34. If life is only as it first sees
When Su Siqi saw Zhao Xiaojing, she couldn't recognize that the girl on the hospital bed with a haggard, lifeless face, and so thin that her cheekbones bulged out was Zhao Xiaojing!
Two days later, Zhao Xiaojing seemed much calmer, and even smiled when she saw her, "Sister Su, I'm sorry, I still alarmed you." ”
Su Siqi sat on the edge of the bed, straightened her hair, and said with a smile: "It's okay, the spirit is good." ”
"Well, I don't even dare look in the mirror now." Zhao Xiaojing was a little embarrassed, was silent for a while, and said, "Sister Su, do you think I'm very unproductive?" ”
"It doesn't matter, there are always a lot of ups and downs in life, and when you can't get over, you will be weak, my sister has also had it before, thinking about breaking the jar and breaking it, but then I found that I can't fall it, and I have to go forward. At that time, it seemed as if the sky was about to fall, but looking back, the sky was still the sky, I was still me, and there was nothing. ”
Su Siqi came over this time, she didn't want to persuade anything, there must have been a lot of people who persuaded her before, it is useless to talk about this kind of thing, but it will always keep Zhao Xiaojing in the shadows, but Zhao Xiaojing mentioned this stubble herself, and she had to enlighten a few words.
"If I thought like Sister Su, I wouldn't have ended up today."
"Hey, isn't it just the result of the competition, the east is not bright and the west is bright, you are so young and beautiful, you will have a bright day."
Zhao Xiaojing smiled bitterly: "Do you really think I'm here for the result of the game?" Although I am high, I also know that a mountain is higher than a mountain, and if I lose, I will lose, since I participate in the game, I must abide by the rules of the game, and I can afford to play and lose. ”
Su Siqi frowned when she heard this, could it be that Xiao Xiao's analysis was correct, Zhao Xiaojing still couldn't let go of Shen Mengqing......
She didn't dare to pick up the stubble, for fear of touching Zhao Xiaojing's sadness. Took an apple and peeled it.
Zhao Xiaojing was silent for a while, and finally couldn't help asking, "Sister Su, is he, okay?" ”
Su Siqi said: "I haven't seen him for a long time. ”
"I know he's fine," Zhao Xiaojing leaned against the head of the bed: "Didn't there be news about him and Lin Miaoer two days ago?" Although the photo was a little blurry, I could tell that he was smiling happily. ”
I can see a fart, Su Siqi also saw that photo, just one side, I don't know where Zhao Xiaojing saw Shen Mengqing smiling happily, to be honest, I have known the noble person for so long, it seems that I haven't seen him smile happily?
Su Siqi put the apple in the palm of her hand, cut it in half, and handed half of it to Zhao Xiaojing, "Now that you know that he has a new girlfriend, what do you want him to do?" Isn't it for yourselves to be guilty? ”
"I want to forget him, but I can't," Zhao Xiaojing's eyes were red, and her voice was crying: "If I can forget him, can I still lie here?" ”
Su Siqi hated iron and steel: "You are stupid, he has so many girlfriends, none of them are as stupid as you, you want to die or live, he is still merry and happy, and he does not delay at all, you are saved this time, if you are not saved, it is not in vain," the more she said, the more angry she became: "To be honest, if it weren't for the past feelings, I wouldn't want to come to see you, this is a coward's behavior, for a man, I don't even have the courage to live, what else can you do in the future?" You're dead, who do your parents rely on when they're old? You are dead, who in this world remembers you except your parents? Stupid! ”
Zhao Xiaojing was scolded by her and lowered her head, and said in a snort: "I don't want to die, I just want to make trouble, make some noise, he can come and see me." ”
If it weren't for Zhao Xiaojing's sick appearance, Su Siqi really wanted to slap her, the poor person would have something to hate, and she was talking about people like her.
"Now that you're making a fuss, has he come to see you?" Su Siqi was so indignant that she spat out: "Shen Mengqing is just happy and tired of the old, a wolf's heart and a dog's lungs, and a well-dressed beast." Others are afraid to avoid it, you are still a baby, that kind of man, you can play, you want to be long, that's a dream, listen to my sister, hurry up and die that heart, so that you can live! ”
"Sister, how did you figure it out in the first place," Zhao Xiaojing tilted her head to look at her: "You also got along with him!" ”
"In fact, I haven't dealt with him," Su Siqi said, "Maybe everyone is wrong, I have dealt with Fang Zhuo." ”
"So you don't know how miserable it is to fall in love with him."
Many of Shen Mengqing's predecessors have told her this, and her reaction every time is: Fortunately, she doesn't love Shen Mengqing.
How miserable it is to fall in love with Shen Mengqing, just look at the way those girls want to die or live for him. Isn't there one in front of you?
Coming out of the hospital, the sun is slanting in the west, the sky is a light blue, it looks pleasing to the eye, not a single cloud can be seen, the whole sky is like an inverted glass pot bottom, there is no impurity.
