Text Chapter 0122 What is the reason that cannot be spoken
"I eat... Don't tell my mother......." Murong Xue took Chu Yisen's hand and pleaded. She only didn't want her mother to see her like this.
Chu Yisen straightened her shoulder, "Xiaoxue, you look at me!" ”
Murong Xue raised her head and looked at Chu Yisen, only to find that his handsome face was slightly haggard, and his chin was still a little blue and black....... She was only intoxicated with her own sadness for the past two days, and she didn't even pay attention to Brother Chu......
"Xiaoxue, life is still long, and love is not the only ....... Besides, aren't you still unsure, why don't you ask....... No matter what the outcome, I will be by your side...... Do you look at you in the mirror, is it still that Murong Xue? Chu Yisen carried her to the mirror.
Murong Xue looked at the figure in the mirror, her hair was messy, she was wearing pajamas, her face was pale, and her eyes were blank...... It seems to overlap with the previous self again......
It took a long time for her to come back to her senses from her thoughts, and when she met Chu Yisen's worried eyes in the mirror, her heart trembled again, what was she doing, and what could she get by being so depraved?! On the contrary, it made the people who were worried about themselves even more worried, how could the pale face in the mirror be her, and when she came back from rebirth, she had already planned that she would not repeat the tragedy of the previous life......
"Brother Chu, thank you, I understand!" Murong Xue showed a smile at Chu Yisen, although she was still pale, she finally had some energy.
Chu Yisen breathed a sigh of relief slightly, and also showed a smile, and then touched her little head, "Let's go, go down for breakfast......"
"Good ......"
Chu Yisen was relieved to see that Xiaoxue actually ate two bowls of porridge, and then she wanted to eat it, but he didn't allow it, she hadn't eaten for two days, and her stomach couldn't afford to eat too much at once, as long as she cheered up. In the past two days, he has watched her like a lifeless rag doll that traps herself in a world, not allowing others to probe in. He's really worried, and he's not even in the mood for work.......
Shangguan Mo also came to him a few times, but he didn't pay attention, how could he tell him Xiaoxue's condition so easily, besides, Xiaoxue's state was not good, how could such Xiaoxue face him...... But looking at Shangguan Mo's appearance, he seems to have a lot of feelings, since this is the case, why did he treat Xiaoxue like this, he really can't figure it out......
After Murong Xue finished breakfast, after entering the room to freshen up, she changed into a simple dress, which was given to her by Chu Yisen, she came over without bringing anything, thinking about it, Murong Xue was slightly embarrassed, even Xiao Nene was purchased by Brother Chu, she was a little afraid to imagine how Brother Chu bought it. It's all because she's not good, she's too willful and has caused so much trouble to others, but it also made her deeply feel Brother Chu's care, how fortunate she is to be able to associate with Brother Chu......
She put a little lip gloss on her pale lips, and they finally looked less pale. She took out her phone and turned it on, and countless messages popped up in an instant.
"Xiaoxue, where are you?"
"Xiaoxue, why is it turned off?"
"Xiaoxue, come out quickly, I'm worried about you, see ...... reply to me"
“......”
He still cares about her, if he doesn't care, why send her hundreds of messages in a row......
She pressed a familiar number, and the call was picked up in less than a second. "Hey, Xiaoxue, where are you?!" The tone was extremely anxious.
"When I was an hour, in my villa, let's talk, I have something to ask you......" Murong Xue held back her heartache and said, what should come will always come, and what doesn't belong to you can't come.
"Good ......" Shangguan Mo had a very bad premonition in his heart, in fact, he felt very bad since he said that day when Xiaoxue hung up in the company, Xiaoxue shouldn't have known about it......
He hadn't slept for two days since that day, Xiaoxue hadn't been back to the villa, although he had already known that she was at Chu Yisen's place when he sent someone to check, but he couldn't arrest anyone. Although the Chu family can't be compared with the Shangguan family now, it should not be underestimated, and the most important thing is that Xiaoxue went there voluntarily.......
He rubbed his aching forehead, picked up the car keys and drove straight to Murong Xue's villa, and then pressed the doorbell after sorting out his mood a little, at this time Murong Xue was already waiting in the villa, and when the doorbell rang, she was still pondering, her heart began to beat wildly, and her nervous palms were a little sweaty......
She walked over and opened the door, and after a while, Guan Mo came over, and the two looked at each other for a long time.
I haven't seen him for a few days, Murong Xue felt that he had lost weight again, and there was still some blue and black under his eyes, and he couldn't help but feel distressed again, "Come in first!" ”
The two sat opposite each other on the sofa.
"You ......"
"You ......."
"You speak first!"
"You speak first!"
At the same time, the two of them had the same panic and the same anxiety in their hearts. After a moment of silence, Murong Xue spoke, "Mo, why are you lying to me?" His eyes looked at Shangguan Mo tightly, unwilling to miss a single trace of him.
Shangguan Mo was taken aback, with a look of panic on his face, "Xiaoxue, you listen to my explanation, I didn't mean it, and I don't know why things turned out like this...... Don't you leave me, okay? He stepped forward and hugged Murong Xue, tightly.
"What wasn't intentional?! I saw you outside the couple's restaurant that day, and she kissed you......" Murong Xue asked.
Shangguan Mo was shocked, and then said with some surprise, "You mean this?!" ”
Murong Xue was stunned for a moment, "Otherwise, what do you think is the matter...... Then she saw the joy on his face, and her face changed, "Mo, are you with Bai Xueli?!" Do you want to enjoy the beauty of all people?! Thinking of this, her heart hurt terribly, thinking that he might do the same intimate act to Bai Xueli as he did to her, and her tears couldn't help but flow.......
