It reads, the thirty-eighth year of the Northern Kingdom.

Brother Fei Ye is leaving, he is the one who grew up with me, since I was very young, I said that I would marry his person, but my Fei Ye, I had no parents overnight, and I know that he is blaming me for not interceding for him.

Mu Lianjin, Mu Xun'er.

The names of these two people are the hurdles that he can't get over in his heart, the only two people he has ever fallen in love with in this life, one taught him to learn to lose, and the other taught him to learn to love without being able to, but fortunately, Scarlet Smoke is an exception.

Mu Xun'er is Mu Lianjin's sister and his aunt's daughter, they have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, but it is a pity that they have gone farther and farther on the road of becoming emperor.

However, Fei Ye didn't know, in the year he left, I asked my father countless times, I went on a hunger strike and didn't eat, I made a fuss, and my father didn't agree to let Fei Ye come back, and I didn't let him be in a far away place like Saibei, I couldn't see Ah Ye, and I couldn't hold him.

I waited in the capital for a long time, and Shen Yu came to me several times to hang out, but I refused, I was waiting for Brother Feiye's letter, what color is the sky in Saibei, and will he miss me if he leaves.

I've been waiting, I've been waiting, and when he remembers the vow he made when he was a child to marry me, Fei Ye, will you forget what you said at the beginning, it doesn't matter, I'll just remember.

I don't know what the pen and ink on it are impregnated, and now Bei Ming Feiye looks at it, and there is a slight pain in his heart, I think it is Mu Xun'er's tears, the thing with the most tears, but for him, it is the most uncompromising thing.

He also guarded Mu Xun'er back then, but unfortunately later he slowly discovered that the two of them were actually not each other's lovers.

If this is not the case, there are some things, why should they be so far-fetched, it's not that I didn't understand everything in the past, but now that I understand everything, I will slowly figure it out.

He also wanted to see Mu Xun'er's situation in the past three years, but found that many pages were torn in the middle of the notebook, which seemed to be Mu Xun'er's own hands, she has always pursued perfection in doing things, and likes rules and regulations, if you don't find it carefully, you can't see the traces on it.

Just look at the text in the back again, it will be three years later, three years later......

He suddenly remembered that three years later was the day he returned to the capital, at that time, he promised Mu Xun'er, and when he returned to the capital, he would marry the emperor.

He looked at the notebook that said three years, when these two words were written, I am afraid that he was a little trembling, and the handwriting was not very correct, he had taught Mu Xun'er to write in the past, so that she could obediently do everything properly, but at this time, looking at the handwriting on it, it was very different from what he taught him at that time.

"Brother Feiye, I'm finally back, I've been crazy about him for three years, from a thirteen-year-old ignorant girl, to now sixteen years old, depressed and said that I'm a lot good-looking, I don't care at all, but I hope that Brother Feiye is back, can see me, he's coming back, will he miss me."

The time was broken, and Beiming Feiye flipped through two more pages, and then saw the handwriting written by Mu Xun'er on the back, carefully, so that if people didn't look at it carefully, they wouldn't be able to see anything wrong.

"Brother Feiye is finally back, I'm so happy, but he didn't come to Yongning Palace to see me for the first time, it doesn't matter, when Brother Feiye left, wasn't I also grounded and didn't go out to see him?

Maybe he still blames me in his heart, but why, he came back, I thought he came back for me, but he told his father that the person he was going to marry was his sister, Jingyan.

Brother Feiye, are you blaming me for not going to see you for three years, you can beat me, scold me, or punish me, why do you want to marry someone else without saying a word.

I don't eat or drink for three days, I just want to end this life, as long as Brother Feiye can't see me, as long as he is happy for the rest of his life, what if he pays more. ”

Bei Ming Feiye remembered these things, when he fulfilled his promise and took Mu Xun'er to ask the emperor for marriage, Mu Xun'er told him that as long as they got married, she would spare no effort to help him.

Mu Xun'er came to look for him, and he pushed Mu Xun'er away and told her that even if he died in battle, he would not marry her.

Later, Mu Xun'er tried to end his life in Yongning Palace, and was discovered by the people around the emperor and saved his life, the emperor asked him why he failed Mu Xun'er, he didn't answer, but he clearly knew in his heart that even if she died, she didn't want Mu Xun'er to pay for herself.

He compromised and married Mu Xun'er, everyone thought it was difficult for the emperor's strongman, but they didn't know that in fact, among them, there was also the willingness of Bei Mingfeiye, if it weren't for Mu Xun'er's warmth a long time ago, he might be helpless now.

It's a pity that everything changed later, he married her, but he never had sex with her, but he was just expanding his power until Mu Xun'er died......

