said angrily: "Of course I'm angry, angry with myself." Am I having my head caught in the door, or am I crazy in my head to care about this kind of nosy, I'm really full and have nothing to do, why am I so bored? ”

"Auntie...... You don't have to be so stimulated, do you? In the past, so many people scolded you, and they could still giggle and laugh, why should you be more serious with a cheesy little woman? ”

"Why should I be honest with her? I didn't want to care about these idle things, but it was your third master who entrusted me to get involved in this kind of thing! I don't know what Cheng Haofeng means? Mock me for not even a drop of water through her mouth? "People are most afraid of guessing, and the more Hu Xianxian thinks about it, the more he feels that Cheng Haofeng is deliberate.

The master and apprentice chatted for a long time, and when they went back, it was already dark, and Qu Chunxiang actually came again.

"Why are you crying to me again? Hold on to your half bowl of water, I don't have a drop of water!" "Hu Xianxian has always been stingy and resentful.

Qu Chunxiang wiped her tears and said, "How can there be half a bowl of water?" He just married me and entered the door, and the freshness has not passed, and she is in charge of all the affairs of the family, what can she do in the future? I was wronged, I thought about the love with the master for many years, and I didn't fight for that little bit to make the master embarrassed, and endure it. Who knows what the old man said should have been dominated by the lady, and I should be more obedient and humble. ”

"Is that really how it should be? Haven't you figured it all out? As long as there is a score for you, I'm afraid you'll end up with no drops. Hu Xianxian sneered, "Besides, the little affection between you and Deputy Commander Mi is just that men spend money to have fun, and the relationship between husband and wife who share weal and woe with them is different." ”

The spring cold is steep, Qu Chunxiang shrank a few times, her makeup was all spent, showing dry lines and fine lines on her skin, a little more haggard and old, but also a little more true feelings.

"When I came to you earlier, I didn't expect me to be like that in his heart! I didn't have half a bowl of water at all......"

After Qu Chunxiang returned from the Hu family's courtyard, she was afraid that Mrs. Mi would say that she was lazy to go out to play, so she quietly entered the door, but unexpectedly heard what Deputy Commander Mi and his wife said.

Deputy Commander Mi persuaded Mrs. Mi to endure it for half a year, and when the child was born, she would be harsh on Qu Chunxiang, that kind of Qinglou woman would definitely not be able to stand the hard life, and she would definitely take the initiative to leave to hook up with other men.

"What makes me most uncomfortable is not that my lord let his wife abuse me, but that he said that I will definitely hook up with other men again! I thought that in the master's heart, I still occupied a little position, and I didn't mind if he shared a little bit of love for others! I don't mind if he loves me more or less, it's that he doesn't love me at all! In his heart, I am so unbearable......"

Hu Xianxian looked at her with some consternation, and Qu Chunxiang seemed to have swept away all the dust in her soul, revealing her true nature.

"He has mercy on me, not for me! Moreover, even this mercy only accepted me to give birth to a child. There is also a premise for my acceptance, I must obey Madame, and I must not hurt Madame, if I dare to disadvantage Madame, I am afraid that I will die without a place to be buried. ”

Qu Chunxiang did not shed tears at this time, but her eyes were more tragic than when she cried.

Hu Xianxian sighed softly: "Oh? Do you see it so thoroughly? It's not like what you say. ”

"This is what Chun Ai sister once said, how can I think so deeply. Back then, she took care of General Huo's original wife very dedicatedly, I don't understand why she didn't take the opportunity to compete for favor, what she said was similar to mine. After getting along this month, as she said, when men are having fun, they chase after the Qinglou woman, but they actually look down on the Qinglou woman in their hearts. ”

When it comes to Qu Chunai, Hu Xianxian also feels that she is not only better than Qu Chunxiang in appearance, but also far better than what she thinks, and she can occupy a position in Huo Fei not only because of her beauty.

"Even if you knew it was like that, you wouldn't leave him, would you? Why bother me? You should live your life carefully in the future and think more about your children. ”

Qu Chunxiang gritted her teeth, as if she had to make some difficult decision, and hesitated for a moment before speaking: "What if I want to leave him?" I think Master Hu really wants to be old and have a son, can you say that you are wrong, I am actually pregnant with Master Hu's child? ”

"No, I can't lie to Uncle Zhong. Also, instead of always thinking about relying on men to get out of trouble, it is better to think about how to get along with the people of the Mi family. Hu Xianxian shook his head and said solemnly.

Qu Chunxiang was stunned for a moment, got up to say goodbye, and her thin and slightly bulky back was desolate and far away.

The next day, Hu Xianxian and his apprentices were able to make a trip, and after visiting Cikong, they went to Qionglian Palace to visit Qi Chuluan and Fan Chuyao, seeing that it was still early, and they were going to Yizhou City to visit.

For convenience, they all wore vulgar clothes, and she walked on the street with Hang Wuyi, Shui Wuxi, and Tang Caier, like four sister flowers, attracting some ill-intentioned people to follow.