231 This time, I mean what I say

Su Siqi was very excited, she got up before dawn, she believed that she would be able to see Shen Mengqing today.

After eating overnight bread for breakfast and carrying a bottle of water, she hurriedly went downstairs and drove a rented car to Shen Mengqing's house, on the way, she bought another bag of bread as dry food, and prepared to stay at the door of Shen Mengqing's house for a day.

The weather in Bei'an is really not good, she has been here for a few days, every day is cold, drizzling, gray everywhere, she was not in a good mood, and she was even more depressed when she was affected by this weather, but today Su Siqi was a little excited, because she was finally going to see Shen Mengqing.

Shen Mengqing's family lives in the northeast of Bei'an, which is a gathering place for the powerful, and the residential area is full of big villas and mansions, which are not newly built, they are left over from the past, and the shapes are all European and American.

The Shen family is an English-style mansion, with a steep sloping triangular roof, a large chimney, stained window panes, and exquisite wrought iron railings on the window sills, even in winter, the lawn is lush, low bushes, plum blossoms are planted on both sides of the road, which have been defeated, and the branches still have a little bit of red, like a small fire, and there are several delicate large flower pots under the steps, which are full of chrysanthemums, made into colorful patterns, reflecting the brightly colored red walls, white windows, and black tiles, which look solemn, simple and elegant.

Su Siqi has seen Shen Mengqing's other fields in S City, but compared to here, it is simply weak, this kind of mansion is a real symbol of identity.

She found the best observation position, although she couldn't see the inside of the house, as long as Shen Mengqing came out of the house, even if she was walking on the lawn, she could see it at a glance.

At half past eight, the driver prepared the car, stood at the foot of the steps and waited, Mrs. Shen held the briefcase in her hand and sent Shen Mingru out, the two smiled goodbye next to the car, Shen Mingru kissed Mrs. on the cheek, waved and sat in the car.

Su Siqi smiled secretly, I didn't expect Shen Mingru to be old, and his style was quite foreign, probably because he stayed abroad for a long time when he was young, and he came back after learning this set of etiquette. But their husband and wife are really affectionate, and when I saw him come back yesterday, my wife also stood outside early to greet him. The information on the Internet shows that they are a model couple, Shen Mingru always takes his wife to participate in various cocktail parties and banquets, has been married for decades, and has never had any scandals, and even some webpages also show that this Mrs. Shen is Shen Mingru's original partner.

The father is so single-minded, of course the son is not far behind, thinking about how Shen Mengqing treated her in the past, Su Siqi was first pleased, and then became melancholy. She unscrewed the bottle of mineral water and took two sips of water, leaning back in her chair and secretly feeling sad for a while.

The second one to come out of the house was the eldest lady of the Shen family, Su Siqi knew that her name was Shen Bei'er, several years younger than Shen Mengqing, with big wavy hair, wearing an orange short down jacket, and a pair of long boots, bouncing down the steps, Mrs. Shen chased her out behind, not saying anything, Shen Bei'er looked a little impatient, nodded again and again, and then got into the car and left. She didn't use a driver, she drove a fiery red sports car, and drove past Su Siqi like a ray of light.

Su Siqi patted her chest, this Miss Shen is really fierce enough.

Shen Mengqing is in Bei'an, that's for sure, she saw him that day, but does Shen Mengqing live here? Su Siqi couldn't be sure, that guy had a strange personality, and he didn't seem to be very close to his family, so maybe he lived outside alone. She craned her neck to take a closer look. Suddenly, his eyes lit up, and his heart fluttered. She saw Shen Mengqing's car, and the black Maybach was parked by the wall!

This shows that Shen Mengqing is in the house at the moment. Su Siqi's heart was very surging, and she only hoped that Shen Mengqing could come out quickly, let her meet her, take a look, she would be satisfied, and then go home, wishing him and his childhood sweetheart eternal happiness in a distant place.

A few strands of rain drifted in the sky, falling on the windshield, marking small water marks. Listening to the weather forecast that there will be light snow in the past few days, Su Siqi has some expectations, forget about the rain, let's snow directly, when the hero and heroine finally meet after a lot of hard work on TV, the sky is always floating with white snowflakes, romantic and beautiful, if you can let her feel it too, it will be worth it!

At ten o'clock, someone strode out of the house and went down the steps directly, it was the man Su Siqi thought about day and night.

Su Siqi's eyes were as wide as copper bells, for fear of missing him at all, it was too far away, and he couldn't see his face very clearly, but he seemed to be in a good mood, standing next to the car and talking to Mrs. Shen on the steps, and then got into the car and left.

Seeing the familiar car gradually approaching, Su Siqi buried his head in a thief's heart, in fact, he might not be able to see her. When she looked up, she saw the taillights flickering for a moment, and then disappeared from her sight.

