Chapter 194: Country First, Family First
Qin Yuguang was very bitter in his heart, he had already noticed the vague gaze that Dai Yixi had cast over.
But what did he say, this matter was beyond his expectations, and it was completely out of his control.
Dai Yixi didn't worry too much about this matter in his heart, he didn't bother to think about it, he just kept worrying in his heart, Jian Zhen has not given him an accurate answer so far, he has already said this matter twice, once blurted out, once it was a wording that had been prepared for a long time, and finally said it in public very seriously.
But at present, he still hasn't received a response, Jian Zhen has not agreed or refused, Dai Yixi has always been in a state of apprehension, on the one hand, he is faintly looking forward to it, and even wants to get married immediately, and on the other hand, he is worried and panicked.
There is indeed a relationship between them, and Jian Zhen is not indifferent to him, he can almost be sure of this, but now he is not sure if Jian Zhen will agree to him, and if he refuses, how will he deal with himself? What kind of attitude should you use to face it in the future?
"The thing I just said ......" Dai Yixi's nervous Adam's apple kept rolling, a few crystals appeared on his forehead, and his eyes stared at Jian Zhen tightly.
After a period of calmness and a few interruptions, the tension and apprehension in Jian Zhen's heart have basically disappeared, and at this time he can already calmly think about what kind of decision he has to make, agree? Of course, it is impossible to say yes at such a time, but can you refuse? That's obviously impossible, and she can't bear it.
But it is obviously not good to neither agree nor refuse, and to delay in giving a reply.
Jian Zhen pondered for a long time before slowly speaking: "Now I am a woman." But I'm still a lieutenant general, with thousands of people in my hands, these people are the elites I trained, and they can all be 1 to 10, but they worship and admire Vice Admiral Jane, not me. ”
"But I believe that the people who come out of my hands will not cause me any big trouble because of this, but there are more than thousands of people in this barracks, that is tens of thousands of people and even hundreds of thousands of soldiers and horses under the general, plus millions of people, and I am just your lieutenant general, a woman with a past." She's going to get a lot of criticism.
But this is not the most important thing, after all, the marriage of the two of them is their own business, as long as their little life is good, it is more important than anything, other people's remarks will not treat them well, as long as they don't listen to it and don't care about it, it won't have any impact on her.
But she didn't want to see that one day these non-parliaments fell on Dai Yixi, obviously he has always been very upright, and there is no dirt between the two of them, if she bears this stigma in vain, she is unwilling and unconvinced. Why can't a woman be a lieutenant? Why can't you lead hosts as a woman?
She's just her!
Whether it is a man or a woman, each one is her, her own strength will not change because of the change of gender, what it should be is what it is, whether it is a man or a woman, he is just him, but only he himself recognizes this, and there are too few people who can really recognize this.
Dai Yixi didn't understand it too much, but he still understood the general meaning: "If there is pressure, it would be good for you and me to carry it together, not to mention why should we care about those gossips, you and I have the same mind, why are we afraid of rumors!" ”
Jian Zhen really couldn't help laughing, the truth is like this, but how can these things be explained clearly in a word: "I am indeed not afraid of the gossip outside, but I can't be wronged in vain, I want people in this world to understand that whether it is a man or a woman, it has nothing to do with their own ability!" The male vice general can make great achievements, why can't I be a woman now? ”
Speaking of his great military exploits, Dai Yixi was even more sad, originally with the power of one person to protect a city, Jian Zhen deserved a great reward, but now this matter is very troublesome, Jian Zhen's identity as a double agent was exposed, and the identity of the woman was exposed, so that so many things such as one after another during this period of time left a very deep impression on everyone's hearts.
How unfair this is to her, Dai Yixi knows it. It is because I know that I feel distressed, but I also know that my pity is useless, rather than feeling sorry for her in private, it is better to let her go and do it, and only do the most solid backing.
"Good!" Dai Yixi's voice trembled slightly, if he didn't listen carefully, he might not be able to hear it.
Jian Zhen was a little crying and laughing.
It's really not necessary, she's still her, and she won't be more vulnerable just because she's a woman, not to mention that she was also a woman before? Since those things can be done in the past, they are still easy to do now, and they will not change in any way, but the attitudes of these people around them have changed a little quickly, as if this is a big thing.
Jian Zhen really didn't think it was a big deal, it was more of a process, it took a while to re-consolidate his position, and let everyone realize that women are no worse than men, even if they are marching and fighting, they can do beautifully!
Who says women are inferior to men? Jian Zhen may use his fists to make him understand who is heaven and who is earth, and re-understand a better life.
Jian Fu only felt extremely surprised, his hand shook, and he almost didn't throw the teacup out directly, but he finally got it back and didn't fall directly to the ground: "You used to be a girl's family, but now everyone knows that you are a girl's family, how can you go here!" ”
He didn't even dare to think about how many gossips there would be at that time, and all this was borne by his daughter, Jian Fu felt extremely sad when he thought about it, so even if he knew that this was what his daughter wanted to do, he couldn't help but persuade him, after all, this was what he should have done as a parent.
"Nope! I don't regret it, since I have joined the army, then I am a soldier first, what I want to do is to return the people to a peaceful paradise, and then it is the matter of my own family, there is a country to have a home, if there is no country in this world, how can there be a home, the people are displaced everywhere, how can there be a peaceful life? Jian Zhen was resolute, and now that she had made up her mind, she would never change it.
Dai Yixi's heart shook when he heard these words, it is true that there is a country and a family, if he wants to marry back the scenery and live his happy life, he first needs to calm the world, and now the little emperor in this troubled world is controlled by eunuchs, and there is chaos everywhere, if he can't calm this troubled world, there will be no happy days anywhere.
Jian Fu looked at Jian Zhen and then at Dai Yixi.
sighed, don't care about it anymore, anyway, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, Dai Yixi, this kid and Jian Zhen's personality are still very compatible, if you hand over people to him, maybe it will be a good choice.
However, there is still a long time, and he has time to slowly consider the candidate for this future son-in-law.