Of course, now is not a good time to start a company, at least before graduation, Cheng Enni does not plan to find things for herself, she wants to finish college smoothly, and then let go of her hands and feet after graduation.

Cheng Enni went to work the next day, and when she got in the car, she found that there were extra pairs of flat shoes in the car, which Xie Maoyan prepared for Cheng Enni.

In fact, Cheng Enni has comfortable shoes in the office, but she was in a hurry yesterday and didn't change them, but Xie Maoyan's thoughtfulness still makes Cheng Enni very heartwarming, and there is no one in this world who can treat her as well as Xie Maoyan.

Xie Maoyan got into the car one step late, and as soon as he got in the car, he sneezed loudly.

"What's wrong, do you have a cold?" After Cheng Enni came back yesterday, she was in a daze, and she didn't wash up, so she slept directly until dawn.

Xie Maoyan took the handkerchief handed over by Ennie and shook his head, "I didn't have a cold, I just had a little cold, it's fine." ”

That's what he said, but Xie Maoyan's state was obviously like a cold, and he kept snorting along the way.

When the car passed by the pharmacy, Cheng Enni asked Xie Maoyan to stop, watched him take the medicine, and then went to work with peace of mind.

Xie Maoyan's current company has nothing to do with Xie's, Xie Maoyan's affairs were assigned to Xie Lingjun in the past, and now Xie Lingjun has been removed, Xie has a professional manager to manage on his behalf, and Xie Maoyan only deals with some particularly important affairs.

When Xie Minjun graduates, the Xie family will be handed over to her.

Now the company presided over by Xie Maoyan is a company that belongs to him alone, mainly real estate.

Cheng Enni is unhindered in Xie Maoyan's company, and all employees know that she is the future boss lady and the most important person in their boss's heart.

The door of the office was hidden, and the secretary said that Xie Maoyan had been in the office in the morning, and Cheng Enni went in and found that there was no one at the desk.

Xie Maoyan is a workaholic, except for the time allocated to Cheng Enni, the rest of the time he is working, and when he hardly rests, he is always full of energy.

There are very few people like this in the office, but people are not at the desk, Cheng Enni found Xie Maoyan on the sofa in the rest area on the other side.

Probably because of the cold medicine that made people sleepy, Xie Maoyan slept on the sofa in a suit.

Cheng Enni poured a cup of hot water, first tested her body temperature, and found that her body temperature was normal, so she reached out to shake Xie Maoyan, "How do you sleep here, is it cold or not?" ”

Although there is central air conditioning, it will still be cold if you don't sleep with a thick blanket or quilt.

"It's not cold, why are you here?" Xie Maoyan woke up, his voice a little hoarse.

The hoarseness is not because of a cold, after taking medicine in the morning, I went to the office and rested for half a morning, and the cold symptoms are gone, and now I am just a little sleepy.

Seeing that it was Cheng Enni, he immediately wanted to get up, but Cheng Enni didn't stop him.

After he sat up, Cheng Enni handed him the water, watched him take a sip, and then said, "I was negligent, and I recently lowered the temperature again, and I didn't change the quilt for you, are you still uncomfortable?" ”

The quilts and daily necessities at home were all arranged by Cheng Enni, and when it cooled down before, Cheng Enni arranged a thicker quilt for Xie Maoyan, Xie Maoyan was too hot, and Cheng Enni changed it to a lighter one.

Cheng Enni thought that Xie Maoyan had a cold because of the quilt, but this time it cooled down more than last time, and the quilt had to be changed a long time ago.

Xie Maoyan shook his head, and only said that he didn't need to change the weight, and he didn't catch a cold because of the quilt, but because the fire was too strong yesterday, and finally took a cold shower in order to extinguish the fire.

Counting nine cold winter baths, he doesn't catch a cold who catches a cold.

Although Xie Maoyan said that there was no need to change it, Cheng Enni went to the city center to buy a thicker blanket in the afternoon, and prepared for Xie Maoyan to use it outside the quilt.

After returning from the city center, Cheng Enni did not go back to the factory, but went home directly, called Xie Maoyan when she got home, and began to clean up the house.

Because of her increasingly busy work, Cheng Enni has not cleaned up her home for a long time.

And because Xie Maoyan doesn't like strangers to come to the house, even if it's an aunt who is doing hygiene, the house has always been cleaned up by the two of them, and whoever has the time does it.

After tidying up her room and study, Cheng Enni went to change Xie Maoyan's clean quilt cover, and put the blanket by the way, but when she changed the quilt cover, she shook out the small medicine bottle that Xie Maoyan had hidden in the mattress.

