Chapter 8: He cried

The rain became heavier and heavier, and it was getting darker, and the trees were blown by the strong wind. Yun Qianmian found Yang Yixiao in the woods.

She squatted there alone and did not move, let the wind and rain blow, her clothes were wet, and the rain ran down the strands of hair almost continuously.

Yun Qianmian approached gently, and Yang Yixiao noticed that there was someone behind him, but he didn't look back.

"You ......" Yun Qianmian spoke, but he didn't know what to say.

Yang Yixiao turned her head and pointed to the small mound of dirt, and she didn't even notice that her voice trembled and said, "In the future, I will be like it in a deserted place, buried casually, and then rotten in the soil without anyone cares?" ”

She said it with a smile, but her eyes were wet, and the water ran down her cheeks, and she couldn't tell if it was tears or rain.

How can she not be afraid, after all, she is just a 16-year-old girl, even if she has been with loneliness for more than ten years, even if she has long been used to it, but no one is born lonely, and no one will like to be lonely, she has been alone for more than ten years, and she has more deeply experienced the feeling of being cold to the bone marrow and suffocating than anyone else, the feeling of being isolated and helpless in such an embattled place now, and the feeling that no one will find out even if it suddenly disappears one day.

She could endure the loneliness, but she was afraid, afraid that the never-ending, endless and headless loneliness awaited her.

Yun Qianmian didn't answer her words, because he was completely stunned because of her words at this time.

"Qianmi, if there is a girl in the future who can speak to you calmly with a smile when she is very desperate and in tears, then you must not treat her like others."

"Why? Mom. Five-year-old Xiao Yun Qianmian asked curiously with wide eyes.

"Because such a person is very kind, but she is hurt too deeply by reality, what she needs at this time can not be a person who loves her, can not be a person who understands her, all she needs is a heart that treats him well, and that's it."

I don't know when it started, what the words were, he couldn't remember.

At this point, he finally understood why, from the first time he saw her open him, he thought she was very much like a little wild cat. Because the wild cat has no home and will only wander the streets, no one will feel sorry for it, and no one will care about it, it just lives aimlessly, and gets by. And Yang Yixiao hasn't seen his parents appear a few times since he can remember, until he disappeared completely, and those wild cats didn't see their parents from the beginning when they opened their eyes, they didn't know the meaning of life, they didn't know why they were alive, they were so confused, and they gradually lost interest in the things around them.

At this time, Yun Qianmian's mind suddenly remembered what her mother said at that time: "You just have to keep looking at her eyes to know if she is the kind of person I said." ”

Yun Qianmian kept looking into her eyes, but he still couldn't see the emotion in her eyes, but his intuition told him that she was! And he should say something or do something.

It's just that his body is one step ahead of his brain.

He approached Yang Yixiao, ignoring her struggles, and hugged her.

She was in his arms, like a soaked little wild cat, wet and cold, shivering in her arms for fear or because she was wet by the rain. He couldn't help but say firmly, "No, no, one day you will meet someone, that person will love you, will love you, will accompany you, will never leave you, and then you will no longer be lonely, will not be afraid anymore......"

In the end, his voice was choked.

Bean-sized droplets of water dripped on Yang Yixiao's face, and he looked up and saw his firm eyes, but there were tears in his eyes, even if the rain was heavy, his face was full of rain, she wouldn't be mistaken, he actually cried!