Panhachi: The world is unpredictable

After saying all this, Tian Tian always takes a rabbit with her when she comes to ask the boar to play, go shopping, drink tea, and chat together, not intimate or estranged, and looks like an ordinary friend.

Although Tian Tian said that she was just a friend from now on, and always let the boar take the rabbit to avoid suspicion from others, the rabbit knew that she didn't let go of the boar.

At this time, the little rabbit is not like two years ago and really doesn't understand anything, she doesn't like that ambiguous atmosphere. After playing together a few times, when they came to invite again, Xiaotu excused the third uncle to have a lot of family affairs and didn't go out.

After the New Year, the rabbit returned to the sweet potato market after the start of school. Soon it was April, and Bunny was fifteen years old.

In the summer vacation of fifteen years old, Xiaotu graduated from junior high school, she did not take the high school entrance examination, and prepared to study secondary school.

An internship instructor at an agricultural technical secondary school who was friends with a cousin of hers said that the school had a direct entrance to the university, and as long as she performed well, she could be selected to go to the university without passing the college entrance examination.

Moreover, there are only two years of full-time study, and the internship begins in the third year, and the part-time study is done. This school has acquaintances, the tuition fee is not high, and you can work earlier to reduce the financial burden of the little rabbit family, and as long as you are good enough and have the opportunity to go on to higher education, the little rabbit applied for this school.

Xiaotu was successfully admitted, so he took advantage of the summer vacation to help a small restaurant in Rongcheng to do chores and earn some living expenses. The owner of this restaurant is a friend of Sanbo, and of course he doesn't have to sign a labor contract or anything, so he doesn't use child labor. She is not afraid of hard work, she just wants to reach out to her relatives less, and she can make up a little bit by herself.

The small restaurant sells steamed buns, steamed buns, fried dough sticks, eight-treasure porridge and the like in the morning, and all kinds of roasted vegetables and cold dishes at noon, and closes at 3 p.m. to clean up.

Because he had to go to prepare the food for sale early in the morning at three o'clock in the morning, after returning in the afternoon, the little rabbit had to make up for sleep, and slept until seven o'clock in the evening and then got up for dinner.

After dinner, it is the most leisurely time for the little rabbit. In the summer, there are few hot times in Rongcheng, and there is a cool breeze at night.

Fifteen-year-old rabbits and twenty-five-year-old boars will meet on the rooftop after dinner to chat. Sitting on the roof of the old courtyard together, there are more and more high-rise buildings around, and the once magnificent courtyard seems to be surrounded by a well.

Pointing to the newly built houses, the little rabbit said that he and the boar were like two frogs squatting in a well.

The ridicule of "sitting in the well and watching the sky" was originally that the little rabbit said that there were many things that the boar experienced that the little rabbit did not know, but he could guess that he was not a frog at the bottom of the well. However, he used to smile heartily without fear when the sky fell, but now he rarely laughs, and the little rabbit even talks to him and teases him.

The boar really laughed, and said that the little rabbit was a little frog, and he was a big toad. The little frog will one day jump out of the deep well and become a flying dragon, and the big toad just wants to squat in the well in a daze.

Sensing the decadence in his words, Little Rabbit talked about what happened when he was a child, and said that he had always longed for a distant place.

The boar tells her that the outside world is not exciting, not only is it not exciting, but it is also dangerous.

The rooftop was cluttered, and the TV antennas were torn like cobwebs. The boar said that if the current life is like this chaotic rooftop, and the distant dream is like a TV series, when you arrive in the distance, you will know that it is just another chaotic rooftop.

It seems profound, and it seems to be crazy and silly, the little rabbit doesn't understand, but remembers.

In that month or so, Boar and Bunny talked a lot, more than the previous ten years combined.

When someone opens their hearts to you, it means that they really trust you and really treat you as a friend. Friends are beautiful relationships, but the little rabbit and the boar are friends on the edge of the cliff, and one step further is the abyss, which will never recover.

Many years later, Little Rabbit really wants time to freeze at that stage, the stage where he can be close but not intimate.

At that time, I was young, and later I felt that I really shouldn't be nosy, especially not to care about other people's emotional affairs. That kind of thing just listens to, and if you care too much, you will fall into it.

