Chapter 37: I like you, but I have nothing to do with love

"I heard Taozi say that you moved and quarreled with Xiao Mo?" Fang Sheng can always know everything about Liu Yu at the first time and care about it.

"Ah, no, I just think it may be developing too fast, and there should be some distance." Liu Yu didn't tell Fang Sheng, but it was actually because of Xiao's mother......

"Did he bully you?"

"Nope..."

"Are you still adapting to your new home?"

"Hmm."

"Is there anything missing, I brought it?"

"There is no shortage."

I don't know when it started, her relationship with Fang Sheng became Fang Sheng's question, she replied, there was not too much language, probably because she was afraid that Xiao Mo would be jealous, so she deliberately stayed away; It may also be that she sensed Fang Sheng's feelings for her.

In short, everything has changed, but what hasn't changed is that no matter when, Fang Sheng will always care about Liu Yu, as a friend, more than the emotions of a friend, accompany her, and protect her.

Liu Yu is lucky, with Xiao Mo's arms, and at the same time with Fang Sheng's gentleness.

"Fang Sheng, can you ...... Don't be so nice to me. ”

"Okay..."Fang Sheng thought that Liu Yu probably knew, so he cruelly even deprived me of my right to be good to you, and I would no longer have the identity to care about you and take care of you in the future.

Liu Yu was happy, so Fang Sheng was also happy.

The phone beeped twice, Liu Yu hung up the phone, Fang Sheng held the mobile phone that had been extinguished and was silent for a long time, this should not have feelings, it's time to let go, since he liked Liu Yu, he has been afraid of this day, afraid of the day when Liu Yu knows, but he contradictoively wants Liu Yu to know this unspeakable like, and now that she knows, it means that this relationship is over before it starts.

This idea, which should have been stifled from the beginning, took root in his heart because of Fang Sheng's stubbornness, so that it is now out of control.

He thought he could restrain himself, but in fact, as long as he faced Liu Yu, his eyes were gentle.

In fact, some things, even if they are repeated countless times, are just doomed to the end, so no matter how much you try to change the process, the ending will not change anything. Just like Fang Sheng likes Liu Yu, there will never be an ending, he even selfishly thought that he was waiting for them to break up, waiting for him to have the opportunity to pursue Liu Yu openly, but no matter what, the ending is that they are destined to be strangers.

For Liu Yu, Fang Sheng is just a friend, even if there is no Xiao Mo, she still won't like Fang Sheng, just like Fang Sheng is to Chen Yi, even if there is no Liu Yu, he still won't like Chen Yi.

This is one thing to one thing, Chen Yi lost to Fang Sheng, Fang Sheng lost to Liu Yu, between them, it is destined to be just two parallel lines that cannot intersect.

Fang Sheng wanted to numb himself with high-intensity training, so he signed up for a training competition in a certain city for six months, and left the day after talking to Liu Yu on the phone.

It was also after the unhappy phone call that Fang Sheng evaporated, no one knew where he went, and the school also signed a confidentiality agreement with Fang Sheng, not to disclose any information about Fang Sheng, but Fang Sheng's departure did not derail everyone's life, everyone, including Liu Yu, lived a dull life, but occasionally when I think of Fang Sheng, I will feel that something is missing.

Jingle Bell ~ Ding Ding Dong ~

Liu Yu looked at the unfamiliar mobile phone number on the mobile phone and answered the phone, "Hello?" ”

"Liu Yu, I'm Chen Yi."

"Chen Yi? Can I help you? Liu Yu was a little surprised by Chen Yi's sudden call.

"Do you know where Fang Sheng went?"

"I don't know..."It's not that no one thinks about Fang Sheng, there is a Chen Yi, even if she is injured by Fang Sheng, she still pays attention to Fang Sheng all the time, even if she tells herself that she can't like him anymore, some memories that belong to her and Fang Sheng will still climb into her heart, so the first time Fang Sheng lost contact, she knew that she had looked for all the places where she thought Fang Sheng would go, and she had to ask Liu Yu.

In fact, in this respect, Chen Yi is quite similar to Fang Sheng, with strong self-esteem, whoever likes it will always like it, although he tells himself to give up, he will always like it.

Chen Yi found a friend of Fang Sheng's physical training team, Chen Yi, who has always been proud, begged them for a long time, only to find out that Fang Sheng went to City A, she took a bus to go there overnight, she was not familiar with the place, and she couldn't live in a room without her ID card, so she slept in the hotel lobby for one night.

Chen Yi went to the training camp early the next morning, but Fang Sheng participated in closed training, and Chen Yi went several times, but he was not released.

Chen Yi pestered the person in charge over there for a long time before he reluctantly let Chen Yi go in for ten minutes, and if he didn't find the person he was looking for, he would leave. Ten minutes is enough for Chen Yi, she can always find Fang Sheng at the first glance in the crowd, just like in the starry sky, she can still find the one that belongs to her at a glance.