"Don't cry, Xiaoxue, why do you think so, it's enough for me to have you......" He gently kissed away the tears on her face, with a bitter and bitter taste.
"You lied to me, you were obviously with Bai Xueli, but you told me that you were working......" Murong Xue kept struggling to open his embrace, she felt uncomfortable, this embrace that made her obsessed with had also hugged other women......
"Xiaoxue, I have a hard time, do you believe me?! I only love you in my heart......" He ignored her struggles and hugged her tightly, he only wanted her ...... What would he have done without her.......
"Your love is to hold other women?! How can you do this to me...... Let go of my ......"
"Don't let go, never let go of ..... for the rest of your life"
After saying so much, he still didn't explain why he was with Bai Xueli that day, and his heart suddenly felt a little cold, she was not stupid, if it was just an ordinary meal between the brother and sister, how could she be so close, if it was just a normal meal, why would he lie to her......
"Then I want you not to be alone with Bai Xueli in the future, are you willing?!" Murong Xue stopped struggling and asked.
Shangguan Mo avoided her eyes, lowered his head slightly, and was silent for a long time.
Murong Xue's tears flowed again, "You don't want to?!" You go, we're done ......" she felt like her heart was about to crack when she said this.......
"Break up?! Why do you always want to leave me! Am I not important to you at all?! ”
"It was you who betrayed our feelings first, how can you hug other women and make me believe in you, I saw it with my own eyes, how can you make me believe, you say it!!" Murong Xue asked loudly.
"I said that there is a hard time, I only love you......" Shangguan Mo said dejectedly, he knew that his reason was very pale, but he couldn't say the real reason, as soon as he said it, he was bound to lose her immediately......
Murong Xue was silently in tears, she thought that even if he lied last time, at least she would explain what she asked, but he didn't even explain, she couldn't believe him, once the seeds of doubt were planted, they couldn't get along like before, at least she couldn't do it......
"Don't leave me, ...... Xiaoxue"
"I just hate her, and I hate you being together, I can't accept it...... Let's go...... We probably shouldn't have been together in the first place......"
"Give me a little more time, I'll take care of it, okay, please don't say such heartless words......" Shangguan Mo hugged her tightly.......
"Have you considered my feelings? Last time, you said that it had been dealt with, but you actually ...... My heart is not made of iron, it hurts, it gets out of control...... Let's go, our problem will never be solved, as long as Bai Xueli is there, we can't do it......" It can be seen from his attitude that he can't let go of Bai Xueli at all, since this continues, they will only become more and more painful, it is better for her to let go now......
Is that all she wants to leave him?! So what's the point of everything he tried so hard to hide before, she didn't take him to heart at all, no matter how much he tried but couldn't, he began to feel a little more resentment in his heart, he loved her so much, how could she give up so easily......
Shangguan Mo's eyes were a little red, his head was also very painful after not sleeping for two days, and the cold light on his face was a little scary, Murong Xue was startled and took a step back slightly, this step made Shangguan Mo lose his mind in an instant, and pulled her over, "You don't want to leave me, come with me!" He dragged Murong Xue out.
Murong Xue remembered his last outburst, her heart panicked, and fear flashed in her eyes, "What are you doing, let go of me......" She struggled desperately.
Shangguan Mo restrained her moving hands, shoved her into the car, buckled her seat belt and got into the car. Murong Xue unbuckled his seat belt, and was about to go out but was held down by Shangguan Mo, who had already gotten into the car, and after fastening the seat belt again, he also took a strap to tie Murong Xue's hand, and then drove out with a dark face.
Murong Xue's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe that he would treat her like this, "Shangguan Mo, are you crazy?!" You actually tied me up ......" At this time, the anger in his heart has covered up the heartache, what did he take her for, is she a pet?! She felt deeply insulted......
In the previous life, Fang Shihua also had such a dark and calm face, tying her up and still in the underground warehouse and handing her over to Xiao Keli for torture, did he want to hand her over to Bai Xueli this time?! What a ridiculous ending, she began to laugh, laughing so much that tears came out, and she was still laughing.......
Shangguan Mo squinted at her, "Are you crazy?!" Laugh at what?! "Isn't he ridiculous?!! Or did her feelings be humble to the point where she was ridiculed.......
"I laughed at myself for being blind, and I could have mistaken you as a person......"
"You...... What do you mean?! Shangguan Mo struggled to hold back the anger that welled up in his heart.
"That's what it means on the surface......" After finishing speaking, Murong Xue didn't want to look at her anymore, and closed her eyes slightly.
"Damn, you make it clear to me...... "Did she regret it, regret liking him?!
Murong Xue kept her mouth tightly closed, no matter what she said now, there was no point in saying it......
Shangguan Mo sped all the way to his own villa, and then carried Murong Xue in the car to a room before untying the strap on her hand. From beginning to end, Murong Xue didn't say a word, and he didn't even bother to give him a look......
Shangguan Mo looked at her for a long time before he said, "You shouldn't say you want to leave me...... You just stay here and have a good rest......" With that, he walked out, and after a moment he turned back and asked a maid aunt to come in and clean up the room.
"But all the glass and sharp weapons are all cleaned out......," Shangguan Mo ordered, he remembered the last time Murong Xue cut her wrists, for fear that she would be like last time.
Murong Xue looked at all this coldly, and infinite sadness suddenly rose in her heart, Shangguan Mo wanted to lock her up, just like the last time, it was obviously wrong for him first, but he didn't give her any explanation, and even locked her in this room like a pet, he didn't treat his lover like this at all, maybe he was only because someone suddenly didn't obey him, so he caused the desire to conquer, not because he loved her at all......