Bei Ming Feiye was worried in his heart, and finally threw the note in his hand to the ground, of course he hated Mu Xun'er, but he hated her even more for dying like this, didn't he hate himself like that back then? Why did he finally give her such an answer, isn't it very ridiculous?

It's a pity that he can't wait for an answer, everything, from the beginning, there is no answer, but no one wants to listen, he never wants to listen to the voice in his heart.

People who love each other are always separated.

Mu Xun'er finally married, but Mu Xun'er no longer had the past feelings.

Love is deeply responsible, hate becomes a tragedy, he used to laugh at those who boasted of his deep affection, but now he is just laughing at himself, he thought that Mu Xun'er was dead, and everything could be slowly calmed down, but until now, I knew that since she died, all things have just begun.

She used to love to eat sugar gourds, and later when he visited Weifu privately, he always couldn't help but buy two strings of sugar gourds when he saw them, but the girl who was coquettish with him was no longer there, and she was injured by him, and finally left ruthlessly.

When they were in the Eldest Princess's Mansion back then, he didn't go back often, but he heard the guards around him tell him that Mu Xun'er would go to bed late every day, play the piano alone for a long time, and send someone to look for him when he didn't come back.

It wasn't until later, drunk, drunk and dreaming of death, she didn't take the initiative anymore, and she didn't wait for him to turn back, he was distressed, and came back to give her warmth, but it was just to use her to consolidate power, when he took the soldiers and horses to the imperial city, she still asked him in disbelief.

"Brother Feiye, everything is an illusion, isn't it, I betrayed my father, you didn't turn your back on me, did you?"

However, he did get a tacit answer, this is also the sin of Beiming Feiye, he knows that for so many years, Mu Xun'er has treated him well, not all people can compare, and he also knows that many things have been obtained by him in the past.

It's a pity that he still lost the person who called him Brother Feiye with his own hands.

Ten miles of red dust, I can no longer find the person who held him in the palm of my hand in this life and couldn't give up.

Later, Mu Xun'er became romantic, Bei Ming Fei Ye divorced her, the two of them were not in love, and later, Mu Xun'er finally committed suicide by jumping into the river, and there was no more to do.

He remembered the first time he saw Scarlet Smoke, in a trance that year in the spring of March, he rode a horse and watched the girl walk towards him.

Scarlet smoke is not Mu Xun'er, and Scarlet Smoke will not put his aunt Mu Xun'er's existence, but every time he thinks of the past in the middle of the night, he still feels that his chest is as if he has been severely injured by a heavy object.

When Bei Ming Fei came back to his senses at night, he found that he had thought too much at this time, and his eyes were sweating, and sure enough, every time he mentioned something related to the past, he would lose his mind, which was ridiculous.

He threw the notebook in his hand casually on the bookshelf beside him, and never looked at it again, some things, the past, were forgotten, at least for him, everything was not cared about.

Bei Ming Feiye was a little irritable and helped his forehead, sure enough, every time he remembered something related to the beginning, he would have a headache in the past, but fortunately, he never owed it, but Mu Xun'er's death became an insurmountable wound in Mu Lianjin and his heart.

"Your Majesty, the slave has something to report."

Bei Ming Fei Ye raised his eyes and said casually, "Say, if it's not something important, I will kill your dog." ”

Calla Lily cleared her throat, and then said, "The princess regent left the palace today, saying that she was going to repair the piano score and sent the little palace maid Sun Qian next to her to tell us the news, but the emperor, should we send someone to watch the princess, if the princess is in danger?" ”

"Don't worry, I've already sent someone to guard her."

Calla lily breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that the emperor is always able to think carefully in the matter of the regent, at least for now.

"Nonu just knew."

Bei Ming Fei Ye thought, and suddenly took out a bright yellow roll cloth from the desk, and the calla lily looked at it from a distance, but he didn't see what it was, and before he could doubt in his heart, he heard Bei Ming Fei Ye say.

"Tomorrow at noon, I will announce the holy decree to the world, and I will marry the princess regent."

Bei Ming Feiye's eyes were indifferent, but there was a hidden surprise for tomorrow's events, at least he never thought that one day, Scarlet Smoke would be able to walk with him, more and more things, and it was not important in his heart.

He believed that he could protect the scarlet smoke, and the more he thought about it, the more relieved Beiming Feiye became, anyway, at least she didn't care about what happened now.

However, the calla lily was panicked at this time, he looked at the Beiming Feiye in front of him and couldn't help but say, "Please ask the emperor to think twice, don't you discuss this matter with the Queen Mother?" And the princess regent, do you know? ”

There is already some turmoil in the court now, and Calla Lian secretly thought in her heart that it seems that the emperor dislikes the current court is not chaotic enough, so it will be like this at this time, but if this matter is caught by the ministers, it is another matter.

"She doesn't care, as long as I will marry her, Yan'er will not blame me."