Chapter 253: Learn to Go from Like to Love

"No, take a good look at me again, I'm Nalan Yun, have you seen clearly? I'm sorry, your feelings for me all along, in fact, from the beginning, when you haven't confessed to me, I have already seen that you like me. I also admit that I was a bastard, who pretended to be stupid at first, and didn't push you away yet, so that when I really started to have feelings for you in my heart, I would just choose to run away. ”

Bai Huahua on the side covered his mouth excitedly because of this scene at this time, afraid that he couldn't help screaming or crying. In short, this change made her feel that she had never dreamed of it, and even made her feel mixed feelings for a while, speechless.

At this time when Nalan Yun said this, he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Lin Yuan's face and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. This made Lin Yuande's tears temporarily leave her eyes, and it also made her see clearly that the person in front of her was indeed the Nalan Yun who she hated thousands of times in her heart, but also remembered thousands of times.

"You're a bastard, why should I accept your apology? I can do it alone, I don't lack anything now, do you think I'll be rare when you come back? Do you think I'll need your compensation when you come back? Aren't you already in England? I really don't miss you, you go! ”

But when he really saw the person in front of him clearly, instead of judging who the other party was by his voice and his vague facial features, Lin Yuan's mood was still very excited, and he even reacted more radically than just now, yelling at Nalan Yun.

And Nalan Yun was already mentally prepared, knowing that with Lin Yuan's usual personality, if she was really calm and didn't have anything, she would be strange, and she would be even more uncomfortable and worried.

Moreover, Nalan Yun felt that Lin Yuan didn't even say anything to herself at the beginning, and if she chose such a person to bear, then her sudden return today would indeed be very cruel to break her existing peace.

"I'm sorry, Lin Yuan, I'm really sorry for you, I didn't mean to leave, nor did I deliberately want to escape. I also think I'm a jerk, a coward, and I've made a lot of bad decisions before, but I beg you to forgive me, okay? I will definitely guard your side, and I will definitely guard your mother and son. ”

But Nalan Yun is starting to be a little scared now, he is afraid that Lin Yuan is so excited, but it will hurt herself, he is afraid that if Lin Yuan really chooses not to forgive himself, then how can he let go when he knows that Lin Yuan is already in this situation?

So he had no way to face Lin Yuan who was so emotional, and in the end he could only grit his teeth and try to hold Lin Yuan into his arms, hugging her tightly, so that she had no way to struggle violently, and she couldn't scream at herself in a broken down.

After Lin Yuan struggled a few times in Nalan Yun's arms to no avail, she also felt that she was tired, so she quietly lay in Nalan Yun's arms.

Slowly, Lin Yuan came to his senses, yes, this was his favorite Nalan Yun before.

"But are you really Nalan? Aren't you already gone, why are you coming back......"

Lin Yuan no longer had the strength to struggle, but he was really tired now, but it was different from the tiredness that usually worked overtime or felt that it was inconvenient for a person to be pregnant.

The difference is that she can be regarded as having a reliance now, in Nalan Yun's arms, Lin Yuan really feels very spineless and feels very relieved, and even makes her feel a sense of security that she hasn't had for a long time.

Looking at Lin Yuan so pitiful now, Nalan Yun sighed softly, wrapped one hand around Lin Yuan's shoulder, and stretched out the other hand and gently touched her head, as if coaxing a child.

"I'm really Nalan, it's just that I did a very bastard thing before, and now I really plan to change my ways, so I have a bad past, and I have wanted to escape this dirty idea, are you still willing to accept it?"

If it was Lin Yuan before, when faced with this problem, she would definitely nod her head immediately and tell Nalan Yun that of course she wouldn't mind, and she would even be completely acceptable to this.

But this time, Lin Yuan wanted to say and stopped, in fact, if she really Nalan Yun in her heart, she knew that he would not shed tears when he came back, and even if there was danger, she would not be willing to keep this child.

So there is really no blame or anything, Lin Yuan has been relieved a lot after these hundred days. From the very beginning when she decided to keep this child, and she didn't think about contacting Nalan Yun at all, Lin Yuan had already tried her best to take these things very lightly.

But now that I heard Nalan Yun suddenly ask himself, do you want to forgive him? It doesn't seem that he should say that, because in fact, if he really loves someone, Lin Yuan hasn't really cared too much.

