Chapter 174: Farewell

This night, Hua Mian personally helped Kang Muning bathe and change clothes, and after he went to bed, he sat on the edge of the bed and chatted with him.

Kang Muning pulled Hua Mian to the bed and lay down with him, then put his arm around her sideways and whispered in her ear, "Mian'er has never been so gentle with me. I'm really flattered. ”

Hua Mian stroked his haggard cheeks and suddenly choked: "Really? I've been so gentle with you every day since then, okay? ”

Kang Muning held her hand and gently pulled the corners of his lips: "In the last period of my life, I am satisfied to have the company of Myanmar." ”

Hua Mian covered his mouth and said, "We still have a long way to go." We must be drunk and dream together, listen to the water and the moon, chase the horses in our clothes, and let go of the river. Don't you still want to do a palm dance with me? When I have a baby, we are going to climb the highest mountain in the world, shall we jump there? ”

Hua Mian thought that he would happily respond to her, but who knew that a heavy sadness suddenly surged in his eyes, and he said very sadly: "It's a pity, I'm afraid I can't wait for that day." Even if we were lucky enough to survive that day, neither of us could jump, so we could only stand on the mountain and stare at each other with a cold wind. ”

yes, it's true that I can't jump anymore. But what makes Hua Mian sad is not that she can no longer dance in the palm of her hand, but that she is about to lose someone who loves her deeply.

She had never hated Hua Ruoshui and Qiu Tang so much as she did at this moment. It's enough for them to hurt her repeatedly, but they still want to curse her. Watching the people around her leave her one by one, she felt that God seemed to be on the side of Hua Ruoshui.

She gritted her teeth and said, "It's good to have big eyes and small eyes." "What could be more desperate than seeing things and thinking about people?

Kang Muning thought that his too pessimistic words made her unhappy, and hurriedly coaxed: "Actually, as long as I have you by my side, I will feel very happy no matter what I do." Maybe a few more years to live. ”

This was originally to make Hua Mian happy, but it made her even more sad when she didn't think about it, and she said astringently: "Do you still have any wishes?" ”

Kang Muning said without thinking: "Since four years ago, I have only one wish left in my life. ”

Hua Menton was curious: "What is it?" ”

"Be your lover."

Hua Mian pinched his cheek and sneered, "Your wish is really not on the stage." Aren't you tempting to sin? ”

"Yes, so I thought that this wish would never come true, but I didn't expect God to still favor me. You're lying next to me right now, like in a dream. ”

Hua Mian suddenly approached him, opened her mouth and bit him on the lip.

Kang Muning frowned in pain: "Why did Mian'er bite me?" ”

Hua Mian pretended to be innocent and said: "The pain means that it is not a dream." ”

Kang Muning bit her lip and said, "I was bitten by you, I want to return it." ”

I don't know if I was really bitten by him, or if I remembered the sad thing again, Hua Mian's tears fell disobediently.

Kang Muning kissed her tears and quipped: "I can't stand such a little pain, it's really squeamish." ”

Hua Mian mourned in his heart, and tears flowed even happier.

wanted to make her laugh, but it made her even more sad, Kang Muning had to change the topic and said: "You have already seen me by bathing me, does this mean that I am already your person?" ”

Hua Mian's face turned red: "You said yes, that's it." ”

"But you're not my man."

"Then I'll let you see the light, okay?"

"Okay." Kang Muning replied crisply.

Hua Min then pulled the quilt and put it over them, then hid in the quilt and took off her clothes.

Kang Muning pursed his lips and said, "What do I think about you covering up?" ”

Hua Mian only felt ashamed, and said hesitantly: "Don't look at it, it's embarrassing." ”

Kang Muning's eyes couldn't help but be full of smiles: "You are so naked. Isn't there a shame about lying in a quilt with me? As he spoke, his hands were not idle, and he began to caress her from top to bottom.

Hua Mian only felt her heart beat faster, and her face was getting hotter and hotter. At this time, he heard Kang Muning say in a dumb voice: "Kiss me." ”

It seems that as long as she can make him happy, she will satisfy him no matter what he asks. So as soon as he spoke, she immediately kissed him obediently. The soft lips touched him with a little water.

He waited for a long time and didn't see her go any deeper, sucking her lips impatiently, tossing and grinding feverishly, violently, hard, deep and slowly. He felt her lips and tongue with his heart, soft, delicate, but also fragile, like a flower blooming.

The suffocating enthusiasm made Hua Mian limp, and she couldn't help but respond to him, her mood ethereal, like a cloud.

Hua Mian thought he would ask for her, but he stopped halfway through. She was surprised, "What's wrong?" Are you tired? ”

He gasped and looked at her, tired indeed, a kiss had exhausted his1 strength.

"If you're too tired, don't move, I'll just come."

