Chapter 624: Hiding Feelings
Li Ting never seemed to be like that in front of Chaolu, a resolute emperor walking outside, this time he said that he was talking nonsense to coax her, so he also greeted her with a smile, not feeling that this was anything proud, and called his subordinates, and only felt that he had seen something terrible.
It's just that after Li Ting got up from Chaolu Palace, the two of them were originally discussing going to dinner together, but suddenly several ministers called Li Ting away, and it was not uncommon for Li Ting to be like this before, so Li Ting was also very familiar with it, so he didn't let Chaolu come with him, otherwise neither of them would have a dinner to eat, he was reluctant to Chaolu like this, and he had to make up for her every day in the future, which was the goal that Li Ting set for himself. Although this was set for himself, and at the same time, he was also bitter, and he always looked at him very strictly when he ate with him, and he had to count her down like a child, so that she could eat so much at every meal.
Today is finally a time to be lazy and lazy, saving me from eating more bowls of rice, Chaolu thought.
It's just that what he didn't expect was that he didn't expect Li Ting to leave alone, but he still asked the grandmother next to her to bring it for her, and the extra bowl of rice, she looked at Nian Xuehua who was standing silently on the side with a little headache.
Sure enough, when it comes to eating or these hard problems involving Chaolu's body, Nian Xuehua and Jiu'er must be standing by the side of others, and for a while Chaolu felt that she was a little isolated, but in the end, it was also for the good of her body, she couldn't complain about anything, but asked in a consultative tone, "Can you eat half a bowl less?" ”
If Li Yan saw Chaolu's appearance, he would definitely feel distressed, how could Chaolu have been so pitiful by his side, but if he knew what Chaolu was doing with this pitiful look, he would definitely have to repair Chaolu again, why can't he even eat well?
Nian Xuehua saw that she was looking up at the outcrop, and even her eyes seemed to be soaked in a layer of water, and she really felt pitiful in her heart, why was it so difficult for their master to eat? So he shook his head and sighed and skimmed it for her, leaving half a bowl of rice, "There are so many left, master, you must eat it, otherwise even if you don't finish the portion of today's day, in the end, the emperor will find out, then you have to settle accounts with us, master, you don't want us to suffer, right?" You'd better eat this meal obediently. ”
Seeing that the amount of the bowl was less than half, Chaolu was happy at that time, where is there still the wilting look before, it's really not that she doesn't like to eat this rice, but steamed rice is not as good as ordinary rice with a lot of flavor and nutrients added to it, to be honest, nutrition is very nutritious, but the taste is not as good as ordinary rice, so Chaolu always has to make a lot of determination when eating to be able to force herself to eat the next bite, but Li Ting has to watch her eat every day, but she can't pour it.
It's just that Chaolu complained that she didn't like to eat this rice, but she also knew that whether it was other people who prepared it, or people who watched her eat this rice, everyone was a person who was worried about her body, and he would not accept their kindness, not to mention that she had suffered a loss before, and the foundation had not been bad, and she herself knew very well in her heart that once the body thing was lost, it would take a long time to make it up.
When she met Li Yan before, she also promised him to take good care of his body, and now he is also trying to practice this every day, just like if it was in the past, Li Ting didn't look for her, she would never get out of bed, it's too cold in winter, she is lazy and doesn't like it, but now she always thinks that even if it's cold, she has to come out to move, otherwise what is going on sitting on the bed all day long!
Speaking of this weather, these days are getting colder and colder, a few days ago when the winter began, the big guys still feel that the weather is no matter how cold it is, it can't be cool, after all, there is no snow, where can it be cold? Who would have thought that not even a day after saying this, it snowed that night, and the next day everything in the world was covered in a patch, a white expanse.
He has long passed, because of a snow is a very simple joy of the day, but it has been a long time since I saw such a big snow, and suddenly I really missed the past, when I was very young, she, Li Yan, Zheng Yan'er and the emperor often got together to play, plus children were greedy for fun, it was even more impossible to let go on such a snowy day, snowball fights, pinching snowmen and playing games they had played.
Later, when they were a little older, they didn't move around like before, they were very ordinary, and there were still some differences between boys and girls, although Chaolu felt in his heart that he could occasionally go to Li Yan and Li Ting to talk, but he always felt that this would make others feel a little bad, so he was close to putting it on hold, and the original intimacy was separated in a blink of an eye.
It wasn't until later in that life that she and Zheng Yan'er entered the palace, and Li Yan was excluded from the frontier alone, and the four people guarding were divided into two sides.
Chaolu remembered that her heart was full of reluctance at that time, after all, she grew up together from childhood to adulthood, or played games and played big partners and said that she would send it to the most frontier place, so how could she feel good in her heart? And what kind of place is the frontier? It's a very hot and cold place, and it's not for fun at all, like they have a lot of snow here, so they go to enjoy the snow and play in the snow, but what about the frontier? The frontier is forever in turmoil/chaos.
Therefore, from the very beginning, Li Ting not only planned to let Li Yan send him to Binjiang District, but also wanted Li Yan to guard the line on the frontier for him, and to keep those anagrams on the corners of it, and he asked Li Yan to guard those small countries for him.
Before Chaolu entered the palace, and before Li Yan left, the two of them met privately, this is this side, no one knows, even Chaolu's closest maid, they don't know that the two of them have met separately first.
Obviously, the two of them had a good heart, and they happened to hand each other the defeated iron, but when it was really time to meet, the two looked at each other again, and they didn't know what to say, they really hadn't met for a long time, and this meeting was the last meeting before separation.
Chaolu felt like a mess in his heart, he didn't know if he had dealt with these things between them now, but she didn't know how to deal with them correctly with all kinds of thoughts.
It's just that Li Yan was very considerate, and he didn't let her think about it too much, so he told him first, as if he was not going to the frontier but somewhere he couldn't come back, and told her everything in every detail.
If I had been more enlightened at that time, I would have been able to understand the feelings hidden in Li Yan and it.