The perfumer is finally finished.

This plane is the most painful and bottlenecking story I've ever written.

As I said in the article, the next ten chapters collapsed.

Before opening this plane, I did a lot of preparations, and looked up a lot of information on perfume blending and incense making, but I hardly used it.

The plot about perfume that I conceived in my head was basically not written.

What's the problem?

In my outline, I chose a lot of cameo characters that were very vivid in my mind, and I tried to write them all.

But I'm overestimating my strength...... The whole story is written in 30 chapters, almost talking about "people", which has basically nothing to do with perfumery.

If this is a big story, I can write it like this, and slowly write the whole story of these people's fragrances, and write it clearly.

But this is fast, only give me a maximum of fifty chapters and 100,000 words of room to play.

Once I realized this, I wanted to end this plane quickly, because if I continued to write like this, I wouldn't be able to finish a hundred chapters.

Therefore, I had to cut the plot of the fragrance, try to tell the characters completely, and pass the fragrance in one stroke.

It's not that I don't want to write, it's not that I don't take it seriously, it's that the writing really collapsed, I can't write anymore, I'm also very miserable, and those fragrance plots that can't be written are like a breath of gas in my heart, tormenting me for several days.

I reflected on it, and this problem should be related to my writing preference and the habit of writing two large novels.

I like to lay out characters before the plot begins, and every character that appears, whether it is a trick or an important supporting role, he will have a complete life in my mind, what kind of family he was born in, and what things he has experienced to have his current personality traits.

There are good and bad habits in this habit, but for writing fast wear, it is very bad, and it is too easy to stretch the length.

In the next plane, I will try my best to avoid this problem, greatly reduce unnecessary supporting roles, and make the characters serve the plot and "fit the title".

Hey, I feel from the bottom of my heart that it is a hundred times more difficult to write fast than long, because it requires the author to tell a story in the shortest possible time.

Use the least amount of words to create one distinctive character after another, and streamline and streamline the language.

It's too much of a test of the author's comprehensive quality [Authors who can write short stories quickly are powerful!] 】

And I'm too self-righteous, too ignorant of the sky...

Originally, I didn't write quickly and wore it very easily, and I also wrote about the Republic of China that I didn't understand.

This plane allows me to see how many pounds and taels I weigh thoroughly.

Don't write that you're not good at it, it's not challenging yourself, it's suicide.

I have to take a look at other big fast passages, read and learn from the author's point of view, there will be no progress if I don't study [clench your fist]

In the past, in order to avoid the problem of unintentional imitation, I didn't read any text when I wrote, so as not to bring it to my own text unconsciously.

When I wrote my first book, I imitated the style of an author I liked very much, and it was because of her that I had the courage to write the apocalyptic text, and I have been unstoppable ever since.

It was also her that I chose the starting point of the girls' network to start in many stations in China, hoping that one day I would enter this circle and really know her.

But when I wrote it, she was a eunuch.

Her only book was interrupted for 17 years, and it still hasn't given us an ending.

Later, when I entered the industry, I found that the circle of writers is actually very small, open the starting point app, click on a page at random, and almost all the authors of the articles recommended above know each other.

However, even so, I searched through all the official author groups of the female frequency, and inquired through one author friend after another, but I couldn't find her.

And later... I empathize with it, and I like it again.

But first love is always impressive, and I still often go to see if she can cheat the corpse.

But for more than two years, she hasn't breathed.

Chatter casually, write wherever you want.

In the last few days, I have also been on the PK recommendation, asking for more than 8,000 per day, and I swore to the editor that I would guarantee the update, but I still broke my promise.

I let her down, wasted a good referral resource, I didn't dare to go to her to admit my mistakes, I was too sad, too worried.

I'm in tears.

But the plane of the Republic of China tortures me too much, I really can't write, I can't write on the computer, I change my phone to write, my mobile phone doesn't work and I change the tablet, the dormitory doesn't work, I go to the library again, and the library still can't write...

I'm going crazy.

Seeing me like this, my roommate led me to the new pastry shop at school to eat cake, because I like sweets very much, but in order to lose weight and prevent acne, I usually dare not eat it.

This time I simply gave up, but the goose still couldn't write after eating, and my mood was still very low.

Probably scrapped.

I found that I really can't write full-time, it's too easy to focus on a book, all the joys, sorrows and sorrows revolve around the book, and I wake up in the morning to see how much the data has risen and how much it has fallen, and when there is a bad review, I have self-doubt and be down all day.

Seriously, don't write about the glass heart crystal people.

I'm not much of a glass heart, but I don't have an iron will.

This has to be changed, and if I don't change it, the society will teach me to be a subordinate a little, and I will think that it is a beating, and I will collapse.

I told myself that it was okay, that I had just collapsed a plane, and that I had found a problem, so I had a direction to correct it, and I could salvage it.

I hope to survive this plane, and the next plane of dishwashing can still rise!

Please don't be disappointed in me! ️

Good night to the little fairies

2019.9.21

Love Hee-wan