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For Yun Ting, he was so conniving, so conniving that he gave almost everything he could.

I just want to change it...... Possible opportunities together.

Now, even the slim chance is lost.

He is like a gambler with all his net worth and wants to fight for himself again, but ...... He didn't even have a chance to play at the table, so he lost everything.

Looking at Shen Xian's powerless and desperate smile, Yun Ting's heartstrings moved suddenly, and he had the illusion that he was almost collapsing—he was going to lose Shen Xian!

He will lose Shen Xian, he will lose Shen Xian's connivance, lose Shen Xian's smile, and lose Shen Xian's different feelings for him and others.

He's going to lose his idleness!

His lips opened, and he couldn't say a word, and Yunting's heart lake set off monstrous waves, like a whirlpool, about to sweep everything away and drown it all.

Shen Xian looked at Yun Ting, looked at this young man's warm eyebrows, and looked at the gaze that this young man had once made his heart move.

Looking at it, I suddenly smiled.

Self-deprecating, laughing so red that the corners of his eyes turned red, and he couldn't stop coughing with laughter.

How could he think that Yun Ting was a gentle person!

Yun Ting is clearly a ruthless person!

It was he, who saw Yun Ting wrong, and it was he who single-handedly caused this irreversible ending.

"Haha...... Cough...... Haha......"

There was something warm in his eyes sliding down, and Shen Xian kept coughing, but he was still laughing, and he bent over with laughter.

"Senpai!"

Yun Ting let go of Dai Dai and walked quickly to the door, about to catch Shen Xian, "How are you!" ”

His wrist was grabbed, and Shen Xian's whispering gradually stopped.

Coughing lightly, he slowly raised his head.

“……”

Yunting was stunned.

Shen Xian's eyes were blood-red, as if they were congested, and tears fell out of his sockets, like bloody tears.

"Senior......" Yun Ting shouted unconsciously.

Shen Xian looked at him quietly, and slowly used his other hand to push down Yun Ting's hand holding his wrist.

The touch between the palm and the wrist becomes distant, peeling off little by little, and withdrawing ......

Yun Ting only felt that there was something important that was also taken away like this in his heart.

Shen Xian pushed him and whispered, "...... I said it...... Don't call me senior anymore...... I'm not your senior...... What am I talking about...... I have nothing to do with you...... We met, met, and got acquainted...... Right now...... It's time to separate...... From today, no, not today, from now, from this moment, Yunting, this is the last time I call your name...... I will forget you, and from this moment on, I will forget you forever......"

"No—" Yunting panicked.

He already felt that it was like a small tree planted in his heart, which was uprooted before it could grow and flourish.

Bloody, bone-piercing pain.

"On this road, I am willing to be alone, and I will be alone until I die, and I don't want to have a shadow of you anymore," Shen Xian completely pushed away Yun Ting, looked up at him, and was emotionless and ruthless, "I, I have never liked you, never, I don't like you, I don't like you...... After that, I will not see you again, and I will ...... No, there is no after, and we will never have a later. ”

After saying this, he gently wiped away the tears under his eyes and smiled, "The most wrong thing I have done in my life is to look at you wrongly, you ...... Take care. ”

"Senpai!"

Yun Ting refused to let go, and wanted to catch Shen Xian.

Unexpectedly, I heard Shen Xian speak.

"You want to keep me because you like me, you love me, and you want to be with me?" Shen Xian smiled, obviously there were tears in his eyes, but his lips were already raised, "You want to hold hands with me, hug, kiss, and do more intimate things?" ”

returned all the words that Yun Ting said.

After speaking, a sarcastic smile crawled into his eyes, "Have you never done it with a man?" Well? Want to try it? I want to try, is it different for a man to hold it and a woman? Think? ”

“…… Predecessor. Yun Ting spoke out with difficulty, he knew that he had hurt Shen Xian, and the last thing he wanted was to hurt Shen Xian, but now, Shen Xian suffered the most difficult pain.

Shen Xian laughed, coughed again, and said intermittently, "But I...... I don't want to...... I'd like to even watch you more now...... You don't deserve me...... Not worth ......"

After coughing for a long time, Shen Xian turned around silently, shook his tired body, and left in front of Yun Ting's eyes.

In the end, only the three words "not worth it" were left.

Yun Ting wanted to hold him and stop him from leaving.

But Yunting didn't know what position he should use, and he didn't know what reason to use to keep Shen Xian.

It was like a deep cliff in front of him, Shen Xian was on the opposite side, and if he wanted to cross the cliff to catch Shen Xian, he would have to face dangers and fears that he didn't even know.

Take this step, and there is no turning back.

But he ......

It's impossible to walk through it now.

I could only see Shen Xian leaving, disappearing from sight, and never found it again.

Shen Xian is the most respected person in his life, Shen Xian treats him well, connives, pays, whatever he wants.

But he was ...... to Shen Xian

It's just that you can't love each other.

……

Shen Xian was very calm.

Great sorrow and joy, great pain and sorrow, it seems that nothing cannot survive.

Bear with it, you can pass.

He knew very well that his body was still healthy, and minor illnesses would soon be cured.

From the doctor's point of view, breaking with Yun Ting, he is still Shen Xian, this is this body, and he will not die.

He'll be fine, and he'll be well.

Wait for some time to pass, and then some later...... He will return to the same as before.

As for the heart......

No, he's a doctor, the best doctor in the world, and he doesn't need to bother with those mental illnesses, they won't kill him.

He just needs to take care of his body, keep himself healthy, make himself comfortable, and keep himself in good shape anytime and anywhere......

Heart.

You don't need to care, you don't need to think.

Yun Ting, will disappear in his world in the near future.

It won't be far.

If it doesn't work for a day, it's a month, a month doesn't work, and there's another year.

One year, two years...... Eight years, ten years.

It will always disappear, and it will always be completely forgotten.

But now......

Looking in the mirror, the man with red eyes and a skeletal shape moved the corners of his lips.

The person in the mirror also moved the corners of his lips.

Slowly, the person in the mirror spoke, and his voice was distant as if he was floating for nine days, in a trance: "...... From now on, you will press the Cloud Pavilion into the deepest part of your heart, and the memory will be stripped and reset...... Yunting is just an acquaintance...... No longer tempted...... Don't like it anymore...... No longer different...... I'm going to count three numbers, and when I wake up, you'll be doing what you want now......"

Three.

Two.

One.

……

(Cloud Leisure Chapter, Tentative Conclusion)

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