In fact, if Li Ting made a move on Li Yan again, it would be an opportunity for them, just with the help of Li Yan's hands, they would have enough reasons to rework, "Don't blame my brother for not showing you mercy when the time comes", Li Yan thought a little viciously, the unhappiness that has been suffocated in his heart for so many years can finally be vented, so that he will inevitably have some distortions.

This is Li Yan, he is really determined, these things happened to another person, no matter who is changed, he can't hold it, who can endure the betrayal of his relatives again and again?

Li Yan has never completely said to anyone what he has experienced over the years, after all, no one else is the person concerned, those of them who are subordinates and the subordinates of the Night King's Mansion may know that Li Yan has suffered some flesh and skin, and that is where they can see it, but in the places they can't see, Li Yan has suffered more mental oppression and mental humiliation, which is really commonplace for him, at the beginning when he wanted to give advice to the frontier, Didn't Li Ting just humiliate him fiercely? Beat him as a general and could only lie in bed like a cripple, unable to do anything.

If the two guards who executed showed mercy, then he didn't know if he could stand up normally, even so, Li Ting still didn't let him go in the days of time, and called him to the Heart Cultivation Hall to stand all day, not for nothing, just let him stand on the side, listening to his conversation with the ministers, Li Ting didn't care what Li Yan would listen to at that time, he just cared about the pleasure that humiliated him and brought to himself.

At first, Li Yan's anger would still be revealed, he always bit his lower lip, clenched his hands into fists, and clenched them tightly, so that the ministers who came to report were a little afraid, for fear that this general would knock down all the people here with one punch as soon as he was unhappy.

It's just that none of them thought that as the days passed, Li Yan didn't seem so angry, and there was no expression on his face, but those who really understood would know that Li Yan buried all his anger in his heart at that time, and often such a person's pain would be more intense, because it was buried in the bottom of his heart and there was nowhere to vent.

"The days really go by so fast......" Even so, Li Yan still sighed like this, he had reaped enough hardships in the first twenty years, but although he always reminded himself of the humiliations he had suffered, but for him, the past twenty years still passed so fast, but fortunately, when he felt that he was about to be unable to support it, he met the most important person in his life - Chaolu, if there was no Chaolu, would he be able to continue to hold on at that time?

Because he now has morning dew, he can't even imagine what a day without morning dew would be like. But he vaguely remembered the sister next door who had been growing up with him in the past.

I don't know if it's because there are too few women he's been in contact with in his life, he always feels that there is something on Chaolu's body that makes him feel familiar, that's the feeling of a person he is very familiar with, he already knows what that person's name is in his heart, just ask him to say it, but he is always difficult to say, not because of shame, but because that name has not been mentioned for a long time, he is a little undaring.

Shen Hou.

He would have returned to the capital because of this person, because when he was on the frontier, he suddenly heard the news of her death, how could it be? When I first entered the palace, I was still such a lively and cheerful little girl, so ...... How did she hear the news that she was not pregnant, but the news that she had left? Li Yan couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, and he still couldn't figure it out in those days when he rushed back from the frontier.

It's just that maybe God is going to go against him, and Li Ting is in the way, even if he has shortened this trip to the limit in those days, he still hasn't been able to come back to see him for the last time.

He regretted it, how much he regretted it, why did he watch the person he had been thinking about in his heart go to this deep palace in the first place? Isn't he upset? He also persuaded him, but every time he met her eyes, the joy of her imminent entry into the palace would make him unbearable to say it again.

What else is there to say? As long as she's happy, isn't it? At that time, Li Yan, who was young and ignorant, thought so, but he didn't know how terrible it was if a woman fell in love with the emperor.

But that she fell in love with the emperor, but the emperor was Li Ting, as the eldest brother she trusted, he could only watch her silently by his side, every time she was unhappy, how much he wanted to say to her, let's go, I can take you away, but as long as the eyes have fallen on Li Ting's body, she is very happy, so that he can't even speak.

After Shen left, Li Yan spent every day and night in remorse and pain in the first few years, he regretted his cowardice and incompetence, and failed to take her away from Li Ting's side, but he was very sad, he knew that only by Li Ting's side, she might be happy, and this contradictory point is the real heart-piercing point.

It wasn't until several years later that he let go of a little, and he just thought that he would definitely avenge her.

So Li Yan lived a dull and boring life like a walking dead for several years, until he met Chaolu who came to catch bamboo insects in the bamboo forest one day, and from then on, he could no longer leave his sight.

At the first glance of Zhonglu, he felt that this person was so familiar, but it seemed to be very different, didn't he struggle to transfer his feelings for Empress Shen to Chaolu's body?

Therefore, he was also very painful, and tried to leave Chaolu for a while, so that he could figure out who he was worried about.

It's just that in the end, he found that it was he who was embarrassed, and when he saw Chaolu, his mind was in chaos again, and he couldn't think clearly, and then he simply thought about it, so be it, all he fancied was the person in front of him.

It's just that the current Li Yan still doesn't know that what he loved at the beginning and what he loves now is the same person, this is different at different ages, after experiencing different experiences, everyone will naturally show something different, but fate is so magical, so that he found a new life in the same lover after the first pain.

From beginning to end, the person he loves is Chaolu, whether it is Empress Shen or the current Chaolu, it is Chaolu.

So when Chaolu finally told him this fact, he took Chaolu into his arms with a sigh, and couldn't help sighing, "God is not thin on me after all!" ”

It's just that his words are joyful but Chaolu is sad to hear it, obviously fate is not very good to him, but after this person takes her into his arms, he can give birth to a wave of joy to hug him, which makes her feel distressed.