The people who participated in the training camp were all veterans or people who were about to join the army, all of them were dark-skinned and athletic, Chen Yi looked around outside, there was no shadow of Fang Sheng, and went to the back mountain, although the doorman said that he would only give her ten minutes, but he didn't come in to drive her out after ten minutes, most of them were moved by the persistence of a little girl, Chen Yi climbed from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, and still didn't find Fang Sheng.

The weather of more than 30 degrees, the double torture of body and mind, made Chen Yi almost collapse, she squatted down and hugged herself, her body couldn't help twitching.

Is she crying? For Fang Sheng, she actually cried?

Chen Yi wiped away her tears and was about to get up, when a pair of big hands were stretched out in front of her, very rough, and even a little calloused, it was her Fang Sheng, her Fang Sheng came to her.

Chen Yi raised his head, but what he saw was not Fang Sheng, who she had been looking for for three months, but a boy who looked about the same age as Fang Sheng.

"Who are you looking for?" A very masculine voice sounded, this boy was not handsome, but it made Chen Yi let down his guard and stretched out his hand to pull him up.

"I can't find him..."

"Boyfriend?"

"It's not..."

"Someone you like?"

Chen Yi didn't answer, the boy thought that he guessed correctly, and didn't ask again: "Let's go, take you back to the camp to rest, the weather is so hot, it's easy to get heat stroke." "Simple and capable language, without too much emotion, this is what he has been trained day and night in the training camp, extremely indifferent to people and things, this is also the reason why Fang Sheng is here, he wants to train himself to be an emotionless person, he doesn't want to disturb himself because of these feelings and loves.

"Do you know Fang Sheng?" Chen Yi asked.

"I don't know..."I could hear that the boy's voice trembled when he answered, he should have known, but he didn't know why he wanted to lie to Chen Yi.

"Drink some water and go back early." The boy didn't care that Chen Yi was beside him, so he took off his sweaty clothes and threw them on the ground.

"If I don't find him, I won't leave." finally came in, Chen Yi is not a person who gives up casually, if she doesn't find Fang Sheng, she won't go back.

"He probably doesn't want you to find him."

"You know him, don't you?"

The boy didn't speak, just handed Chen a pack of compressed biscuits, and then changed into clean clothes and went out.

"If you know him, please tell him that I'm looking for him, and my name is Chen Yi." Chen Yi shouted to the boy who had already walked away, she confirmed that Fang Sheng was here, and she would definitely be able to find him.

When the boy heard Chen Yi's words, he turned his head slightly and smiled.

"Is she gone?" A familiar voice was Fang Sheng.

Over the past few months, his skin has darkened several degrees, and the heroic spirit between his eyebrows and eyes has become more and more charming, and a few months is really enough to change a person.

"In the camp, really don't you want to see it?" The boy put his hand on Sheng Sheng's shoulder, it seems that he is a very familiar friend, he came to this training camp before Fang Sheng, he is considered a senior, he helps Fang Sheng everywhere in the camp, and he can be regarded as a brother who was born and died.

"I'm not going." Fang Sheng knew that Chen Yi had come here to look for her, he had known it since Chen Yi entered the camp, but he didn't go to see her, he was afraid that he would hurt her again, so he called someone else to see Chen Yi.

After the afternoon training, Fang Sheng returned to the camp with the boy, thinking that Chen Yi had already left, but when he entered the dormitory, Chen Yi helped them wash all their clothes, clean up, and lay on the bed and fell asleep.

"No, you haven't left yet, you can do it yourself." The boy turned and left.

Fang Sheng put the quilt on Chen Yi, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the sleeping Chen Yi, it has been so long, why do you still come to me, this question is asking Chen Yi, and it is also asking himself, it has been so long, why has he not forgotten Liu Yu.

When he heard the battalion commander say that someone was looking for him, Fang Sheng's first reaction was to hope that it was Liu Yu, and when he learned that it was Chen Yi, he was actually a little disappointed in his heart, although he was a bastard, he couldn't fool himself.

Fang Sheng wrote a note to Chen Yi: I'm fine, you go back, thank you for coming to me. Just left, Chen Yi woke up and saw the note, she really didn't know whether to cry or laugh, she looked for three months, and now she finally found it, but he didn't want to see herself, is her like so cheap?

For liking, it is not cheap, but noble, but Fang Sheng can't deceive himself, and he can't bear to hurt Chen Yi again, everyone who pursues love is worthy of respect, Fang Sheng is worthy, and so is Chen Yi. They are all brave, and they are all using their persistence to interpret the journey of youth without a return date, which makes you laugh openly and makes you inexplicably painful.