I just came back from work and received a private message from the little fairy asking for an update.,To be honest, I didn't dare to read the comments.,I guess there's a lot of scolding......

I don't really have time to update right now......

The internship work, the school is too far away from the company, and it takes five hours to go back and forth [Shanghai is really big, and the subway is really crowded......]

I had to get up at five in the morning and go out, and in the evening I would come back at ten o'clock if I had a meal.

I'll do my homework when I come back [I really can't figure it out, I'm going to graduate my senior year, and I still have to do my homework every day!] 】

When the lights went out at 11 o'clock in the dormitory, I could only write with a flashlight on my mobile phone until the early hours of the morning, and continue to write until 5 o'clock the next day.

Weekends are mostly spent studying English and doing graduation projects.

Since my internship, I have come to realize how rubbish my English is.

At the meeting, almost everyone spoke half-Chinese and half-English, and even the usual WeChat messages were mixed with Chinese and English...... I'm so miserable, I usually send messages and emails to Baidu Translator, and I can only guess by the context when I speak face-to-face......

It's not just tired, it's more panicked.

But this company really satisfies all my fantasies about idol dramas in the workplace.

Big, rich, and one of my interns owns a single ring table workstation cubicle.

The company's internal yoga room, gym, restaurant, library, except for the hall on the first floor, the rest of the place is covered with carpets, enter the door with shoe covers, walk through the hall shiny floor tiles to the shoe cabinet and then change into the company's customized safety shoes.

There is a lunch meeting every week, pizza and pasta and various drinks can be ordered, and there is a special express car to send it to the company park.

Sometimes I can't finish eating, so I stuff HR and ask me to take it back to the dormitory.

The food in the cafeteria is also good, but it is too Shanghaiy. There is a foreigner engineer in the company who pestles by the window of fried rice noodles as soon as he arrives at the meal, and he can't move every day.

On the day I went to the interview, I happened to meet CCTV to visit and interview......

Every day at work, I am exposed to a large number of new things that I have not been exposed to in more than 20 years, and they suddenly rush into my world like a flood, leaving me extremely curious and at a loss.

This feeling makes me want to use every minute and every second to learn and improve myself, and try my best to integrate into this circle that is far away from me and very high.

That's why I'm so tormented that I have to come to their house for an internship.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I can't guarantee updates, but my life is now focused on my future planning, and I dare not slack off.

Shanghai was so hurried and nervous that even the air around me was holding me hostage.

I'm not a multitasker, and if I force myself to update, quality is not something that everyone is willing to spend time and money on.

Probably waiting for the company's annual vacation, around the end of mid-January, when I go home, the update will be more stable.

Eh, I'm here, I can't run.

Give me some time to find a balance between finding a job and writing.

I really love writing stories and I don't want to give up on them.

Bow to everyone!

Thank you! It's also ...... I'm sorry you guys.