Su Siqi thought of herself, even if Lu Tianchen really broke up with her, she would not be like Zhao Xiaojing, maybe she would be a little sad, maybe she would feel regretful, after all, Lu Tianchen's conditions were there. But there is no sadness. Just like the scene she saw outside the door that day, she felt indignant and ridiculous when she walked out, but there was no sadness, and she could calmly assume all the results.
Is it because you don't love it? She likes Lu Tianchen, but she doesn't love it, so she doesn't grieve.
Love, what is it exactly?
When you know the subtlety, everything is beautiful, there is only each other in each other's eyes, when you can't see it, you think about it, you think when you see it, because he cries, because he laughs, everything is him. But as time went on, the environment changed, the people changed, everything changed.
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind sad fan!
Nalan Xingde's favorite one is this, and she still remembers that the next few sentences are: Waiting for leisure to change but the hearts of the people, but the people of the people are changeable.
Lishan said that it was half a night away, and the tears and rain and zero bells did not complain. How is Bo Xing Jinyilang, who wishes on the same day.
Fortunately, she has experienced it, so now she is not immersed in all kinds of poisons and responds to all changes.
At the end of work, the whole city became a blockage, only the subway was unimpeded, but there were many people, Su Siqi was surrounded by the crowd and couldn't help getting on the car, there was no seat, she grabbed the ring and stood up, but a girl's backpack behind always hit her, she patted the girl, the girl didn't react, she stretched her neck and looked back, only to know that the girl was with a boy, the two of them hugged each other on a hot day, and dangled with the body, so they hit her.
It's two very young people, like students, with a strong love between their eyebrows, and they only see objects in each other's eyes, so they don't react to her actions. This is the age when everything is beautiful when you know the subtleties.
Su Siqi silently moved two steps to the side, preferring that she was standing uncomfortably than disturbing the man and woman who were in love.
When she got out of the subway, she called Shen Mengqing, but her mobile phone was turned off, and she called Shen Mengqing's company again, and she didn't have much hope, because she had already gotten off work, but it worked. It was the front desk of the company that told her that Shen Mengqing went back to Bei'an.
Shen Mengqing's home is in Bei'an, which is the political and cultural center of the country, known as the foot of the Son of Heaven. Of course, a noble person like him must be born under the roots of the imperial city to speak. It's probably too close to home to be presumptuous.,That's why I stay in S City all year round.。
Not long ago, I learned that his father was Shen Mingru. Shen Mingru is an amazing character, she has seen it on TV, she looks kind, modest and polite, not as cold and gloomy as Shen Mengqing, but Su Siqi is not a little chick who has just come out to mix the world, and she knows that the more kind people who seem to be kind, the more powerful they are.
She went to the public parking lot to pick up the car, saw that it was still early, and was ready to go to the supermarket to buy some food and cook by herself. The phone rang, it was Lu Tianchen calling, he seemed to be in a good mood, and joked with her on the phone: "Miss Su, are you off work?" I'll pick you up. ”
Su Siqi said lightly: "I got off work early today." ”
Probably hearing that she was not in good spirits, Lu Tianchen was a little surprised and asked, "What's wrong?" Uncomfortable? It looks listless. ”
"No, to see a friend in the hospital."
Lu Tianchen let out an "oh", "In this way, can we still eat together that night?" ”
Su Siqi hesitated for a moment, wondering if he had something to say to her? Sooner or later, she had to face it, and the long pain was better than the short pain, so she said, "Okay, you set a place, and I'll go over when the time comes." ”
Lu Tianchen talked about a restaurant they frequented, and talked a few more words, and the two said goodbye politely on the phone.
Su Siqi drove home, took a shower, changed her clothes, put on makeup again, combed her hair in a ponytail and hung it back, still jeans and hemp shirts, changed into a pair of sneakers, and looked in front of the mirror, young and beautiful like a recent college graduate. Even if you want to go to the Hongmen banquet, there is no problem at all.
She deliberately came late, Lu Tianchen saw her appear at the door, and immediately raised his arm, Su Siqi glanced at it, fortunately, Lu Tianchen was alone, she likes to plan ahead, so any situation will be considered, and I also thought that maybe Lu Tianchen would bring An Xiashi to have a showdown with her.
Lu Tianchen looked her up and down and praised her sincerely: "Siqi, you are so beautiful today." ”
"Really?" Su Siqi smiled and asked, "Is there a day when I am not beautiful?" ”
"It's beautiful every day, but it's especially beautiful today." Lu Tianchen took out a handful of roses from under the table as if he was doing a trick: "Give it to you." ”
"Thank you," Su Siqi took it, lowered her head and sniffed it, and gently placed it on the chair next to her. asked Lu Tianchen: "Have you ordered?" ”
"Ordered, it's all your favorite food." Lu Tianchen looked at her with a smile: "I was busy this time, I didn't go to you, didn't you get angry with me, right?" ”
"I'm also very busy," Su Siqi said, "I have to go on a business trip tomorrow, and I have to pack my bags when I go back in the evening." ”
Lu Tianchen didn't make a sound, just looked at her, and said half-loudly: "Siqi, do you have something to say to me?" ”
Su Siqi was very surprised, she should have asked Lu Tianchen about this sentence, why did she steal her lines?