Since Yuan Qianhao got the news that there was no problem on Ren Ying's side, and there was no news about the reason for Guan Yingying's arrest on the school's side, Yuan Qianhao never paid attention to these things again, and only devoted himself to preparing for his overseas exam.

Through Guan Yingying's explanation and cooperation, the police quickly caught the gang selling banned drugs.

Because of Guan Yingying's meritorious service, she was finally sentenced to only one year in prison and paid Ren Ying some compensation.

Guan Yingying's matter has finally come to an end, and the winter vacation has arrived.

This winter vacation is the first time Ren Ying has spent the New Year alone.

Originally, Xu Min and Qian Meier both invited Ren Ying to their own homes for the New Year, but Ren Ying felt very uncomfortable going to other people's homes, so she rejected their kindness.

Although she lived by herself, Ren Ying didn't want to live so lonely by herself, so she went to buy all the New Year's goods when the Chinese New Year was approaching, and she also made some dumplings by herself.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Ren Ying fried two dishes, cooked some dumplings, watched the Spring Festival Gala, and listened to the sound of firecrackers outside the window.

Ren Ying suddenly felt that she was very lonely.

Now there is only herself left in this family, and I don't know who to talk to in my heart, although I have many friends, but friends will also have their own families, their own jobs, and their own life circles, and it is impossible to accompany her all the time.

Thinking of this, Ren Ying felt extremely lonely.

His eyes were withdrawn from the TV, looking at the lights of thousands of homes outside the window, and the scenes with his father and grandparents in the past came to mind.

When she was a child, Ren Ying's favorite thing was the New Year.

Because you can eat a lot of delicious food during the New Year, and you can also receive a lot of red envelopes.

Now that she has grown up and her family is no longer around, Ren Ying finally understands that the happiest thing about the New Year is actually the lively family together, and as for the rest, it doesn't matter.

Her mind was full of previous images, and Ren Ying couldn't hold on any longer.

The strength in front of a person is only his own armor, and now the armor has collapsed, and the strength no longer exists.

Ren Ying squatted on the ground and cried loudly, crying full of her thoughts about her grandparents and father.

I don't know how long it took for the crying to stop.

Ren Ying stood up, cleaned up the food on the table, turned off the TV, and went to bed early.

Ren Ying was not very familiar with her relatives, so she had no contact during the Chinese New Year.

Xu Min and the others were all worried about Ren Ying, so their relatives came over to accompany Ren Ying after leaving.

Sometimes Xu Min and Ma Tianliang came together, and the three of them chatted late and stayed directly.

In this way, the winter vacation ended unhurriedly, and it was the day of school again.

Ren Ying still remembered that she was going to have a blood test before, so as soon as school started, she went to the hospital.

When the doctor saw Ren Ying, he was a little angry.

"Little girl, didn't I say you should come and check it out sooner?! It's been a year since you came! What if there is really something wrong and the treatment is delayed?! ”

"No, it won't! Doctor, I believe that I am blessed and that nothing will happen! But thank you for thinking about me! ”

"You're sick, as a doctor, I must be obliged to help you treat, if you don't come for a checkup, I will definitely remember!"

"Thank you!"

"By the way, are there any other signs since the last fever?!"

"Yes! After that time, I had an intermittent low-grade fever for a while, but then I took medicine and got better! ”

"You see, there must be a problem! Hurry up and check it out! ”

Ren Ying thanked the doctor and took the prescribed list to go for an examination.

Two days later, the doctor called.

"Hey, hello, is it Ren Ying?!"

"Yes, you are?!"

"I am your attending doctor, the report of your last blood test came out, and the results are not ideal, you had better come to our hospital for a detailed examination in the next two days!"

When Ren Ying heard the words 'not ideal', she chuckled in her heart, "Doctor, did you find something?!" ”

"I'm not sure now, wait until you do a further check to make sure!"

"Good! Then I'll check it out this Saturday! ”

"Good!"

Hanging up the phone, Ren Ying was a little overwhelmed.

She didn't know what she was sick with, and she didn't know what she would do if she really got a serious illness.

The people around me are gone, can't even you live a good life?!

Thinking of this, all Ren Ying's bad emotions came to her heart, since she couldn't live, why was she still alive?

Ren Ying slammed everything on the table to the ground, and when she saw the knife on the ground, Ren Ying picked it up violently, ready to stab her wrist.

At this time, Hu Die came back from class.

As soon as she pushed the door, she saw a mess everywhere, and when she saw Ren Ying, she was holding a knife and preparing to cut her wrists.

Hu Die threw the book in his hand in fright, and rushed over and snatched the knife from Ren Ying's hand.

But Ren Ying shouted hysterically, "Give me the knife!" ”

Hu Die cried all of a sudden, "Xiaoying, wake up!" Why are you committing suicide again, didn't you say you want to live well?! ”

"God won't let me live anymore, why am I still alive?!"

"Who said that! God says I want you to live well! Xiaoying, be sober, don't think nonsense! ”

But now Ren Ying has completely fallen into her own crying and can't listen to anything.

There was no way, Hu Die could only desperately use all his strength to suppress Ren Ying and prevent her from moving, so as not to hurt herself again.

Ren Ying struggled for a long time, until her whole body energy was exhausted, and she fainted from exhaustion.

Seeing that Ren Ying finally quieted down, Hu Die breathed a sigh of relief and got up from the ground.

Then he carried Ren Ying to the bed and cleaned up all the things on the ground.

I moved a chair and sat on the edge of Ren Ying's bed, for fear that Ren Ying would wake up and do something wrong.

It wasn't until the middle of the night that Ren Ying woke up, and at first glance, she saw Hu Die sitting in front of her and falling asleep.

"Fluttershy, Fluttershy, wake up!"

Hu Die woke up from his dream suddenly, "Xiaoying, are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine! Thank you! ”

Although Ren Ying was not very sober at that moment, what she had done was still deeply imprinted in her mind.

Now that she woke up, Ren Ying felt regretful.

I thought that I could easily cure depression, but I didn't expect that a little bad mood would affect me.

Hu Die looked at Ren Ying who woke up and couldn't help crying.

"Xiaoying, you don't know, you're scared me to death! Is something happening again?! We said okay, no matter what happens, don't think nonsense, just speak out and tell us! If I hadn't come back in time today, would I have taken you to the hospital again? ”

"I'm sorry, Fluttershy! It's my fault that worries you! ”

"Don't apologize to me yet, you say first, what's going on?!"

"Actually, nothing! The doctor said I was sick and told me to go for a checkup! ”

"It's just a check-up, and I didn't say anything sick! Besides, even if you get sick, you will be cured, why are you committing suicide?! ”

"Yes, yes, I was wrong! Don't cry! ”

The more Ren Ying said that Hu Die was crying, the more she cried, there was no way, Ren Ying could only shut up and not speak, quietly watching Hu Die cry.