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Heavy snow is still falling.

I don't know how long it was, until she stood cold, she slowly turned around, and planned to go back to the girls' dormitory to sleep, when she heard a hoarse voice "Xiaoyu-"

It's Cai Wenchuan!

Ye Wenyu raised his head in astonishment, and saw Cai Wenchuan standing alone under the camphor tree in the girls' dormitory building, the camphor tree is an evergreen tree in all seasons, the leaves are still lush, and the white snow is pressed on it.

Ye Wenyu was a little embarrassed for a while, and he didn't know how to face him, but since he had returned to China, he had to face it seriously.

Therefore, she agreed, and could only walk up to him and stand still.

She thought to herself, how long has he been here, and when Jiang Zhiming came to give her a New Year's gift just now, did he see it? Will he say something to Lin Tingyue?

The snow that had fallen a few days ago had not melted, and now it was falling lightly, and the new snow was piled on top of the old snow, making the world pale and a little dirty.

Ye Wenyu remembered Cai Wenchuan and Lin Tingyue's past. She thought bitterly that his past with Lin Tingyue was like a large stain on her clothes that couldn't be washed off, like a mouthful of other people's phlegm choked in her throat, which made her uncomfortable, nauseous, depressed, and unhappy when she thought about it.

More than half a year has passed, and he has been abroad for so long, why did he delay explaining and not expressing his position.

She stood in front of Cai Wenchuan in a daze, like a wooden pillar, with a heavy heart.

On the surface, the wind was calm, but Ye Wenyu felt that her heartstrings were being cut. She is not a desireless vegetable in the vegetable garden, she is an ordinary person who needs warmth and love, and cannot withstand betrayal and hurt.

If Cai Wenchuan loved Lin Tingyue from the beginning, then why did she take the initiative to come to her at that time and keep misleading her, she was not wrong, was she?

Cai Wenchuan also stood in front of her in a daze, like a clay sculpture bodhisattva, his face was as pale as snow.

Ye Wenyu stared at him, and found that in half a year abroad, he had obviously lost a lot of weight, he was not fat or thin before, his complexion was very good, and he looked shining, like a fairy in the sky, but now, he was skinny, his face was haggard, and he was still good-looking, but he seemed to be an addicted addict, controlled by a terrible demon, and his soul was no longer his master.

True love is terrible, isn't it, it can make a person completely or completely destroy a person.

Ye Wenyu is self-aware, so she naturally knows that she doesn't have this kind of ability.

She finally understands sadly now that the cold estrangement between her and Cai Wenchuan for nearly three months was not her unilateral intention, but Cai Wenchuan was also deliberately indifferent to her, he had no true feelings for her, and he couldn't get close to her.

Feelings are like water in the air that disappears before you know it.

Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.

I don't know how long time has passed, when Ye Wenyu pondered and meditated on feeling sad for his feelings, Cai Wenchuan finally spoke, and he said to her slowly: "Xiaoyu, I have returned to China, I will come to see you." There was apology in his tone.

His voice is the same as Lin Tingfeng, he is also tired, but it is obvious that Lin Tingfeng is tired because of his busy career, and Cai Wenchuan is tired because of emotional sleepiness.

He slowly raised his head and looked at the deserted girls' dormitory building, the campus during the winter vacation was like a large cemetery, he smiled bitterly and said sadly: "This year, are you still celebrating the New Year in the girls' dormitory?" ”

Ye Wenyu didn't speak, just looked at him silently, how she hoped that he had figured it out and made a choice, knowing that the person she loved the most was her Ye Wenyu, not Lin Tingyue, how much she hoped that he would treat her like before, and took the initiative to invite her to take her home for the New Year, and let her meet Uncle Cai and Aunt Cai, who had not seen her for more than ten years.

But Cai Wenchuan didn't.

He just gave the two gift boxes and bags in his hand to Ye Wenyu and said to her, "Happy Spring Festival." When he wished her happiness, there was no joy in his tone.

Ye Wenyu didn't want to speak, because she was afraid that when she spoke, the pain and grievances in her heart would make her voice tremble, so that he could discover what was on her mind.

Therefore, she had no choice but to take his gift box bag in silence.

She thought bitterly that what she needed was someone who cared for her, not these cold gifts. The gift represents a person's love and sincerity, and when it loses these meanings, then it is useless.

Now Cai Wenchuan's gift to her is just a fig leaf to cover his change of heart.

Cai Wenchuan said to her in a dumb voice: "This year's New Year, I can't accompany you, I plan to go back to my parents' house for the New Year." ”

Ye Wenyu raised his head and remembered that at this time last year, he had not yet gone abroad, he lived in the apartment of a young university teacher, and accompanied her every day before and after the Spring Festival, just to give her a warm and lively Spring Festival.

It's only been a year since he had undergone earth-shaking changes.

Last year, no matter how much she persuaded him, he refused to go back to his parents' house to see the old man, but this year, he offered to go back to visit the old man.

It's really evil, Ye Wenyu is painful and confused.

Cai Wenchuan saw that Ye Wenyu had been silent, knowing that she was probably feeling something, thinking that he couldn't live with her, he couldn't help but feel guilty like a fire in his heart.

He asked hoarsely, "Xiaoyu, you, are you still doing well?" ”

"Me? That's good. Ye Wenyu smiled hard, and was finally able to speak. In a calm tone, she repeated the good news she had told her mother.

Cai Wenchuan nodded and said in a dumb voice: "Then I'll rest assured." ”

Ye Wenyu heard the word "rest assured", the pain in her heart was indescribable, a man will only be at ease with you when he doesn't love you, she thought to herself, should she return the gift that Cai Wenchuan gave him last year?

After all, those, for him, is also a very big pay.

Cai Wenchuan stared at Ye Wenyu sadly, as if he had something to say, but he opened his mouth and looked at Ye Wenyu's strong and sensible appearance, he was still silent.

When a person is in turmoil on his own, telling others some of his darkest secrets will only make things more complicated and more painful for the other person.

Therefore, he said with a wry smile: "It's not early, I'll go back, you also rest early, usually live alone in the school, pay attention to safety." ”

Ye Wenyu nodded, still not speaking.

Cai Wenchuan turned around and left. Ye Wenyu looked at his figure that was gradually drifting away, and thought bitterly in his heart, there is some love, that's it, needless to say that they broke up, they suddenly disappeared, and then the two people were no longer intimate, no longer caring, no longer trusting, and gradually became strangers.