Chapter 17: A Bright Future Might Be
In the remaining days of elementary school, Yan Jinfeng was still entangled with You Fu in class, and I didn't have much intersection with Yan Jinfeng.
On the last Christmas in elementary school, I sent a greeting card to Yan Jinfeng as usual, just like the annual routine. He didn't receive Yan Jinfeng's gift as usual, just like the result he had in mind.
I am no longer as sad and discouraged as before, because this cannot change my determination to pursue Yan Jinfeng, and I believe that the fate that must exist between us will eventually become a reality. I continued to pay attention to Yan Jinfeng silently, and my feelings for her continued unabated.
Soon, the first important exam in my life - the junior high school exam quietly came. Many students are very nervous in the face of this kind of scene, and they work overtime to revise under the supervision of teachers and parents. I feel very relaxed, my parents and teachers have not put too much pressure on me, he has already reviewed many times, he is already impatient, and now he is gearing up to win it in one fell swoop.
As a result, my grades surprised the teachers, and one of the top students was at the bottom of the class, just enough to reach the cut-off score of the best junior high school in the city, but this did not necessarily guarantee my admission, unless our family paid a high sponsorship fee to the junior high school.
I was also surprised by my results, I felt good during the exam, and I could do all the questions, why did the graded results fall so far from my estimates. Is this my score? Shouldn't the grading teacher be dazzled? Isn't it possible that my rolls have been dropped?
My parents wanted to take me to check the scores, but I heard from the school that this phenomenon is very common, and most of the scores are fine, but the result is futile and can't change anything. So we gave up.
Thankfully, in the end, I was able to get the best junior high school admission as I wished, thanks to my excellent Olympiad results, and I didn't have to pay that kind of expense to my family. For a difficult family whose parents were both laid off and re-employed, that cost is not a small amount, and now that a first-prize certificate has offset it, I never thought that the results of the competition would be so valuable.
When the dust has settled, the last time is the day when the students say goodbye to each other, and the busiest thing in this period is to write the classmates. This is what girls are most passionate about, and most of the boys are not interested in preparing a classmate, and I am not one of them, after all, most of my classmates will meet in junior high school in the future.
However, Zhang Hong said to me that I should still prepare such a classmate directory, even if everyone will meet in junior high school in the future, but at that time, they may be scattered in different classes, and there will be no more close contact like now; In particular, I should ask Yan Jinfeng to write a page on the classmate directory to commemorate the beauty of the past six years, cherish the memories of the past six years, and when I see this classmate directory in the future, I can at least remember her who was at the same table.
I thought he was right, so I bought a book of classmates and gave it to many classmates, so that they could write their best wishes on it. There are Xie Liang, Zhang Hong, and friends of the four tyrants......
Looking at the enthusiastic messages of his classmates, he was moved and reluctant, looking back on the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the past six years, every scene gathered in his heart was sweet. Time is really like flowing water, and I don't know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future, but at least when you look at every page in the classmate, everyone's laughter will really appear on the paper. This list of classmates is really important!
Despite this, there were two classmates who I didn't give to them to write in the end.
One is Shen Yun, I didn't like her in the first place, and I wanted to get rid of her for a long time, plus the harm caused to her that time, I hated and felt guilty about her in my heart. Fortunately, she didn't get into that junior high school, and my family is about to move, so I won't see her again in the future.
The other is Yan Jinfeng, I know that she was also admitted to that junior high school, and we still have the opportunity to meet, and I will definitely do everything possible to meet her. This is fate, this is fate. I won't let Yan Jinfeng stay on the paper of her classmates so simply, he wants her to appear in his life all the time.
When I took my graduation photo, God favored me again. After the teacher sorted out the formation of the male classmates, he asked the girls to line up in front of the boys, and Yan Jinfeng was arranged to stand directly below me, close to me. The line was relatively tight, and my thighs were just against Yan Jinfeng's back.
I remember when the kindergarten dance team took a group photo, and my favorite girl leaned against me like this. This is the first time I have been in contact with Yan Jinfeng's body for such a long time, and I can feel the warmth of her back, and this warmth has been transmitted to my heart. I left the brightest smile on my graduation photo, which will be a better memory than my classmates.
Zhang Hong, who was close to my right, still undiminished in his ghostly nature at this moment, obviously noticed this detail and smiled weirdly, this scene happened to be caught in the camera, leaving him with the most malicious smile on the graduation photo.
After the team dispersed, Zhang Hong couldn't hold back the surprise of discovering a new continent, and shouted: "Yan Jinfeng sits on the lap of Mao Xiaoer!" Yan Jinfeng sat on the lap of the cat Xiaoer! ”
Before I had time to figure out how to cover it up, Yan Jinfeng chased him out first, wanting to beat Zhang Hong. Zhang Hong ran to my side and used me as a shield to avoid Yan Jinfeng.