What is usually shown in front of Zhao Qingluo and Bai Huahua, it doesn't matter, even to the point of pretending to spit on the person who hurt him before, all because he wants to comfort himself and wants to use it as armor to protect himself, those are all disguises, and they are not used to hurt Nalan Yun.

But how to express his complicated feelings, how should Lin Yuan say that he didn't blame him?

Lin Yuan really didn't know, in fact, she didn't even blame Nalan Yun for herself, she didn't know too well, she felt that she had never been a great person, but to do it completely, people who caused harm to others would have to work hard to tell others, I really didn't blame you, Lin Yuan felt that this was very difficult.

At least for now, it's quite difficult for Lin Yuan now.

"I, I really don't know, I can't give you an answer yet, can I?"

Even if Lin Yuan said such a sentence, Nalan Yun could already hear that her tone was completely different from just now.

So even though Lin Yuan's answer to himself now was still uncertain, Nalan Yun was already very happy, at least he could hear that Lin Yuan was really not losing his temper.

"It's okay, you don't have to ask me like that, you can do whatever you want, but I still have to say I'm sorry to you, I've told you many, many times, I'm sorry. For such a long time, I didn't think it through in the UK, and I didn't dare to face this matter, until a few days ago, Yue Tingcheng and Qingluo found me, and Yue Shao woke me up with his fist, so that I finally dared to look at it directly, what I did before was really unmanly. ”

Nalan Yun said happily, as if the corners of his mouth were still faintly painful.

And although Lin Yuan has tried his best to tell himself that he has to pretend to be as indifferent as possible, even if he still can't completely blame Nalan Yun now, he can't forgive it so early, otherwise he will seem to be too unprincipled and too spineless.

But although he said so in his heart, he also wanted to be so careful, but after hearing Nalan Yun say that he was beaten by Yue Tingcheng, Lin Yuan immediately panicked, and hurriedly broke away from Nalan Yun's embrace, looked at the person in front of him anxiously, and kept looking him up and down worriedly.

"How did you get into a fight, did you get hurt? You're both fine, why are you running around fighting in a foreign country? ”

Although Lin Yuan instinctively felt that if Yue Tingcheng beat Nalan Yun, then she still complained a little bit about Yue Tingcheng in her heart.

But on second thought, this is also the reason why Nalan Yun came back suddenly! A few minutes ago, Lin Yuanhe didn't hear Nalan Yun's verbal description of himself clearly, and now he didn't know why Nalan Yun suddenly figured it out.

But later, when he heard Nalan Yun's explanation, Lin Yuan also understood.

And Lin Yuan also remembered that when she heard Zhao Qingluo mention going to the UK before, she always watched her stop talking, and many times.

Originally, Lin Yuan thought that Zhao Qingluo was hiding something related to Yue Ting, and didn't know how to talk to them, so Lin Yuan felt that it was a matter between the two of them, so he didn't ask again.

But now that I think about it, everything is right! Zhao Qingluo should have wanted to tell herself at the beginning that they were going to find Nalan Yun.

But later, maybe I felt that I was not in a good state, so I didn't dare to tell myself. It's just that now that I think about it, Lin Yuan is actually really moved, Zhao Qingluo has encountered so many troubles in the company, and has so many worries every day, but she has never forgotten her own things, and she has not forgotten to help herself even when she arrives in the UK.

And Nalan Yun was completely relaxed when he saw that Lin Yuan was no longer angry at all, and even when he heard that he cared about him so much after being beaten by Yue Tingcheng. At least Lin Yuan was no longer emotional now, and he had become the same as usual.

"It's okay, it's time to fight, think about me before, if I can go back in time, I want to punch him twice, how can I just say go, don't care about anything, leave you and the child in the country."

At first, Lin Yuan didn't hear what Nalan Yun said too clearly, so when she heard Nalan Yun say this clearly, her face suddenly turned red.

After all, she and the male partner, in fact, if in terms of the emotional stage, even if they really had that kind of relationship, but in fact, he felt that the relationship between them was still in the ignorant and simple love stage.

It seems that he really suddenly jumped to this stage of getting married and having children, which made Lin Yuan himself suddenly blush.

"That, that, I really didn't mean to, I didn't know it would be like this once. Anyway, I didn't know such a coincidence, I didn't want to keep him at first, and you're not in the country, why should I keep him? Only later ......"