Su Siqi hurriedly started the car and chased after it, the place where the Maybach disappeared was a fork in the road, did he fall to the left or to the right? She was dumbfounded, complaining that she was stupid, what a low head, he obviously couldn't see her.

What to do? Chasing must not be able to catch up, Su Siqi thought left and right, or went back to the gate of the Shen family to continue squatting, in fact, she had already seen Shen Mengqing, her wish was over, and she could go back to the house. The reason for continuing to squat was that she didn't see Shen Mengqing clearly, she had to see him clearly and engrave him in her mind.

She knew in her heart that this was clearly an excuse, she just wanted to get closer to him, and if she got closer, it was best for him to find out, if he didn't drive her away, she would sincerely thank him, take a serious look at him, and then leave without hesitation. Don't disturb his life again, since everyone is against them being together, and even Shen Mengqing himself has lost patience, then from now on, everyone will be fine.

It's just that I don't know when Shen Mengqing will come back. Don't she's stupid waiting here, and he's just going back to S City, right?

With nothing to do, Su Siqi sat in the car and listened to the song, with a very gentle female voice, with a little sadness:

Some love becomes clearer the more you want to pull it away

And the most painful distance is that you are not by my side, but in my heart

When I walk everywhere I go

I'll always hear your freest laugh

When I go back to the place where I live alone

I'm most afraid to see the coat you love to wear in winter

It's just that no matter how many people around you are, it still feels like you're alone

Whenever I laughed, I cried hard

Give me a reason to forget that you love me dearly

Give me a reason to abandon the decision I made at the time

Some love becomes clearer the more you want to pull it away

And the most painful distance is that you are not by my side, but in my heart

I can't find a reason to forget parting in the rain

I can't find a reason to give up my resolve to wait for you

Some love becomes clearer the more you want to pull it away

And the most painful distance is that you are not by my side, but in my heart

I miss you......

Su Siqi listened to it and burst into tears, why did she let her hear such a song, it seemed to be a portrayal of her, she wanted to withdraw, but she wanted to love more, even if Shen Mengqing was not by her side in the future, it would always be in her heart.

She finally remembered everything that had happened before, and she would never forget it again. Shen Mengqing has waited for her for so many years, and now it is her turn to wait, even if she is a stranger from now on, her determination to love him will not give up.

From beginning to end, she doesn't blame Shen Mengqing, she doesn't blame her at all, she only blames the tricks of fate, so that all this mistakes have become the current situation, no matter what, she will continue to wait with a lonely bravery, she believes that the flower of her love will bloom again one day.

She sighed faintly, Shen Mengqing, from now on, I will always remember you, this time, I will be the talker.

The tears dried and flowed, flowed and dried, Su Siqi didn't think about anything, just hoped that Shen Mengqing would come back soon and let her take another look.

The heating in the car was stuffy, she opened the window a little to breathe, and suddenly a car brushed past her, her hand pressed on the glass and froze, probably hearing her call, Shen Mengqing actually came back.

She wiped her eyes vigorously and stared intently at the black sedan as it drove into the big iron gate.

The car stopped at the bottom of the steps, Shen Mengqing came out, she looked greedily, the man seemed to be smiling, but he bypassed the front of the car and opened the co-pilot's door, and a girl came out of the car, tall and tall, with a ponytail and a black backpack, like a student.

Su Siqi's heart instantly cooled and froze, it turned out that Shen Mengqing went out to pick up this girl, she was that childhood sweetheart, right?

Mrs. Shen also came out and hugged the girl with a smile, they seemed to be very familiar, and the scene looked very harmonious. The three of them entered the house together, and there was a small action that made Su Siqi's eyes spicy, she saw the girl take off the backpack, and Shen Mengqing naturally took it, this tacit understanding and nature made her burst into tears instantly.

Shen Mengqing is a considerate man, but this thoughtfulness once belonged only to her, and he was indifferent to other women, but he would do anything for her.

But now, he opened the door for his childhood sweetheart and took the bag for her, and it seems that the relationship is already very clear. He really didn't want her anymore.

Many people have mentioned to her about Shen Mengqing and her childhood sweetheart, not without psychological preparation, but the moment she witnessed it, she was still very sad, it was a real heart like a knife, with a very blunt knife, a knife cut on her heart, and she had to pull back and forth twice to cut it, it really hurt, the pain was so bad that she couldn't control it, and she cried loudly.

At this moment, she was sad and desperate, like a dazed and homeless child, he left her, and from then on, no one solved her troubles, no one sheltered her from the wind and rain, and no one held up that piece of sky for her. When she turned back, there was no one standing there waiting for her!

When I was in school, I read Kuang Kuang's "Sometimes There Are Women", and the most famous sentence in it: I have long been cherished all my life, properly placed, so that I will not be surprised, I will not suffer, I will not be left around, and I will not have no branches to rely on, but that person, I know, I have always known, he will never come!

She read it to Shen Mengqing at that time, and he laughed and said, "You are happier because I will always be there." ”

And now, he's gone......