Chapter 195 Now, I don't want to miss it
Came to the door of Chu Shiyu's room, Enze knocked on the door, and soon, Chu Shiyu's tepid voice came out of the door: "Who is it?" ”
"Mom, it's me." It seems that Mom is still angry with Dad.
Hearing Enze's voice, Chu Shiyu's tone softened: "Enze, the door is not locked, you can come in." ”
Enze turned the doorknob, the door was really unlocked, and he easily opened the door. Before Enze approached, Chu Shiyu asked, "Is there something wrong with Enze?" ”
Sure enough, I still can't hide it from my mother's eyes. Enze stuck out his tongue: "Mom is still powerful, you always know what Enze is thinking in her heart, my uncle is downstairs, and he said that he has something to do with his mother." ”
Chu Shiyu subconsciously frowned, the "uncle" in Enze's mouth would have no one else besides Yin Yixuan. But some emotions are not suitable for showing in front of children, and she hooked the corners of her lips: "Well, Enze wants to be an obedient child." Since my uncle has come to find my mother, will you go back to your room now? ”
"Okay." Eun Ze nodded and agreed. As long as Chu Shiyu said it, Enze would not have any opinions, because he loved his mother very much.
Not long after Enze left, Chu Shiyu lifted the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, and her feet accurately poked into the home slippers.
She didn't tidy herself up, so she walked out directly, and more importantly, she was lazy to tidy up. Not long ago, Yin Yixuan told her very clearly, she is not a brainless person, and she also thinks very clearly. It's just that what I don't understand is, why did he come to her when he made it clear?
When walking in the stairwell on the first floor, Chu Shiyu saw Yin Yixuan standing at the entrance at a glance, and she pulled out a smile, and her smile was slightly mocking. She always notices him at a glance, no matter what time it is. It's just that I was full of joy at the time, but now I am full of desolation.
Thinking of this, Chu Shiyu unexpectedly found that Yin Yixuan was also looking at her, and her eyes were so focused. Chu Shiyu retracted her gaze and lowered her head, she didn't want to look at such a gaze anymore, because she would feel uncomfortable when she saw it.
Chu Shiyu's move Yin Yixuan was in full view, he pursed the corners of his lips, he had thought of such a result before he came, but seeing it with his own eyes, it was still very uncomfortable.
Chu Shiyu walked not far in front of Yin Yixuan, stopped, and said indifferently: "Do you have something to say when you come to me?" I didn't have anything important to go up first, I've been tired lately. ”
The words are very similar to what he said not long ago, in other words, they are simply the same meaning. He was very uncomfortable when he heard it, let alone her at that time?
Yin Yixuan gently activated the corners of his lips, and his Adam's apple trembled: "I'm sorry-"
"Why are you telling me I'm sorry? Is it because you're in love with someone else who owes me, or is it because of what you told me this morning? If you occupy all of this, then you don't have to say any more, I don't want to hear it. Chu Shiyu said this coldly and turned around.
With her back to Yin Yixuan, she had the courage to close her eyes, she was afraid that if she faced him head-on, she couldn't help but be filled with tears.
Chu Shiyu was right, these were all occupied, and he also understood that these were his faults. If he hadn't flinched, she wouldn't have been like this. Since you have made a mistake, you should correct it.
Yin Yixuan walked in front of Chu Shiyu with steps, put his hand on Chu Shiyu's shoulder, word by word, with a pious attitude: "I know that those are all mistakes I made, and I make you very sad." But now that I figured it out, some people will never be able to leave once they enter their hearts. It's like some people, no matter how much scheming they spend, they can't enter into someone else's heart, because that heart has long been filled with the love of his heart. Time is very ruthless, we are also very ignorant, I am willing to pay the price for my ignorance, stay by your side in the future, and only be good to you alone. Let's go on for the rest of the day, shall we? As he spoke, Yin Yixuan took Chu Shiyu's hand and put it on his left chest.
There is a height gap between the two, and Yin Yixuan is a head taller than Chu Shiyu. Chu Shiyu raised his eyes to look at Yin Yixuan, his eyes were very dark, like the sea in the dark night, he obviously heard the sound of the waves, but he didn't see it with his own eyes. Because, I can't see clearly.
Chu Shiyu withdrew his hand from his palm and sneered: "You said cruel sentences to me not long ago, and now you are saying these heartwarming words to me, Yin Yixuan, you make me unable to understand you." The beating of his heart was rhythmic, and it was very warm, and she didn't dare to let it go for too long.
"I know I'm making you can't see clearly, I admit I'm wrong, I shouldn't hold back. I also figured it out, and I don't want to lose you. If you may, give me a chance to show myself in front of you? Yin Yixuan didn't dare to say those reasons, afraid that Chu Shiyu would look down on him even more because of this.
Chu Shiyu didn't want to answer him, and said that everyone has his reasons for doing something. But in Chu Shiyu's opinion, no matter what he did, as long as he did it, then the reason must have become an excuse for him to do it.
