Chapter 37: Awakening
Ren Shuangwu's face was very gloomy.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay, don't worry about me, I'll go out."
"Will the slave come with you?" Fangyan saw that Ren Shuangwu's face was very bad, and couldn't help but ask worriedly.
Ren Shuangwu smiled and said, "No need. ”
came to the place where Zhou Mengyu was locked up, and instructed the people below: "Open the door." ”
Because of the lessons from the past, those subordinates did not dare to obey Ren Shuang, and said respectfully: "Yes." ”
As soon as she opened the door, she saw Zhou Mengyu sitting on the ground with a haggard expression, and Ren Shuangwu walked in with her and only glanced at her lightly, then withdrew her gaze and continued to be in a daze.
Ren Shuangwu waved his hand to signal them to stand back, then walked towards Zhou Mengyu and squatted in front of her.
Looking at Zhou Mengyun's appearance at this time, Ren Shuangwu sighed and asked, "Do you regret it?"
"Did you come out to laugh at me?" Zhou Mengyun said self-deprecatingly: "Am I embarrassed to look like this now?"
Xu felt that it was too tiring to squat, Ren Shuangwu sat directly on the ground on Zhou Mengyun's side, and said, "It's quite embarrassing, but there's nothing to laugh at, who hasn't made a few mistakes in their lives?"
"I still remember vividly when you were so young." Zhou Mengyun gestured with his hand, his eyes were filled with a strange brilliance, as if he saw the scene at that time: "You always follow behind me and call me my second aunt sweetly."
"yes, I still have a bit of an impression of how much fun we had together." Ren Shuangwu paused for a moment, her eyes drooped, covering her dark eyes, and she looked a little gloomy: "However, what I don't know is that my mother-in-law is working with her subordinates and enduring a life that is inferior to her subordinates."
"In the blink of an eye, you're so old......" Zhou Mengyun's voice trembled a little.
Ren Shuangwu said with a little sarcasm: "Yes, thanks to the blessing of the second aunt, I grew up "happily". ”
Zhou Mengyun was silent.
Droplets of bean-sized water fell on the clothes, leaving speckled marks.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"
Ren Shuangwu, did you hear that? I have everything you have, I thought I was you, but I know today that I am not you and will not be you. However, I want you to be able to hear it in the land of reincarnation...... I'll take a little bit of compensation from my body. Although it is useless, you can't go back, and those memories of the past can never be returned, and you can't go back.
But if you can hear it, you'll be happy. Isn't that exactly what you've always hoped for?
Ren Shuangwu's face was complicated, he opened his mouth, hesitated for a moment, and said: "Actually, I am not Ren Shuangwu, the real Ren Shuangwu is dead."
"What? Are you lying to me...... Yes. Zhou Mengyu saw Ren Shuangwu's serious expression, and she was suddenly unsure.
Ren Shuang was speechless and said word by word: "I'm serious." ”
"No, it's not true, it's not true!" Zhou Mengyu was very flustered: "Then who are you?" Why does he look so similar to Ren Shuangwu? ”
Ren Shuangwu smiled bitterly: "I don't know who I really am." But what is certain is that the previous Ren Shuangwu is dead and will never come back. And, if you look closely, you'll see that we have a lot of differences. ”
Zhou Mengyu's eyes were hollow, and she kept repeating Ren Shuangwu's words.
"She's dead, she's never coming back, she's dead......"
No wonder, no wonder she's changed so much lately.
Ren Shuangwu put her mouth to her ear, and the words were like blades, slashing across Zhou Mengyu's heart one by one, leaving one bloody trace after another, she said: "She was killed by you Zhou Mengyu, it was you, it was you who killed her, it was you who killed her, it was you who ......"
Zhou Mengyu hugged her head and shouted in horror: "Don't say it, don't say it!"
Ren Shuangwu had a sneer at the corner of his mouth, Ren Shuangwu couldn't eat in vain after so many years of suffering, but ......
Ren Shuang stood up, her back to her, a tear gradually fell down the corner of her eye, and she gently wiped away the tears.
After a pause, he said with a complicated feeling: "You don't actually have to blame yourself, she hasn't blamed you from beginning to end, and has always hoped that you can return to the way you were before until she dies...... I'm leaving, and never going back. I hope you can do it for yourself.
Also, if you think about it, do you really just want to see them? Don't you have an idea? Don't kid yourself, do it boldly if you like it, and don't wait until it's too late to know that you regret it. ”
After saying that, he left without looking back.
Only Zhou Mengyu was left there, stunned.
A voice suddenly sounded in Ren Shuangwu's mind: "Is it worth it for you to do this?" As long as you forget everything you once had, you can start a better life again, there is a father who feels guilty about you and wants to make up for it, there is a second aunt who wants to repent who suddenly wakes up, a maid who thinks about you wholeheartedly, and a sister who loves you, let go of him, you can have all this, let go of him, you will have these family and family that you have always wanted. ”
Yulian's voice was inextricably flat, but it had a deadly seductive power.
