In Qin Ruqin's opinion, she and Wu Yueming met for the first time, but Wu Yueming was already the third time she had seen Qin Ruqin. For some reason, Wu Yueming felt that this time he and Qin Ruqin's real acquaintance had a feeling of reunion after a long absence. He touched the necklace on his chest, and his heart was messing up inch by inch.

When he returned to Gangmingju and found that the room was dark, Wu Yueming remembered that Tang Xiaogang had said that he would not come back at night. sat on the chair and began to paint, Wu Yueming never thought about what Lei Ruochen looked like when he danced, would he be as restrained as Qin Ruqin tonight? No, Lei Ruochen has studied dance, how can he feel restrained? If it is Lei Ruochen, then it should be Wu Yueming who is restrained at the dance. Wu Yueming began to paint "The Morning of Dance", and slowly, in the process of painting, he couldn't tell whether he was Lei Ruochen dancing in his imagination or Qin Ruqin at the ball. Thinking of this, Wu Yueming threw down his paintbrush, lay on the bed and took out Lei Ruochen's diary to read. The box was still at the head of the bed.

This time, Wu Yueming casually flipped through the diary of the day when the results of the first and second high school joint examinations in the third year of high school were announced.

"The results of the joint entrance examination came out today, and Yue Ming and I both did well. However, I saw a melancholy look on Echina's face, and I thought he was worried that the gap between himself and me was too big, and that he was afraid of dragging me down. To tell you the truth, I really want to go to Fudan University. But I know that Yue Ming doesn't care much about going to Fudan University, so far, he doesn't have the school he wants to go to, and he doesn't identify the major he wants to study. In my heart, I really like the attitude of Yueming, and I think I should also learn this mentality of Yueming.

However, Yue Ming has already made himself work hard in his studies, he must want to be admitted to Fudan University, and all this he has done is for me. I want to tell him, I already feel more and more that it is not so important to go to Fudan University? If I really had to choose between Fudan University and Yue Ming, I think I would choose Yue Ming. Why is this happening? I don't know it myself.

Perhaps, the assumption I just made is redundant. Perhaps, the Yue Ming will do better than me in the exam. Now, Yueming's English score has stabilized at about 120 points, and there is still nearly a year to go, and at that time, perhaps Yueming's English score can stabilize above 130 points. However, I am not afraid, no matter how well he does in the exam, he will follow me wherever I am. ”

Reading and reading, Wu Yueming shed tears again, although he could recite the entire diary. But when I picked it up and read it, I still had the same feeling as I did when I first read it. Moved, sad, surprised, and amazed, so far, he can only read one diary at a time, and he is afraid that his heart will not be able to load two at a time.

Before coming to college, Wu Yueming went to Lei Ruochen's house to see her parents. Her father, Lei Haoran, no longer crossed the Bridge of Pity and no longer taught in No. 2 Middle School, so he applied to the Education Bureau to be transferred to No. 1 Middle School. More than a year has passed, and Lei Ruochen's parents still haven't let go. No one really let go of Lei Ruochen, those who really loved her, her parents, her grandparents, and himself. Therefore, every time he was lying in bed late at night, thinking that he would wake up again tomorrow, Wu Yueming felt that he was guilty of a heavy sin, he not only ruined his own happiness, but also destroyed the happiness of Lei Ruochen's family. Every night he fell asleep with his hands clenched on the necklace on his chest, silently praying to the gods, praying that if someone needed to atone for his sins, he hoped that this person would be himself.

That night, Wu Yueming dreamed of Lei Ruochen again, and he saw Lei Ruochen wearing a white dress with a pair of white wings, slowly flying towards him. Wu Yueming hurriedly asked, "Chen'er, where are you?" I miss you so much, I want to go to you so much. Lei Ruochen smiled and said: "I'm in heaven now, I'm very happy, but I know that you must be unhappy." ”

"Yes, I'm not happy because I don't have you in my life."

"I know, I'm here, so I deliberately found you a better girl to accompany you instead of me."

"Chen'er, is the girl you are talking about Qin Ruqin?" Wu Yueming cried, "However, in my heart, there is no better girl in this world than Chen'er." ”

At this time, Lei Ruochen didn't speak, just nodded, and then disappeared. Wu Yueming wanted to catch up, but he couldn't fly, he stepped on the air and fell, and the person woke up, and most of the pillow was wet. Wu Yueming picked up his mobile phone, and it happened to be five o'clock in the morning.

Tang Xiaogang did not return to Gangmingju until noon on Sunday, and Wu Yueming did not paint, but was reading the complete works of Kierkegaard.

"How's the prom going?" Tang Xiao asked as soon as he entered the door.

"I saw Qin Ruqin"

"Wouldn't it? In this way, then she really doesn't have a boyfriend. Tang Xiaogang moved a chair and sat next to Wu Yueming,

"I also danced with her," Mr. Wu continued.

"What else?"

"After the dance, we went to a bubble tea shop, and then I took her back to the dormitory."

"What else?" The more Tang Xiaogang asked, the more anxious he became.

"I know that I majored in Chinese language and literature, and she really doesn't have dimples."

"None of this matters" Tang Xiaogang was completely anxious, jumped up from the chair and said, "I want to ask, did you ask her for contact information, mobile phone number, QQ number or WeChat ID?" ”

"No" Wu Yueming said, after Tang Xiaogang said this, he realized that he should have added Qin Ruqin as a WeChat friend last night, this is not to say that he wants to facilitate the future, but this should be a kind of politeness. Just like after a prom, it is polite for a guy to ask the girl for a bite to eat and escort her to a safe place. At this time, Wu Yueming also stood up and looked out the window in a daze.

In the next month, Wu Yueming and Tang Xiaogang still went to Huda every week, but Wu Yueming never saw Qin Ruqin once. may be able to see Qin Ruqin in love psychology, but because there are too many auditors, there are in this school and other schools, and the classroom really can't accommodate so many people, and it also affects normal teaching. Therefore, Huda stipulates that only students who have selected the course can attend the class, and announced that the course will be recorded as a public class from the next semester, so that anyone who is interested can watch it anytime and anywhere.

He hadn't met Qin Ruqin for a month, and Wu Yueming's heart was empty, but it was impossible for him to stay next to the love psychology classroom for this reason, just to take a look at Qin Ruqin. God gave Wu Yueming three chances, but Wu Yueming let it slip away, there is only one month left in this semester, maybe, he will not meet Qin Ruqin this year, maybe he will never meet again. At this time, Wu Yueming suddenly regretted that he didn't ask for Qin Ruqin's contact information at the original ball. During this time, Tang Xiaogang did not pull him to a place with many girls. The days are back to normal, with three points and one line of life, classrooms, canteens and just famous residences. In Gangmingju, Wu Yueming still paints and reads the complete works of Kierkegaard.