The boar doesn't think so, he thinks that what should come will always come, and what should go will leave sooner or later. Just like he always wants to change the things of 99 and 00, he can't change it, those two years are the turning point in his life, and he has to accept many things if he doesn't accept them.

In those two years, not only did the boar get married, the mother died of illness, had children, and the uncle retired.

Uncle Shan retired soon after knowing about the matter of Jinxi, and later, the mountain pig said that if Uncle had not retired, the matter of the black mine would not have been resolved until more than two years later.

And it was also after Uncle Shan retired that the mountain pig realized that many things had been solved, not because of how capable he was, but because Uncle Shan helped him solve the troubles. Otherwise, many things will not be heroes, but catastrophes.

It was also during those two years that he really saw a lot of things that he couldn't have imagined before.

When he ran out at the age of thirteen, when he was working in a small factory, the boss was very mean, but he was not in arrears of wages, and the boar couldn't stand it because the boss vomited the workers' saliva.

But when he was in the black mine, he couldn't do anything about it when he watched the coolies who were beaten and fled. I used to think that I was very strong and could hoe the strong and help the weak, but then I realized that I was very incompetent.

The coolies who were doing the work were as sluggish as wooden people, but the people in the mines were not demented in the first place, and how could they find so many demented people to gather together?

Those people were all normal, they couldn't resist, they couldn't run, they could only live numbly.

Also, the death of the mountain mother hit him too hard, he was less at home, and he always caused trouble, the mountain mother preferred the younger brother, and the relationship between their mother and son was very stiff.

But the boar never thought about how to ease the relationship between mother and son, he felt that it was okay to take his time in the future, because his grandparents were almost 90 years old and still alive and well, and he never thought that his mother would die early.

Father Shan was born when Grandma Shan was forty-three years old, Grandma Shan was in such good health, how could he have imagined that his mother would die before she turned forty-three?

Speaking of which, Little Rabbit is also familiar with the Boar's family, but he has never met his mother. Later, I didn't even see a photo.

Grandpa Shan's sons and daughters, little rabbits have seen them, and most of them have also seen their daughters-in-law and sons-in-law. In addition to the mountain mother, there is the eldest son-in-law who has not been seen, but the eldest son-in-law has little time in the army in other provinces all the year round and returns home less, and the mountain mother does not come to Rongcheng completely because she does not want to see her father-in-law and mother-in-law.

It is said that Father Shan had the opportunity to leave Hongtiao City as a soldier back then, as long as he became a soldier, there would be no major incidents in the army, and with the connections of the Shan family back then, at least he would not have to stay in the countryside. And Uncle Shan's mother was the one who was in charge of the conscription in the township back then, and deliberately stuck Shan's father's conditions, so that he did not become a soldier.

The matter of "card conditions" was originally just a rumor, but a few years after the marriage of the mountain father and the mountain mother, they had two sons, and the mountain mother herself admitted the matter.

The reason for this is that when the mother and father of the mountain were just talking about the object of conversation, they jokingly asked him if he wanted to come back after leaving Hongtiao City.

And the father of the mountain replied, "What are you going to do when you come back, you won't come back when you leave this place?" The mountain mother was afraid that he would abandon her, so she begged her uncle not to give him a chance to leave Hongtiao City.

"If you leave this place, you won't come back", what the mountain father thought when he said this, I have settled outside, and I must take my beloved with me and not have to come back. And what the mountain mother thinks is that if you refuse to come back, you must be thinking of marrying a girl in the city and abandoning me ruthlessly.

Because of this, Grandpa Mountain and Grandma Mountain were dissatisfied with their daughter-in-law; Because of this dissatisfaction, the boar, who stays with his grandparents a lot, has a really bad relationship with his mother.

But when the mother was weakening day by day, and finally she couldn't eat, drink, or even get an infusion, and she couldn't get any more needles, the boar really wanted to have the ability to turn back time and return to her childhood to spend more time with her mother. Moreover, he should be very well-behaved and sensible, and never make his mother angry again.

Therefore, when his mother asked for to see him start a family, he agreed without hesitation, without thinking much about what he would face after starting a family.