Hua Mian reached into his underwear, causing him to snort. At the same time, she kissed him, grasped all the initiative in a simple way, and her little hands gently and softly gave him an extremely pleasant comfort.

She whispered in his ear, "Want me?" ”

He looked at her with misty eyes and said unsteadily, "I thought about it a long time ago. I've fantasized countless times and want to give you a perfect first time. Unexpectedly, now my dream has come true, but I can't do it. ”

"It's okay." Hua Mian comforted him, "You don't have to move. ”

He shook his head and said, "I don't want to leave you with an unsatisfactory first. ”

Hua Mian was no longer reluctant, and kissed him on the lips again. Her hand was magical, teasing his sensitive nerves. A moment later, accompanied by a pleasant moan. groaning, Kang Muning was paralyzed in the memory of the flowers.

After that, there was silence. Hua Mian thought he was asleep, and just wanted to get up, but he grabbed him: "Don't go, accompany me." ”

Hua Mian lay back and said, "You are weak, and you have just consumed your physical strength, sleep well to recuperate, and you will leave for Amaterasu tomorrow?" ”

Kang Muning hugged her tightly and said, "I feel very happy tonight." ”

Hua Mian felt very sour in her heart, and proposed, "I'll sing you a song to help you sleep." ”

Kang Muning said happily: "Okay, I haven't heard Myanmar sing yet." ”

Hua Mian cleared her throat and opened her lips to sing a song that she never got tired of listening to in her previous life. Although the song is soft, it seems to have the power to penetrate time and space in the silent night, and it has been transmitted far away.

Ji Yunye stood outside the Shuihua Palace for a long time, hesitating to go in. When Hua Mian's song sounded in his ears, his heart trembled, and he couldn't help but listen carefully.

"Is there any time left to look back, look at me again, I can't tell the edge of the sky, whether it is the red cloud or the flame you ignited, which life is the end, but I can't say goodbye to enlightenment. Is there any burning year left, feathered into thoughts, whether it is dust or nightmares, whether it is ashes or the smoke you ignited. Which thought can not be extinguished, is it nirvana or eternal remembrance.

Transfiguration into the starlight of the Western Heavens is the end of your reincarnation, how much time has passed from silence to eternal life, how many times have you been gazing at my face in the next life by the Santu River, I have planted Mandala to make the memories of my previous life deep, how many partings can ignite the flame of the sycamore branch, how many five hundred years have I walked in the earthly world. When the mandala flowers bloom, who can still remember the past, who responded to whom's robbery, and whose obsession has become. ”

This song was sung several times by Hua Mian, and when the surroundings were quiet again, Ji Yunye reached out and touched his upper cheek, only to realize that he had shed tears at some point. Heartache, it hurts. This feeling of heartache came inexplicably, and he couldn't find the root cause, but it haunted him and made him at a loss. He finally sighed and turned away.

And in the courtyard, there are three people who have not slept. Listening to this melodious but sad song, none of them had words. When the singing stopped, they went into their rooms.

Cummoning fell asleep in song. Hua Mian wiped the tears from his face for him, folded the quilt, and got dressed and got out of bed.

She walked out of Shuihua Palace and went all the way to Qianqing Palace. When she arrived outside the gate of the palace, she couldn't help but be stunned. It was so late, and the palace gate was wide open. She looked inside and saw that there wasn't anyone moving around, so she crept inside.

There was silence all around, except for a faint light coming from the dormitory. Hua Mian walked to the half-open window and looked in, and saw Ji Yunye leaning on the bed, his head resting on his arms, frowning and thinking about something.

She stared at him for so long, thinking that tomorrow would be the end of the world, but she couldn't help herself with grief, and tears fell down.

Her suppressed breathing startled the occupants of the room, and he turned his head to look out the window, his gaze meeting hers. It was too late for her to hide, so she had to look at him in a daze.

Ji Yunye couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at the moment. Although her appearance surprised him, it also made him feel inexplicably happy. He kept the palace gate, maybe just for this moment.

He said indifferently: "The empress came to visit late at night, I don't know what to do?" ”

Hua Mian took a deep breath and tried her best to keep her emotions stable: "I'll leave tomorrow and come to say goodbye to you." ”

When Ji Yunye heard this, he suddenly felt reluctant for some reason: "Why are you in such a hurry?" ”

"It's been bothered for so long, it's not interesting to stay any longer." She choked up a little as she spoke, "After I'm gone, you must take care." When the words fell, he turned around and ran away.

Ji Yunye hurriedly chased him out and blurted out: "Myanmar! ”

When his words fell, both of them were stunned. Hua Mian turned around and stared deeply at him, tears rolling down uncontrollably.

Ji Yunye hesitated, "May I ask you a question?" ”

Hua Mian nodded.

"You ...... Why empathy? ”

Hua Mian was so heartbroken that she couldn't speak, and only after a while did she say, "Because...... Many times, we don't have a choice. ”