Seeing that Chu Shiyu didn't speak, Yin Yixuan thought that Chu Shiyu was angry, he reached out and put Chu Shiyu's hand in the palm of his hand, like a treasure: "I know you're angry with me, I won't be like this in the future, no matter what happens, I won't leave you, okay?" You can beat me and scold me, but don't ignore me, okay? ”
Since she was with him, their relationship was originally courteous, and nothing unpleasant happened to the two, so Yin Yixuan never said these words to her in this tone. In the restaurant, she is heartbroken, here, she is distressed. But if you forgive him like that, how can you act as if nothing happened?
"You go back first, I want to think about these things you said." Chu Shiyu pursed her lips, very weak. The lover will hurt, and when she turns her head to look back, she suddenly doesn't dare to love.
Seeing her like this, Yin Yixuan couldn't say anything more, so he only said, "Okay, I'll go first, you have a good rest." And he departed.
It wasn't until Yin Yixuan's back disappeared in the door that Chu Shiyu walked slowly upstairs holding on to the handrail of the stairs.
After Yin Yixuan returned to the villa, he sat on the sofa in the living room for a long time and thought about it for a long time. He understood that Chu Shiyu was the one he couldn't miss. Even though a man's face was very important, he still sent a text message to Chu Shiyu.
When the phone rang, Chu Shiyu had just changed her clothes and was about to go downstairs to cook, she turned on her phone, glanced at the text message, and her heart suddenly began to feel very uncomfortable.
The text message reads: In that car accident, I saw the ring I gave you, and suddenly I felt that the air around me was taken away, and it was very uncomfortable. Later, when I learned that you were still alive, my dying heart slowly began to beat. But you and Yin Yihang are very close, and when I look for you, I often see the scene of you living with him, and I can't help but feel uncomfortable. But after I felt uncomfortable, I thought that now you and him can live a good life, which is not a good thing. After the restaurant, I saw you leave after I left, and I was more sad than you when I saw you. Hua Xing told me that if you are great in love, others may not be great to give you a way out, you have to follow your heart. So I don't want to miss you, I'm here to find you, hearing what you said to me, I understand that I was wrong, and I want to make up for it, but I'm afraid that you don't want to, I'm afraid that you will never pay attention to me in the future. So I'll tell you all the reasons, I admit that I'm not good enough to make you uncomfortable, but can I change these things later?
Chu Shiyu held the phone tightly, his face was already covered with meandering tears, it turned out that he was not in love with someone else.
She wiped her tears and replied to him: Well, I know, let's find a place tomorrow and talk about it again.
When Yin Yixuan was waiting for the text message, his right hand was mixed with a cigarette, and the smoke was so thick that he couldn't see the outline of his face clearly. He had never smoked before, he felt that the smell of smoke was very choking, and he didn't understand why so many people still liked to smoke, but now he understands that smoking is lonely and a long wait.
When he received Chu Shiyu's text message, he was very happy, and he was so happy that most of the cigarette butts burned in his hand, and he suddenly realized it. He laughed stupidly, it turns out that love can really make people stupid.
When Yin Yihang returned home, it was already six o'clock in the afternoon, and he did not enter directly from the door on Chu Shiyu's side, but walked in through the door on the other side.
The door in the middle was connected, but Yin Yihang didn't have the courage to open it for a long time. It wasn't until the laughter of Chu Shiyu and Enze came from the other side of the door that he was relieved that the store opened the door.
Inside the door, Chu Shiyu was holding the dishes, and Enze was following behind Chu Shiyu, holding the dishes and chopsticks in his hands. See clearly, it's two pairs, and there will never be a place for him.
Yin Yihang pursed his lower lip, and his tone was light, "Enze, why don't you help your father prepare the dishes and chopsticks?" ”
Chu Shiyu's face sank obviously, what Yin Yihang said was true, Enze was his son, so it was natural for Yin Yihang to say that. But he forgot that although he was the landlord here, she also paid the rent for the house. Therefore, without her permission, Yin Yihang can't casually enter her house!
"Enze, you go and help your dad prepare the dishes and chopsticks. I only cooked for two people, so don't let Enze go hungry. Saying that, Chu Shiyu put the dishes in his hand on the table, and then turned around, it is better for adults and children not to know, otherwise it will not affect well.
Enze looked at the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, then looked at Yin Yihang, and pouted: "Since you also eat, why didn't you come back earlier, and you are still so fierce to your mother today, you deserve to be like this." Although my mother said to you that she wanted you to eat, she was definitely unwilling in her heart. Dad, you have a lot of money anyway, I think you should eat out. ”
Enze put the dishes and chopsticks in his hand on the dining table, turned around and ran towards the kitchen quickly, he is a good boy, he has to listen to his mother, and he has to help his mother do things.
Yin Yihang looked at Enze and Chu Shiyu's attitude, the corners of his mouth sank, this matter was his fault, he just ate outside. It's just that this kind of thing is just once.
Chu Shiyu found that when Yin Yihang was away, her expression did not change much, she turned around and glanced at the things that Enze was holding in her hand, and she knew the truth of the matter, and said, "Enze, you can't do this." Anyway, your dad is still your dad, and this is something that can't be changed. ”
Although she resents Yin Yihang, she is not a femme fatale.