Chlorpromazine hydrochloride tablets? Cheng Enni picked it up and took a look, and then stuffed Xie Maoyan back again.

After changing the sheets and quilt covers for the two of them and throwing them into the washing machine, Cheng Enni began to mop the floor with a mop again, but halfway through the mop, Cheng Enni stopped.

Xie Maoyan's medicine is really uncommon, and Cheng Enni has never even heard of this name.

After thinking about it, Cheng Enni went to the study to find a pen and paper, afraid that she would make a mistake, so she went to look at the medicine bottle again, copied the name of the medicine, and prepared to go to the pharmacy to ask about the situation.

Cheng Enni didn't worry about anything else, but she was worried about where Xie Maoyan was uncomfortable, so she secretly endured it and took medicine secretly, even if she was worried and didn't tell her.

Because Cheng Enni was at home, Xie Maoyan came back earlier than usual, and when he returned, he still carried the shrimp and beef and mutton that Cheng Enni asked him to buy from the market.

Eat barbecue in the evening.

In winter, in the south, no matter what you cook, it cools very quickly, only hot pot and barbecue are regular fires, around the stove, while eating and roasting, is the most enjoyable thing.

When Xie Maoyan cut the meat, Cheng Enni went to marinate it, and when she marinated the meat, Xie Maoyan went to wash the vegetables and steam the rice.

"By the way, when I changed the quilt for you, a bottle of medicine fell on your bed, what kind of cure is that?" The two chatted, and Cheng Enni remembered the medicine and asked casually.

Xie Maoyan was obviously stunned for a few seconds, and then paused before answering Cheng Enni's question, "It's the medicine for insomnia, I used to take it, but now I can't use it, and the medicine is estimated to have expired, so I'll throw it away later." ”

If it was just like that, of course there would be no problem, and Cheng Enni would not suspect anything, if Xie Maoyan was not stunned for a few seconds.

When he was stunned, Cheng Enni almost immediately noticed that something was wrong.

It stands to reason that Cheng Enni shouldn't have too much curiosity about what Xie Maoyan deliberately hidden, but this is a medicine that she has taken into her mouth, and Cheng Enni has to pay attention, Cheng Enni didn't ask any more, but secretly became interested.

The barbecue in the evening was very happy, the beef and mutton were marinated just right, and after the roast was served, it was served with the spicy sauce prepared by Cheng Enni, and it was all satisfying in one bite.

When talking on the phone, Cheng Enni confirmed with Xie Maoyan that the cold symptoms were gone, so she decided to eat barbecue, and after coming back, Xie Maoyan was really in good shape, so she did it.

However, Ennie didn't dare to let Xie Maoyan eat spicy food, so she made him a non-spicy sauce and made him soup.

In the next few days, Cheng Enni continued to be busy, approaching the end of the year, the factory was in full swing every day, busy with shipments, although there were already trustworthy people in their hands, but they should be staring at it, and they couldn't relax at all.

Busy and busy, Cheng Enni forgot the small medicine bottle that fell from Xie Maoyan's bed that day, and it wasn't until she wore the coat she wore that day and took out the paper with the name of the medicine written on it from her pocket, and Cheng Enni remembered it.

"Chlorpromazine hydrochloride tablets, this is an antipsychotic drug, how can this drug be sold in pharmacies, you have to go to the hospital." The pharmacist at the pharmacy took a look at it and returned the paper to Cheng Enni.

Cheng Enni understood the meaning of every word in the words, but the words couldn't be formed into sentences in her mind at all, and they were scattered, and the words couldn't be caught together.

I don't know how long I stood in place before Cheng Enni opened her mouth and asked, "Does this medicine cure insomnia?" ”

The pharmacist glanced at Cheng Enni and guessed that it might be someone around her who was using this medicine, and couldn't help but feel some sympathy for her, "Although this medicine is also called hibernation, it is a medicine that has a strong inhibition of the central nervous system, and the drowsiness is certain, but the doctor will not prescribe this medicine to treat insomnia." ”

"Okay, thank you." Cheng Enni thanked her, grabbed the note and walked out of the pharmacy.

At this time, Cheng Enni's mind was completely confused, and she had no way to think at all, and the questions were running around in her mind one after another.

Isn't Xie Lingjun mentally ill?

Why did Xie Maoyan take this medicine?

Why did he lie to himself?

Is Xie Maoyan's condition serious?

Does he have to take this medicine all the time to control himself?

Will the disease be inherited in the future?

Will there be some uncontrollable circumstances!

……

Countless questions almost squeezed Cheng Enni's brain, Cheng Enni was just passing by the pharmacy, she had other things to deal with, but now she can't do anything.