Yan Jinfeng was angry with shame, staring at Zhang Hong in front of me, looking for a breakthrough left and right. And just like that, the two of them circled around me. Caught in the middle, I was so embarrassed that my face turned red.
I don't know what to do, who made me enjoy it just now. In retrospect, it was so tightly attached just now, Yan Jinfeng didn't dodge the action at all, as if she was leaning on me on purpose, she should have enjoyed it a lot.
And now, the embarrassed and shy expression on Yan Jinfeng's face is not so much annoyed and angry, but more like happiness and excitement, it seems that she still likes me.
"Yan Jinfeng sat on the lap of the cat Xiaoer! Yan Jinfeng sat on the lap of the cat Xiaoer! Zhang Hong's teasing voice still rang non-stop.
I smiled heartily, then turned around, broke free of Zhang Hong's hands that were holding my clothes, and joined the team that condemned Zhang Hong with Yan Jinfeng.
Zhang Hong ran with a smile, Yan Jinfeng and I chased angrily, and under the golden sunset, the elementary school life came to an end.
I look forward to meeting Yan Jinfeng again in junior high school, and at that time, I will definitely go out of my way to tell her that I am her real Prince Charming.
And before that, fate was already on the move, and on a sunny afternoon during the summer vacation, we met by chance at the market.
That day, my grandfather took me to the market to buy something, and the bicycle I was riding broke down not far from the market. Grandpa had to ride his bicycle to the mechanic at the side of the market, waiting for the car to be repaired, and chatting with the mechanic.
I was happy to come to play, but now I don't know how long, bored, I kicked the pebbles next to me, complaining about this bad thing, and looked around from time to time.
The wide pedestrian street was full of bustling people, and there were uneven temporary stalls of various forms on both sides of the street, where vendors were either sitting shaking banana fans or standing there shouting to solicit customers.
It's rare to see such a lively bazaar, shouldn't Yan Jinfeng come too, if Yan Jinfeng comes with him, it would be wonderful.
Just thinking about it, a familiar figure appeared across the street, and Yan Jinfeng actually appeared!
At the same time, Yan Jinfeng also happened to see me, and she stopped with another girl who was shopping with her, and looked at me motionlessly.
We looked at each other like mongooses looking forward to each other, our eyes round and translucent, full of surprise, like statues condensed in an instant, just standing motionless with sweet smiles.
We didn't blink once, we didn't roll our eyes once, we didn't wave our hands once, as if our time dimension stood still.
It's her! It had to be her! When I saw the girl at the door of my grandmother's house, she had the same look, the same expression, and the same movements, it must have been her!
Yan Jinfeng! She's who I meant to be!
This surprise reunion seems to have traveled through centuries, spanned several springs and autumns, and is frozen again today.
She stood there, across the street, looking at me motionless, just as I looked at her motionless.
Her eyes are still as clear as a lake, her face is still as beautiful as an angel, but does her heart still think of me?
I do not know!
I just watched her motionlessly, hoping to see the answer in her actions, just as she looked at me motionlessly, perhaps expecting something too.
I tried to twist my head to the side and turn back a moment later to see what would happen.
When I looked in that direction again, Yan Jinfeng was still looking at me, not much different from the expression just now, and she was still motionless like a wooden man, the only change was that the position she was standing in was a few steps along the street compared to just now. It bears a striking resemblance to the scene back then.
Time stood still again, longer than before.
The warm summer breeze swept up the noise of the market and hovered between heaven and earth, and I could feel Yan Jinfeng's fiery heart, perhaps never stopped beating for herself.
The indifference of Yan Jinfeng, which I have always thought of, may just be an illusion because I care too much. If I let go psychologically, maybe my relationship with Yan Jinfeng will be much better.
Just like at this time, we met here by chance, across the wide road, across the crowd, but we could still tacitly play a game: see who doesn't look at whom.
I smiled, feeling as if I had cast a fixing spell on Yan Jinfeng, and I couldn't bear to look at it.
"If that little girl back then was you, you would understand every move I make now." I thought to myself turning my head away again and not looking at her again.
After a long time, I looked across the street again. Sure enough, Yan Jinfeng had already walked several meters forward, and then looked back at me again, motionless.
I couldn't be overjoyed.
"Okay, I won't look at you next, you can go." I turned my head to the side again and watched the mechanic tinker tinker with my grandfather's bike, and I thought in silence for more than two minutes.
When I looked in that direction for the last time, Yan Jinfeng was finally gone.