But for Ren Xiawu, it was useless at all, she chuckled and said, "What's the use of that?" Those don't belong to me, and without him, what do I do, everything about me is meaningless, I don't know who I am now, whether it's Yang Yixiao or Ren Shuangwu, none of these matters, all I want is him. ”
Yulian didn't speak, thinking to herself: Human beings are really strange, obviously that kind of result is the best.
"Imitation cigarettes, help me clean up. I'm leaving, it's your deed of sale. ”
As soon as she heard that Ren Shuangwu was going to give her the deed of sale, Fangyan burst into tears: "Miss, what are you doing?" Is it something wrong with the slaves? Miss, why did you drive the slaves away? ”
Ren Shuangwu couldn't cry or laugh, and said gently: "Didn't I say it, I'm leaving here, you are still young, you can do everything you want to do, and marry the person you love." ”
Fangyan pouted, and said very unhappily: "But the slave maid wants to stay by the young lady's side." ”
"Little fool, I can't delay you, you are a good girl, and many people will like you in the future."
"Slave maid no, slave maid will go with Miss, and Miss, where Miss goes, slave maid will go. Hmph, if the young lady doesn't take the slave and maid away, the slave and the maid will ignore the young lady again. "Imitation smoke puffed out of the cheeks, looking puffed out.
Ren Shuang smiled: "How old is you, you are still like a child, okay, I'll take you there." ”
As soon as he heard that Ren Shuangwu had promised him, he immediately smiled: "Then the slave will pack up her things for the young lady." ”
"Well, go ahead." Ren Shuang watched the imitation smoke leave with a smile, and the smile gradually faded on her face.
I'm sorry, imitation smoke, I'm going to break my promise. I can't take you there, it's too dangerous along the way, and I don't know what's going to happen.
Passing by where Ren Xinya lived, Ren Shuang didn't stop, the last person she wanted to face now was Ren Xinya.
How could she explain that she was no longer the same sister she loved the most?
"Yulian, does the condition you said still count?"
"Of course, I've always been a man of words."
"Can you change people's memories then?"
"Yes, how do you want to change it?"
"Delete all the memories after I came over, change them to I am dead, and dilute all the memories she has about Ren Shuangwu as much as possible, remember, it is to dilute, not erase."
"Is it now?"
"No...... Let me have a few words with her. ”
"Okay."
Pushing open the door, I saw Ren Xinya lying on the table boredly, playing with the gadgets she bought from outside.
"Xinya."
Hearing a familiar voice, Ren Xinya raised her head in surprise and looked at the comer.
"Sister, why are you here?"
"I'm coming to see you, aren't you welcome?"
"How so? Xinya likes her sister the most. ”
Ren Xinya smiled sweetly, and her clear and transparent eyes were Ren Shuangwu's reflection. Ren Shuangwu suddenly felt a little reluctant.
"By the way, sister, how are you and that big brother?" The fleshy face is full of curiosity, and there is a hint of evil smile in his eyes, which looks playful and cute.
Ren Shuangwu smiled softly: "He's gone, so I'm going to go to him." ”
"Really? Hehe, sister, you must bring him back, I look forward to my sister's marriage. ”
Ren Shuangwu scolded with a smile: "Dead girl, what are you thinking about in your head?" You won't be able to see me when I get married, won't you be sad? ”
Ren Xinya said almost without hesitation: "Of course I will be sad, but I want my sister to be happy." ”
Ren Shuangwu's nose was sour: "Thank you, Xinya." ”
"Sister is too polite, thank you, I didn't do anything......"
"Yulian, let's start."
can't say any more, Ren Shuang couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes: if she continued to talk, she would definitely regret it.
"Sister, are you ...... Before she finished speaking, Ren Xinya'......s eyes suddenly darkened and she lost her intuition.
Ren Shuangwu hugged Ren Xinya and choked up: "I'm sorry, Xinya, I'm not your sister, and besides, I have to leave." ”
"You don't have to."
"She'll be sad then, she shouldn't be there."
"Then you should relate to it?"
"I ......"
Ren Shuangwu was silent, and her mind was full of Ren Xinya's sweet smile, calling her sister.
"Sister, you must count when you speak."
"Sister, try it quickly, see if it's delicious."
"Sister, I'm coming to play with you again."
"Sister......
Ren Shuangwu smiled: "It's worth it to protect her smile, and it's not a big deal, but it's just one less sister who often comes to play with me, one less sister who often smiles sweetly at me, and one less sister who is really good for me......"
Saying that, Ren Shuangwu was silent, is that so?