Returning home in a mess, Cheng Enni stabilized her emotions, first called the factory, and explained the matter before she was ready to carefully sort out the things related to medicine.

But she couldn't figure it out at all, Cheng Enni forced herself to sleep, but she didn't sleep well at all, and all night, she just kept dreaming, dreaming of her previous life, dreaming of this life, dreaming of Xie Maoyan, and dreaming of Xie Lingjun looking at her fiercely.

When she woke up again, she only knew that she had only slept for an hour, Cheng Enni got up and sat down for a while, and after thinking twice, she still called Xie Maoyan and asked him to go home quickly.

She couldn't pretend she didn't know about this, after all, she had to talk about it openly and honestly.

Ennie didn't say anything on the phone, only asked Xie Maoyan to go home immediately, Xie Maoyan set off for home almost immediately, usually it takes fifteen minutes to drive, but today it took less than ten minutes to get home.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" Ennie's voice was very weak, Xie Maoyan was worried that something had happened to her, so she rushed into the house as soon as she got home, and the three dogs were pushed away by him.

Cheng Enni sat at the desk and looked at him silently, at this time, she actually wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh, she put the paper with the name of the medicine on the table and pushed it to Xie Maoyan.

Xie Maoyan's movements paused, his voice stopped, he looked at the piece of paper, and then slowly looked up at Cheng Enni.

"You know everything?" Xie Maoyan's voice was unprecedentedly dry.

Cheng Enni nodded, "I went to the pharmacy and asked the doctor, and the doctor told me...... This is a medicine for mental illness. ”

Xie Maoyan took the piece of paper with his fingers trembling slightly, he didn't speak for a long time, the more he didn't speak, the more Cheng Enni's heart sank.

"What is the specific situation, shall we face it together?" Cheng Enni walked up to Xie Maoyan's hand and held his hand.

There are only two days to go before the New Year, and there are only two days left until their first anniversary together.

In the past year, Xie Maoyan has never had any radical behavior in front of Cheng Enni, whether it is behavior or behavior, it is normal, Cheng Enni hopes that Xie Maoyan will tell her that it is a misdiagnosis and a wrong medicine.

But on the other hand, Cheng Enni also knew in her heart that no matter how normal Xie Maoyan behaved in front of her, if he needed to take this medicine, there must be a problem.

"Bipolar disorder, a mental illness that combines both depressive and manic episodes." Xie Maoyan spoke with difficulty, and every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat.

Cheng Enni's heart fell suddenly, she didn't dare to blink, for fear of crying, "You have always been fine, and the symptoms are very mild, right?" I didn't unscrew the pill bottle, but it felt heavy, and you don't need to take medicine much, do you? ”

Facing Cheng Enni's expectant gaze, Xie Maoyan wanted to nod, but he couldn't nod, he could maintain his current state because Cheng Enni was by his side.

In addition, it is also because Cheng Enni was in her third year of high school, and he spent most of his time receiving treatment.

As for taking medicine, the adverse reactions of mental illness drugs are particularly large, and the damage caused to the body is irreversible.

After meeting Cheng Enni, Xie Maoyan directly cut off the medicine.

Although there are often situations where Cheng Enni's emotions are extremely high and low because of Cheng Enni's words and deeds, as long as he thinks that he can't control himself and will hurt Cheng Enni, or hurt Cheng Enni because he hurts himself, Xie Maoyan can control his emotions well.

The long-term insomnia before, since living with Cheng Enni, has also been effectively controlled, and I can sleep with peace of mind.

The medicine is only left in case it is really uncontrollable.

"It's manageable, not the worst, but it's not good enough to be negligible." Xie Maoyan looked at Cheng Enni, he was always afraid that if he couldn't control himself one day, he would hurt Cheng Enni and scare her.

Now, he's just trying to keep his composure.

Cheng Enni burst into tears, not understanding why such a thing happened to Xie Maoyan.

She stretched out her hand and wanted to hug Xie Maoyan, but Xie Maoyan then took a step back, Cheng Enni glanced at Xie Maoyan in a daze, strode forward, and hugged Xie Maoyan.

hugged Xie Maoyan only to find that Xie Maoyan was trembling all over, Cheng Enni hugged him with a lot of strength, wanting him to stop trembling, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid......"

As she spoke, Cheng Enni cried loudly uncontrollably, her eyes full of distress, "When was it diagnosed?" ”

"When you were a junior in high school." Xie Maoyan hugged Cheng Enni back, and the trembling slowed down slightly, "I thought...... You'll be shunned. ”

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