(two hundred and thirty-eight)

That is to say, before going to the principal, Cai Wenchuan already knew that everything had settled and he was powerless to change, but at that time, he was in a good mental state, and he even said arrogantly that it was a big deal to be expelled from Q, so he would go to a well-known university abroad to teach. At that time, although Ye Wenyu had no confidence in the future, Cai Wenchuan was full of confidence.

Therefore, by analogy, if it was only her who was deprived of the qualification of a poor student, and he failed to reason with the principal, he would not have suffered such a big blow.

However, when he came out of the principal's office, he seemed to be a different person, his face was as pale as paper, his steps were slow and heavy, as if filled with lead, his eyes were tired, and he occasionally looked up, and his face was full of panic.

It was like a flying insect that had been bound by a spider's web for many years, and when he thought he was free, he suddenly looked back and found that he was still in the web, but the web was bigger and deeper than before.

Ye Wenyu stared at Cai Wenchuan not far away, he absentmindedly answered the female student's question, as if his body had been oozing blood, Ye Wenyu's heart was full of confusion and worry.

A female student and Ye Wenyu also found a problem and asked with concern: "Professor Cai, what's wrong with you?" ”

Cai Wenchuan smiled weakly and bitterly, and his hand flipping through the textbook kept trembling, like leaves in a strong wind.

Another female student also sensed that something was wrong with Cai Wenchuan, and asked with concern, "Are you sick, do you want us to send you to the doctor?" ”

Cai Wenchuan shook his head, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then opened his eyes, smiled hard at the students, tried his best to control himself, and answered the questions raised by the students one by one, however, today, he was logically confused, the preface did not match the afterword, and the hand holding the pen was trembling slightly, like the shadow of a tree in the wind.

Those students who asked questions actually had no intention of studying, but were just looking for an excuse to get in touch with Professor Caocao, so when they saw that he didn't seem to be in a state and was not feeling well, they also dispersed in twos and threes.

In the big classroom, only Cai Wenchuan and Ye Wenyu were left. The surroundings began to fall silent like a valley.

Cai Wenchuan sighed, walked to the student's seat, and sat down on a chair. The action of him sitting down was like a jade mountain collapsing, Ye Wenyu seemed to hear the sound of a crash, and she was full of fear and worry.

There was no one in the classroom except for the two of them, she walked over, lowered her head, and looked at Cai Wenchuan with concern, only to see that his face was as pale as a dead man, his eyes were cold and tired, and what he looked at was not the blackboard in the classroom, but the cemetery, his forehead oozed beads of sweat the size of soybeans, and his hand on the desk was still trembling like chaff, his back was already wet with sweat, and the whole person seemed to have just been fished out of the water.

"What's wrong with you?" Ye Wenyu stretched out his hand to wipe the temperature of his forehead, but Cai Wenchuan slightly deflected his face and dodged.

Seeing him like this, Ye Wenyu naturally knew that he went to the principal to reason, there was no good news, she smiled hard, and said in an extremely optimistic tone: "I know that it is useless for you to go to the principal, the school will definitely deprive me of my qualification for the subsidy for poor students, the evidence is ironclad, I have long been mentally prepared, so don't worry about hurting me, I have nothing to do, you think, without the school's subsidy for poor students, so I can only work hard, work a few more jobs, and increase social experience, for a student, These work experiences are very valuable, besides, I have adapted to the working life, I like to work part-time, before, you don't understand me, obviously with the school subsidy, do you still have to go outside to work, okay, I tell you now, the reason why I have a school subsidy, and I also go to work outside, is because I like the life of part-time work, in addition, I have some savings, so Brother Wen, you don't have to be sad, don't feel guilty, don't worry about me, you don't have a psychological burden, don't be so sad. ”

Cai Wenchuan was stunned, as if he understood what Ye Wenyu was talking about for a while, he looked at her with a strange look, his heart was full of shock and guilt, I don't know how long it was, he lowered his head again, and nodded slowly, but he didn't have Ye Wenyu's comfort, he became happy, he still looked gloomy and didn't say a word.

This is so weird!

The reason why he was devastated was not because she was deprived of her poor student qualifications, but because he went to the principal to reason with him.

Ye Wenyu had no choice but to take a step forward, sit side by side with Cai Wenchuan, take his cold hand and shake it, and asked with concern, "So, what happened?" ”

Her little hands were warm, but his big hands were made of ice, and it was dog days. It's hot like being in a steamer.

Cai Wenchuan tried to cheer up his spirits and said to Ye Wenyu: "I'm sorry, I'm useless. His throat seemed to have a serious throat disease in an instant, and he was terribly dumb.

He tried to hide his pain and talk to her about issues that needed to be addressed.

Ye Wenyu laughed, clenched his hand, and said to him: "I know, it has nothing to do with you, this is the arrangement of fate, the sky will descend on the people, and they must first work hard and work their muscles and bones, isn't it?" I started working part-time in my freshman year, and I believe that by the time I graduated from college, I was the first person in my class to find a good job because I had a lot of work experience. ”

She tried her best to speak playfully, talk humorously, and pretend not to care, wanting to make Cai Wenchuan happy.

Cai Wenchuan stared at her, he wanted to laugh, but the smile burst out from the pupils of his eyes, and before it spread to his face, it had disappeared from the corners of his eyes.

His life is like a flying insect in a glass bottle, constantly fluttering, still in the glass bottle, unable to escape.

A person's pretty figure kept echoing in his mind, a silver bell-like laughter echoed in his mind, she was like the high moon, wearing a white sailor dress, naughtily smiling and perching on the towering ancient tree, thrilling and romantic, when he was young, he used to stand under the tree, raised his head, and shouted loudly: "Xiaoyue, come down, danger!" ”

He thought that he would never see her again in his life, but he didn't expect that fate would make him and her meet again.

She came out like a princess, and she was even more beautiful than when she was a child.

Cai Wenchuan heard the sigh in his heart, and the helplessness of his soul and fate being controlled by others swallowed him up like a tide, suffocating him.

He thought he was free, but now he finds that he is still in a cage. In a person's life, he either loses his personal freedom, or loses his emotional freedom, and becomes a slave to others.