Chapter 297: What Will Be the Result?
(two hundred and ninety-seven)
Cai Wenchuan only has five days of vacation, and it will take two days on the way back to China, so he can only stay by Ye Wenyu's side for three days.
Although they said that they were together for three days, he still lived in his young teacher's apartment, and she lived in his girls' dormitory, and they only met every day to talk about each other's current situation.
The two of them suddenly got angry, Cai Wenchuan didn't know if it was his own problem or Ye Wenyu's problem, he always felt that kind of intimacy, mutual trust disappeared.
Between the two people, it seems that there is an invisible thick barrier.
After three days of getting along, Cai Wenchuan was still preoccupied, and Ye Wenyu felt his change, so he was silent, and did not say a series of things about his foot injury.
It is said that silence is the threshold by which indifference begins.
Three days later, Cai Wenchuan went abroad to study his postdoc, Ye Wenyu proposed to see him off at the airport, Cai Wenchuan was afraid of affecting her studies, so she didn't agree, and Ye Wenyu didn't insist.
After Cai Wenchuan left, she became a person again and began the life of going to school and working in the past, but her enthusiasm for life seemed to be poured down by a basin of cold water, which cooled down a lot.
It was as if a thick cocoon had formed in my heart.
Sometimes she thinks that her reborn life is like a brilliant firework waiting to bloom, but it was extinguished by Cai Wenchuan's sudden change of heart.
Sometimes when she comes back from work, she sits on the bus back to school, looking at the dark night outside, the cold wind blowing gently, like a stream in the deep mountains, she will feel colder, her body is cold, and her heart is even colder. My heart seems to have become an eggshell, empty, but before, it was very rich and warm.
In the past, she thought that Cai Wenchuan loved her, and he only loved her, so she was full of hope for life and the future, but now, she found that Cai Wenchuan's heart was not only her, but two people, two people, who was more important, not to mention that she didn't know, it is estimated that Cai Wenchuan himself didn't know.
Cai Wenchuan and Lin Tingyue are so familiar with each other, so familiar that she occupies a position in his heart that is beyond the reach of others.
Ye Wenyu was painful, numb, lonely, silent, lonely, and sad, because she always thought that Cai Wenchuan was like the only torch in her dark world and the only sunshine in the cold world, but now, she found that this torch was not the only one who illuminated her, and she was not the only one who was warm by the sun.
So she was sad.
But at the same time, she is a very proud person. She didn't want to be like other girls, looking for Cai Wenchuan to cry and make trouble, she had to force him to explain the ins and outs, for example, how did he and Lin Tingyue meet, how long have they known each other, and what kind of feelings does he have for her?
None of this is known.
Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.
She was curious, however, she didn't want to go to Cai Wenchuan and force him to make it clear one by one, if he wanted to take the initiative to tell her, in the days he returned to China, or even earlier, when he reunited with Lin Tingyue, he would tell her that he didn't do that, it could only show that he didn't want to tell her.
Cai Wenchuan's heart is as deep as the ocean, and the darkest secrets are hidden there.
So, in addition to finding Cai Wenchuan to understand clearly, who else can you find? Lin Tingyue, Yuan Yuan? They should know.
But—
Why did she need to find out? If she knew that Lin Tingyue's status in Cai Wenchuan's heart was more important than her, then such a result would only make her more painful and sad.
So instead of finding out, it's better to leave the answer to all this to time, maybe one day, Cai Wenchuan finally figured it out, knowing that he really loved, he would make a choice.
Thinking like this, Ye Wenyu became even more silent.
There is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower, there are so many men in the world, she believes that as long as there is sunshine in her heart, then, one day, she will look for a good man who really only loves herself.
Ye Wenyu was depressed for half a month, and then regained his energy to face life.
Remembering the debts to be repaid at the end of the year, she still worked day and night, like a spinning top, she turned hard, exhausted.
On this night, when she came back from the home of her employer, who was a tutor, it was drizzling in the sky, she opened her umbrella and walked on the way home, the rain seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and it fell on her body like a whip, and the cold wind was blowing, making people feel very cold.
She wasn't walking down the street, but in an ice cellar.
A person walked to the bus stop, hoping to wait until the last bus went back to school, the temperature outside was very low, but her heart, because of Cai Wenchuan's incident, has been even colder, so she is numb to the sudden drop in temperature and the storm.
She was walking quietly with a calm face, but she heard a painful groan, she looked up, suspecting that she had misheard, it was half past eleven o'clock in the night, and there were few pedestrians on the street, and this neighborhood was a very secluded place, where did the moaning come from.
At this moment, the long street is as lonely as an alien planet.
She was a little frightened, and her steps quickened, but there was another groan of pain, and it was louder than the first time she heard it, and she looked for the sound, and saw a man lying face down on the ground, because his body was tall, like a collapsed house, and the part where he fell to the ground, probably the sewer pipe was blocked, and water had formed.
Under the dim street lights, the stagnant water was a dark red, Ye Wenyu was shocked to see it, if she guessed correctly, the reason why the stagnant water was dark yellow was because the water was mixed with his blood!
Ye Wenyu was stunned.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and God seems to be opening the floodgates, and the top of the umbrella above his head has a "popping" sound, like sprinkling beans. Because the rain was too strong, Ye Wenyu felt very difficult to hold the umbrella, and the umbrella cover swayed left and right in her hands under the invasion of the torrential rain, and she needed to hold the umbrella with two hands.
Under the umbrella, she looked worriedly at the man who was lying face down in the water, should she save him? If he is not saved, he will soon be drowned in the water, drowning. Because the ground at this moment, because of the torrential rain, is already like a rushing river, not to mention, he is injured and his body can't move.
But if she saves him, she will miss the last bus back to school, and she will send him to the hospital, now the hospital is not something that ordinary people can enter, a simple registration number to prescribe some medicine, may be a few hundred years away, and she is on her, at this moment, there is not a hundred yuan in total, she is also poor, the mud bodhisattva crosses the river, and it is difficult to protect herself.